so, this week has been a nutty week. on Wednesday at work I found out that one of the owner's of the company said some things about be to my boss. things that are untrue. my boss would love to keep me until i find something different. but the owner would like to can me at the end of the summer. the other owner is not helping. the next day i did not go to work. i went job hunting. that day i had a really long chat with an old friend of mine on the phone. she bluntly said "hey you are burnout and you need a vaca!" which is really true. thanks friend if you read this! 

and today i am going to apply to be a nurse's aide at a nursing home. i have been thinking about my degree and how people tell college grads to not "waste the degree that you paid for". and i think that anywhere i go i can use my degree. even at an old age home. do i plan to do that forever?? HECK NO!!!!! but maybe for now.

i guess you could say that everything for me is up in the air right now.