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no me no bun no you no fun

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 05:19:47 GMT

i think i've forgotten how to have fun. seriously, i'm almost afraid to have fun now. and now that i'm working, im too tired to try to have fun. and now that i'm gaining fucking weight i'm too self-conscious to try to have fun!

i want my mon and my hilary and i want the good times back ):

i wanna quit work. but i can't quit now because one guy left, and if i quit now, there'll only be 1 admin staff left in the whole office and seriously, i need the cash.

but work's not so bad cos at least it takes my mind off things.

we didn't change, we just stopped trying.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 01:12:44 GMT

Morning y'all,

Didn't go to work today. I couldn't bring myself to go ): im so fucking lonely at work! And everyone's got exams, no one can meet me.

nobody loves me ):

aww

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 16:56:28 GMT

bubbles is sleeping in the weirdest position on my leg right now. she's just. hanging over it. like how you can hang a towel over your shoulder. yes. like that. but. it's cute.

lesson #1

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 16:51:35 GMT

DO NOT TRY NEW HAIRSTYLES IF YOU'RE ALREADY HAPPY WITH THE ONE YOU ALREADY HAVE.

i.e. don't ever get bangs if you think you look fine. unless you're already drop dead gorgeous. or if you are/want to be a lian.

hello sweetcakes,

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 16:49:53 GMT

i see you sitting there bawling your pretty eyes out
won't you smile for the summer night?
i'd give anything to see those tears wash away.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 16:47:38 GMT

yes, the two people. i really need right now. are probably sleeping.

WAH FUCK LAHHHHHHHH.

i need another kiwi or two. or three or four. or five or six or seven or a million. kiwis are good for your health. did you know? I BET YOU DIDN'T. okay, maybe you did. but do i fucking look like i give a shit if you do?

strange

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:37:05 GMT

how reading a dead person's emails can be so. very. saddening.

YAY

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:09:27 GMT

no more work. yay. yay. yay!

i still hate my hair.

hohoho

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:25:45 GMT

it's a sad day, but merry christmas anyway.

i went to church with my family for the first time in half a year, cos i couldn't wake up for my own church. heh. i saw sam! and she is. very very thin. ): STUPID SAM! GET FAT OR I'LL NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN! heh.

dinner was meaty! very meaty. we had. turkey, pork, and LOTS OF BEEF! aaaaaaaaargh. i hate christmas dinner. and i made this lame lame joke/comment about having jolly shandy because we should be jolly on christmas day. so my dad went to buy some jolly shandy o.O while i was taking a nap. it was funny! okay nevermind.

i want to open presents!

the type of sleepwalk that never ends

Fri, 22 Dec 2006 15:25:36 GMT

goodness gracious me! im old.