Hey everyone. I'm sitting here at my moms I'm pretty bored actually. Not to much to do really everyone else is in school and crap so yeah. Tabby had her surgery done today. She was in some pain after words, kind of a duh on that one but w.e. I kind of  of wish I could stay up there with her and everything but, I have drill practice at 6:45 tomorrow morning so yeah... Oh and if you didn't get that, It means that I'm commanding the let one team..!!!! WAOH anyways i'm am go ttyl.

Meme

Day after day u suffer the hands of fate
I try too hold on, but now it’s to late.
I stand here alone, no one by my side
my emotions are running
my pain I cant hide.
I’m told to hold on, but no one can see
that the stress of waiting is slowly
killing me.
But still no one listens;
no body knows
that the time is coming for
me to let go.

Ever since that day
Ive hid my heart away
Many have tried but fail to find
The gate is closed Ive made up my mind
I can't be the girl I used to be
Cause look what love has done to me
I let my guard down and gave it all to you
Never realizing you would be untrue
It's been so long and still I stand
But still I long for the touch of your hand
Ill be strong and keep it all inside
Even if its just foolish pride
They say it is better to have loved and lost
And I’ve tried that and paid the cost
So if I have to feel this pain
Just to find a love again
I think Ill let it pass me by
Ill spare the heartache and refuse to try

********** This next ones not so great. I couldn't find the right words***********

Hey, ok well what's going on.?? Not to much here. Just sitting here at my mommas house. She's asleep on the couch that's next to the one I'm on. "Like you guys care where the couch she's on." it works though. Anyway's Just letting you people that do get on xanga anymore or better yet, ever come to my site, I do get on here from time to time. I just don't like updating I never have much to say cuz, it's like talking to yourself. lol w.e. anyway's, So, Lifes not to great at the moment. My dad thinks I'm a bitch. and, yes I am one around him because he just loves pissing me off and egging me on but yeah, he'll just have to live with me being a bitch to him. I can't wait till he's out of town. He leaves nov. 29, tab's birthday. and he's flying so hopefully that means he'll be gone for a while. lmao, I hate him. ok well anyway's here's just a few side note to certain people...

Jas- Hey buddy, hope things get better for you and all those "night mares" stop. I also hope that that hospital trip with amy doesn't happen again.. specially not now or any time soon. Hold all that off till you guys are like 80. lol I love ya jas and I wish the best for you.

Scott- I know people can be pain in the asses and bitches, and they may not even notice there doing it but, there's always karma. lol idk if i believe in it but, Hey I may start just so something will happen to her. lol. that's mean huh? oh well. anyway's hope that girl stops being mad at you. lotta love and luck to you.

Mack- well ello ello mister. Things getting better with the family yet.??? Hope so. Anyway's I'm still here for you. It's just lifes really getting sickish right about now. It's hard to help people when shits just not going write for yourself. Idk lotta love mack.

Kimmy- Even know you don't get on my site. Hi, I'm texting you rite about now. Things will get better. I don't know how long it will take but life can't be like this forever, can it.???. Well I think my favrote quote I wrote kinda sums up how we feel right now; Wishes and Dreams of our Futures are all some of us have. The Present had no Hope for it anymore.  Idk if you feel the same but, I feel like that. lol ok well later chick love ya's lots.

Manda H.- Thanks for listening to me and being there. you've been here alot for me lately. other people have too but, you seem to understand alot more Thanks bunches. mmwcl chicka.

Ok well if i left you out it's cuz Idk it's 3:16 in the morning so forgive me. lotta love to you all and Good Night.

later Meme....