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| So I'm preparing for tryouts for Rutgers cheerleading and I see an email from Xanga claiming that they miss me. I decided to take a look and here I am leaving a "weblog". I figured I wont be returning to Xanga anytime soon, so I may as well update this post so that in two more years I can check it out and have a good laugh. Since the last post I have gone through numerous relationships. Most memorable being Sam. Now he's in college and we dont speak and now I'm dating Michael Kirkland and I love him very much. I was also fighting with Grace then, and now we are best friends. I work at Build a Bear and drive now. I party hard. Thats basically about it. I'm also not depressed and emo and weird like I apparently used to be. I'll update in a few years. | | |
| So yea, its been quite a while, but Im updating again. I got asked to help out Senior Elite. and so Im on 3 teams now. its nice. They are pretty good and I really like being on that team. Kim says dont get any ideas, lol dont worry kim, i like senior open better :P Today was the mini camp thing, it was fun. Then I went to cheer practice and now Im home. I am sooo tired! For some reason, that practice really wore me out.. even though I think I work harder on senior open, i was more exhausted after senior elite.. whatev trev. So me and Fernando have been dating for THREE WEEKS NOW!! thats like a record haha. I hope it lasts long. Im in this for the long haul as they say lol. So for halloween Im being a bunny. Not a playboy bunny.. but a bunny :P so im staying in tonight cuz my parents are going to my neighbors "adult only" halloween party. And so Ill be home ALL night on a saturday.. like a loser. for this i should be allowed out on halloween haha
xox Missy | | |
| omg! what fun last night was!!! So me, Fernando, Lauren, Stephen, Elisia, Andrew, Julie and Annie went to this haunted house thing in D Mass. The house was like, wayyy abondoned. And the story is that a lady killed her kids and husband there but didnt know what to do with the bodies, so she left them in the house. She did normal daiily stuff but then she got tired of the smell and the hassle and killed herself by hanging herself in the barn. So we go into theh ouse and its scary as SHIT. and we run out and decide to go and look in the barn. So we have a flashlight and everyone is crying cuz they are scared and theres 2 barns, we were all like, she wont do it in the first one. So we look in the barn and see nothing, fernando has the flashlight on the ground and I see this thing hanging and I got "hoollyy fucking shit.. move the flashlight up" SO EXTREMELY SLOWLY fernando moves the flashlight up and you see this noose just swinging in the wind and EVERYONE SCREAMS at the top of their lungs and run down to the cars. It was soooo fucking scary! SO then we went back lol Then we tried to find this house where a dog had rabies and when you sit in the living room you can still hear the dog barking. but it didnt work.. we got lost and had to get home by 1130. Now today Im gonna go clean the tp, take a shower and then go somewhere with fernando probably.
xox ^^!s$y | | |
| this bed could use a secret.
and these pounding hearts could keep it.
if you could, then i could,
i swear.
The truth is, you could rip my heart out,
throw it on the ground, and stomp all over it--
and I'd pick it up,dust it off
and give it right back to you.
I'm not stupid. I just lack common sense. I'm not a poser.I just like all kinds of clothes.I'm not miss popularity. I just have alot of friends. I don't like my boyfriend. I love him.I don't ignore you. I just dont give a shit. I'm not a bitch. i'm just brutely honest. I'm not mean..your just weak.I'm not insecure I just dont trust ppl.
Cause screwing up takes practice
& well I'm well rehearsed
Life isn't a garden.so stop being a ho
 just some fun
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| Wow, its crazy. No more drama.. no more life! Nothing interesting has happend.. that I can tell you at least  In case any of you were wondering, I didnt do it and now i CANT do it.. Im very pissed about that. If you dont get that, then you dont need to. Oh, I got in trouble for having a hickey on my neck  Thats not cool man. Its not even that big.. geez. Anywho. I have been cheering non freaking stop. Oh and guess who is mad at me? AUBREY! wtf! I mean, ommmmgggg. she thinks I told jenkins all this stuff about her dad and I def did not and now shes like, we arent friends, blah blah blah. and its so effing gay. And Im just like, fine believe him who youve known for three weeks and now are DATING over me who youve known for 3 years and we are best friends. but thats her perogative. Whatev Trev.
OOOOoo yea, the little kids came in today and they were soooooooo effing cute! I took a liking to Faith, shes a little chubby girl but shes the most adorable thing in the entire world. So today I stayed after for transition and we played duck duck goose, and everytime we went, I was the goose. I gues they didnt get it. So then the second bell rang and I had to leave, and I was like, i have to go guys and they were all like NOOO! And so I told them to give me a hug and all of them gave me a big hug, even the boys even KEVIN! It was crazy, Im so excited for them to come again tomoro lol what a loser I am
xox ^^!s$y | | |
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