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Friday, September 19, 2008

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 17:14:57 GMT

watching monkey business is so sad.. its the exact same feeling, the helplessness, frustration that i feel when i look at our beautiful sabah. my favourite state. i'm perhaps the selfish amongst this bunch of "environmentalist/ animalist", because i choose to take pictures take advantage of it before it ends. pretend i don't know shit, because its so heartbreaking like the tv host says. so many times i almost turn away just when i look at the channel, can u imagine if i was there. its scary the feeling when you understand, and can feel it. its unbelievably haunting. and hurtful and frustrating. u know you can't do anything to help(which obviously is not that true anymore). but looking at the economic status of these countries.. how can it not develop to this stage when these people don't know, can't care about these things. they themselves are living worst than the animals if they don't use them. ohmygod i hate myself, i can't believe i'm even writing this, defending those who do it, i feel dirty. aw this sucks.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Tue, 22 May 2007 04:05:50 GMT

Monday, May 21, 2007

Mon, 21 May 2007 20:48:32 GMT

super cute bunnies. i hate to go on that girl's blog because she earns money everytime anyone goes on and apparently she is one of the most famous bloggers in singapore. i saw it on my friends website n i'm crazy over the bunny"

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Tue, 08 May 2007 18:04:50 GMT

the queen of spades is going to be published so happy!!

Monday, April 16, 2007

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 13:00:15 GMT

ngo hou gaaaaaaanggg ah...... hor mm hor yi fai di bei ngo zhi leh? i just wanna get the letter!! yi ga ngo zhou mut yeh dou mou sum... hou sun fu ah!!!!!!!!~~~~~~ but i have to admit going out to the formal and the party was really releasing n fun after being a nun for like a whole year.. gosh

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 17:51:47 GMT

ohmygod how ironic after that last entry of private diary that i heard from another girl in my school (she applied to the Central Saint Martin too) that she got rejected from 3 majors within the university. that is so scary... i have already set my mind to leave. there is no way i'm coming back ... i'm determined. though i know if i have to i'll barge into the office of CSM to get my way but still its kind of scary to know that i have to go through that.

i haven't heard i think i have 2 more weeks... aaaaaahhhhhhhh reene jiu ming ah!!!!!!!

i'm sorry i didn't pick up my phone the other day.. my friend was having my phone.. sorry haha were you scared??

<3<3

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 19:37:25 GMT

Reneee wo jiu shi bu liu comment zai ni de xanga..kan ni hui bu hui lai ma wo ~_~`` hee

my phone bu jian le so you won't reach me even if you call, sorry... i wanna talk to you too!!!!!

<3<3 YYYYYYYYYYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU A LOT!

NICK TANG THESE PHOTOS AR3 FOR U

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 16:46:42 GMT

nick tang i just saw your website...i miss malvern a lot too :(

i love you nick tang!!

what the hell were we doing?

n here are just some really sweet pictures

nick tang, hou gua ju lei ah~~

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 14:51:29 GMT

Emily for UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!! <3

to all the lovely sixth formers in malvern ah lei day hou mah? especially upper sixth ah... is life treating you ok??

my body not in malvern, my <3 is!!!

Monday, August 28, 2006

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 05:12:08 GMT

i shall write a story of the my american life. and this shall be the beginning. i came to NY a week ago now and moved into school 4 days ago. after hearing all kinds of comments, good, bad, ugly about this country, i can't really help but formed a sorta negative image bout this place even before coming here. many say they are ignorant i dunno even dumb, bah bai.... hope i don't get screwed for this but i'm just stating what i heard. i question every single thing everyone says even the dean, who is the principal, just to make sure its not a stupid statement, n i don't get stupidly influenced by it and then i decide whether to accept it. which i think is something good that i'm learning, not just to question these ppl but ppl in general.

we've had loads of orientation programs, meeting tones of ppl but not really successful coz its only like for a second, i don't remember any of them. but anyway these few days i've got to know ppl on my floor, its an all girls floor, which is very rare in my school but i love it. i like everyone on my floor, some are more my type than others but my roommate is the best. i'm so lucky. haha she got back drunk today coz they had an initiation party for their drama major ppl. she does musical theatre. i hung out with her MT friends this morning, they are SO FUN super dramatic but FUN. almost all guys in it are gay, not quite sure mayb it was all.. nvm. the abc that i talked about, they're not too bad, actually they're really quite nice. we went ice skating together last night till 2am. it was awesome. my school has an ice skating rink how cool is that! some ppl have already partied so much in the past few days it is unbelievable. i don't even know how they got to know those ppl. anyway it is so true how the TV show ppl in groups. they are so obvious. it is scary. i haven't been to any and that is good.

despite all these things that i like, i still feel something missing, looking at the pictures, receiving emails, comments, omg i really miss my old life, its just wierd. not just that, its like these ppl are so extreme, they are either cool or super uncool. the uncool ppl are fun but seriously uncool and i don't know if i can cope with that long term, i've met really religious ppl and i can't stand that. i feel like i'm partially suppressed. i hope this is just a rocky period, everyone not fallen into their places yet, actually i'm sure of it, hope i meet the in betweens, not too cool, but not tooo uncool.

america's really different from what i think actually. the dorms are so freaking strict it is unbelievable, there are guards checking I.Ds 24 hours. u can bring guests but they have to be signed in and there are so many rules wow. i think it might even be stricter than malvern, i dunno, maybe its just the beginning. guys, there are a few cute ones, but all passerbys. god their muscles omg. food, GOOD!! now i know why my dad was worried. but i've been pretty good, salad, and green tea. its good. lastly, I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT CLASSES TOMORROW. AND i L-O-V-E my room. its filled your pictures.

miss you guys~~~