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Name: Beth
Country: United States
State: Minnesota
Birthday: 2/21/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: this needed to be changed. i am a part itme college student. i work at access and sell mary kay. i have a boyfriend named steve who i have been with for over a year. i like to spend time with my friends, watch movies, shop, go to parties, and play computer games. i guess that is me!
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

hello hello. i am sure this entry will go unnoticed like so many others i have written, but i don't care that much. lets see. i am posting because i cant sleep tonight. darn it. i have been soo busy with school. i thought that 100 level classes were supposed to be easy, i guess i was wrong, lol. i have also been working alot, still at access, still lovin' it there. i also got a second job that i am really pumped about. i'll bet no one can guess who is selling mary kay! so yeah. my dad helped me out a little bit in getting started, just mostly getting stuff that i wanted so i can be a walking advertisement. and i just got all my stuff tonight, so that was super fun. i think i am going to have my frist "party" on the 24th. i am looking forward to that. then i plan on having one i think the week after depending on if lots of people want to go to one. so here is my little bit on that, and i won't post about it anymore (maybe)..... if anyone is interested in getting any mary kay stuff, or would liek to have a party let me know. the parties are lots of fun. i don't care if you haven't talked to me in like years, if you are interested, give me a call, all you need is 1-3 friends and like 45 minutes of free time. also i wouldn't be doing this if i didn't think the stuff is great. anyway my number is 218-790-3423. feel free to call anytime, if i don't anwser leave a message and i can set up a time with you. i can also do one on one appointments or color consultations. as i have been told, there isn't any girl in the world who doesn't want to feel prettier. :o) anyway. things with steve are going great. um, he stood up for me last night and that was really cool, even though it wasn't a comfertable situation for him. we have also talked alot lately, and things are going pretty much perfectly, which is suprizing since we are both totally stressed and overly tired because of work and school. oh and working opposite scheduals doesn't help either. but if we can make it through the difficult times i think it will all be okay in the end, and so far we are making it just fine. what else. i never see anyone anymore it seems. which makes me kinda sad. i miss jess like hell. i talked to her and she had a new xanga, but now i haven't heard from her again. i wish her the best of luck, and hope everythign is going okay. well i think i am going to try to go to sleep again. comments rock my world, lol. ~beth


Thursday, May 26, 2005

yeah i haven't updated in so long. probably because no one ever left comments. lets see here. i don't know what i have posted so.... i moved back home. i got a new computer that is super nice. i have been playing world of warcraft like there is no tomorrow. i have my last over night at work on friday. i might go to steve's lake on saturday and sunday. i don't work sunday. i start my summer work schedual on monday, still a few kinks to work out, but i am probably only going to work 4 days a week, and most of that will be spent at random swimming pools in the area. does anyone know if you who is in charge at the free pool in west fargo or how much the pool costs at north? why do i ask questions why no one comments???? yeah. basically you all will think i am pretty dull. my best friend is a 9 year old. i am either with her, or with steve, or on my computer being a nerd. i do however have the start of a tan. rock! even if it is kinda a farmers tan, i will take what i can get. that is what happens when you spend like 3 hours a day pushing a kid on a swing. i wish i could write about what happens at work. i love the girl i work with to death, she really is one of my best friends. i mean she kinda has to be, i hang out with her almost everyday. jessica is going to have a baby, and get married, and move away. it is kinda wierd. jess is getting married and having a kid, steve's best friend's fiance just had a kid,he is goign to be the best man in their wedding, his other good friend from high school is getting married in a few weeks. i think i might be going to that one. it does seem odd, like i figured i would be one of the first to get married, but i guess not. which is okay. i mean i would rather be where i am now than where i would be if i had gotten married. and things with steve are going really good. one year in july. i already know what i am going to get him for his birthday/aniversary gift. one year. it means so much, but then again does it really? i have been there before (or almost there) with, what, 3 of my past boyfriends? i always start to get a little freaked out when i have been dating someone for almost a year. i can't believe how fast this year has gone. i remember last summer like it was last week. but everything is different now. some things better, some worse. i am really sad that jess is going to leave. we haven't been hanging out that much, i have been so busy, when i do go out i go party, and she can't. but what the hell am i going to do with out her. EVERYONE IS LEAVING ME! jess is going to leave and then ryan is going to iraq in september. i mean at least with jess, i know she will be okay. but i dunno, iraq is a bad place to be. why did we have to start this stupid war? what if he doesn't come back? ryan has been like my big brother for so long. and i don't know what steve would do without him. its just so wierd to think about it. he is going to be gone for almost 2 years. so much can change in that amount of time. people can change so much. there is alot he might miss. so you are just supposed to go over seas and come back a year or two later and try to pick up the broken pieces of the life you had and pick up where you left off? how can you even do that? i dunno. i mean i am so so so happy right now with almost everythign in my life, but then i have these huge clouds hanging over my head, like i know all this stuff is going to happen that is going to make me really sad, i just want to do what ever i can to keep it from happening. yeah so that is it. if you read this to the end, eprops for you. i guess i just had to vent. comment.


