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| my first time voting in a presidential election, and my vote was one of the millions that led barack obama to the presidency. that's probably one of the most exciting feelings i've felt in a very long time. i'm looking forward to the future of this country. for the first time ever, i truly believe that the changes that will come will enable me to say I'M PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN.
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| oh hey never updated xanga.
i'm officially registered for orientation for school. i paid my tuition deposit, so on november 1st i get to sign up for housing. *fingers crossed i don't get a sucky roommate* i'm really excited! i'm so glad it's actually happening. it's weird though. lately i've been having dreams about it, and sometimes i can't tell if the things that happen in them are real or not. my parents input has been neither here nor there. they don't want me to go, but they want me to be in school. they'd prefer it if i stayed here, but that's not their choice to make. i'm leaving home, i'm leaving friends.. blah blah blah. i'm only going to be an hour away! it's not that bad at all. nobody's gonna make me feel bad for it. i'm doing it for me.
work fucking sucks. the new store manager is a douchebag. i'm scared i'm going to get fired, and i'm not even a bad employee. sldfjrpqawedflsdjf i want to call in sick the day after halloween. hahaha. i want to hang out with christyne and melissa!
oh, and there's a new guy on the horizon. i've been taking things incredibly slow with him, but tomorrow i'm going in for the kill! :D he's going to the be at the halloween party i'm going to. it's at his house, actually. i'm super pumped for it. it's gonna be so much fun!
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| because there's always someone cooler than you.
that's the prettiest girl i know, on her 21st birthday. i figure when you find someone who can make you feel like you're worth something, you should probably relish in that. if i could be any gayer about this i'd probably just confess my love for her lol she always cheers me up, and i really enjoy having someone like that around. and yeah, i did just do two entries in a row about you, christyne! ;)
i feel like i'm gonna get caught up in things and forget about getting stuff together for school. i really hope that doesn't happen. i'm still trying to pay off my bills. i'll have that done by january, no matter what. and this whole being sick thing is making me want to start eating healthier and taking care of myself better. i don't get sick that often, but when i do i get really sick.
oh, and i want a macbook. who wants to buy me one? :D
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| i willingly choose to remain ignorant to how unhealthy certain aspects of my life are right now. money, family, my body, sex, etc. i'm pretty much setting myself up to learn things the hard way every single time. right now, i don't have the will power to do much about any of it.
christyne ann pochron is probably my favorite person in the world right now. definitely my favorite person to be around. she's always there for me to talk to, and she doesn't judge me when it comes to the things i've got to say. i love everything about my friendship with her. from the trips to applebees, to the phone calls and aim conversations. i can't get enough of that girl! <3
i've had this uncomfortable abdominal pain for about a week now. i'm going to get it checked out tomorrow. hopefully it's something simple and it'll go away soon..
i want to go back to school nowwww. ldfjsjrwioer working all the time sucks.
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