Monday, March 14, 2005

~Spell ur name backwards:  nosenrA neeliE hteB

~Has anyone ever wrote a song about you:  not that i am aware of

~What song makes you cry:  i can't think of any at the moment

~What song makes you happy: hum, the song from the sea world comercial, buried myself alive by the used, violins by yellowcard, disarm by the smashing pumpkins, drunken lulabies by flogging molly, there are alot more but that is all i can think of right now

~Whats ur fav all-time song:  disarm by the smashing pumpkins and buried myself alive by the used

~What do u listen to before u go to sleep: i usually don't listen to music before bed

~Height: 5'2''

~Hair Color: brown

~Piercings: ears 2 in each side, tounge, my bellybutton was done, and i am planning on a few more this summer

~Tattoos: chineese symbol for freedom on the outside of my left ankle, planning on getting a couple more this fall

- - Right Now - -

~What color pants are u wearing:  blue jeans

~What song are u listing to right now: nothing at the moment

~Whats the taste in ur mouth:  green apple gum

~Whats the weather like: snowy

~How are u feeling right now: bored

- - Other Random Questions - -

~Do u get motion sickness:  no

~Have a bad habit: smoking, i bite my nails when one breaks off

~Get along with ur parents: i would say i do most of the time

~Have a big regret: not really, anything i have done is a part of who i am

~Fav tv show: er

~Shampoo and Conditioner: i usually use brillant bruinette shampoo and herbal essence conditioner

~Fav Book: i am not sure right now

~Things to do on the weekends: bars and parties, go to the mall 

~Fav non-alcoholic drink:  cool aid

~Fav alcoholic drink: slippery nipple or raspberry long island ice tea

- - Have you ever... - -

~Broken the law:  yes

~Ran away from home : yes 

~Snuck-out of the house: yes

~Ever gone skinny dippin: yes

~ Prank called someone: not that i am aware of

~Skipped school: yes

~Fell asleep in the shower: yes 

~Been in love: yes

~Have/Had a hard time getting over someone:  yes

~Ever tripped over a port-a-potty: no

~Been hurt by someone emotionally:  yes

~Gone out with someone u've only known for a few days: yes 

- - More Random Questions..... - -

~Have a job: i work at access

~Whats in ur cd player right now: the get happy mix (burned cd)

~If u were a crayon what color would u be: silver

~What makes u happy: alot of things

~What was the last tv show u watched: judging amy 

~What was the last movie u watched: bring it on

~Last movie u saw at the theater: spanglish

~Last time u were kissed: last night

~Hugged: when i left work at 9

~Last phone: just got off the phone with steve

~You were depressed: i dunno, i get depressed on and off alot

~You were in the hospital: september i think

- - What comes to mind... - -

~A new car: my car

~Cell: either a cell phone or a human cell

~Shoe: i like shoe shopping

~Fun: happiness

~Music: notes written on a piece of paper, melodic sounds comming from an insterment or a stereo

~Chalk: sidewalks, summertime

 

~those last questions were really stupid~


hello everyone. it's my first day back form milwaukee. it was really fun. the buildings were really pretty, it wasn't too hard getting around. the hotel we stayed at was pretty icky, but you get what you pay for. the concert venue was amazing, 4 floors with at least 1 stage and 1 bar on every floor, usually 2 of each. both of the stages where the bands were playing had balconys. so that was neat. um, i got a sweatshirt from the tour. talked to memebers of two of the bands who were there. the acoustic sets were pretty good. one of the bands was okay. the last 3 bands were great.... the used was amazing, no big suprize there. um, we get pretty close to the stage, like 3rd or 4th row. the crouwd was crazy. it was a good time. all of you should go to at least one show at the rave/eagles ballroom in your lifetime. i guess thats the end, i have to go unpack now.


Monday, March 07, 2005

so last night i went to papa roach with steve and his cousin logan.well we were in the pit like right by the front, and there was this guy in a wheel chair, and the pit was all sorts of crazy, and people kept landing on the guy, so steve was like trying to keep people off of him, because that is the kind of guy he is... and this drunken jerk comes up and keeps pushing steve, so steve grabs the guy and says loud enough for me to hear 3 people away, "there is a guy in a wheel chair right here, i am trying to keep people from falling on him and tripping on him, stop pushing me, and try to push people the other way" so the guy grabs steve and puts him in a head lock, steve pulls out, and the guy starts punching steve in the face, then this other guy gets drunken guy in a head lock, and drunken guy bites other guy steve calls security over and they tell the guy to let drunken guy go and they don't do anything about it. fast forward like 3 songs into the show, i am being totally crushed by 5 huge guys, so i get over to steve and ask him to lift me out. i notice that people have pushed in front of the guy in the wheel chair so there is no way he can see the stage or security. seve asks the people around us to help him get me out and none of them will. (jerks) steve gets me out by himself. (not the first person he helped out durring the show for hte record) so steve gets himself out, and while he is being pulled out he rolls over and kicks drunken jerk guy in the face. so security very rudely takes him out with out listening to what was going on. now i don't care that steve was kicked out so muc, he did kick the guy, however, the gy who started the fight and was pushign people into the guy in the wheel chair should have been removed when we went after steve. also i told the security people that as far as i knew no one else was kelping the guy in the wheel chair, they couldn't see him to know if he needed help, etc. they told me that he had the same right as everyone else to see the show, like i was anti people in wheel chairs or something, and i explained to them that was not the case, in fact i thought that it was wrong that they didn't have a place for people in wheel chairs to sit, and that they should let him sit on the other side of the metal fence thing. i mean come on, is anyone really going to say, "why can thay guy in the wheel chair sit on the other side" and if they did i think the explanation that it was because he was unable to use his legs should be a very good explanation. i don't think may people would argue it anyway. and if they choose too, i would be more than happy to kit them with my car so they could be in a wheel chair also.



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