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Name: youu_complete_me_x3
Gender: Female
Interests: boys; skateparks & the boys that skate; photography; quotes; cellphone/texting; movies; attempting different things.
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Member Since:
5/10/2008
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| hmpht..longtimenoupdate.
it's been over a month :/
wowww.
well, here..
Speak your mind, even if your voice shakes.
I'm done pretending, so here goes:
No, I'm not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I'm not okay with the fact we don't even talk anymore, and to top it all off - no I'm not okay with the fact that I fell in love with you in the first place.
if you were to choose between love
and hate on every person you know.
just think how many would choose
hate on you. how many would you
choose hate on? love and hate are
the two most powerful words we own.
therefore, when you choose these things,
choose wisely
anyway you add me up,
i'll never count.
it takes a strong heart to love
but an even stronger heart to love
after it has been shattered
&& it's really hard when you look back at a relationship, whether it be a friend, or an ex-boyfriend, or a family member, and you see that you have grown apart, maybe by choice, maybe it's accidental, either way, when you look back, and you see how much the whole situation has changed. going from telling each other everything, to not even saying a word. remembering the memories, then remembering the laughs, and the way your whole life was different then, and now realizing that they're no longer a part of your life.
Stop saying you're sorry.
You wanna know something? I knew.
I knew you didn't feel that way about me.
I knew, and I still let it happen...
because, well, I figured that one night with you was better than never.
So, will you stop saying you're sorry?
Because you didn't know better, but I did..
To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking out memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and move on. It's having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It's learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It's realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door and to clear a path to set you free.
She's a beautiful wreck with tear-stains on her pillow from all the nights she cried herself to sleep while she whispers, "Is it always gonna be like this?"
there will always be people you look back on and wonder
"why the hell was i ever friends with them?"
I don't need a smile from a mannequin
i hold my breath, to forget.
Time changes everything
and time changed you. so i'm moving on
goodbye is that hardest thing to say.
because you walk away with only memories;
and memories, well, they fade.
I love you. I love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. I love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who I really am. You make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are.
the hardest part of saying goodbye, is having to do it again, every single day..everyday we face the same truth, that life is fleeting, that our time here is short and honor the fallen, we must live our own lives well.
would i say we had history?
no ; because that implies that
we had something worth </3
remembering. see, all it was,
was a delusional girl, and a
boy who could not bring him
self to give a damn.
Maybe sometimes you have to stop
waiting for someone to come along
and fix what's wrong maybe you
have to stop feeling sorry for yourself
and realize that no one else has the answer...
sometimes you have to be your own hero
ive meant everything ive said
& expected too much in what ive heard.
What's the point of saying goodbye
if you know he won't even miss you?
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| ...<3...love me cancerously...<3...dah, i suck at updating!
and i haven't searched for any new ones :/
so here's some old favorites <3
special thanks to;
NicoleP7
WARNINGx_itsjessica
lilcrizzle30
for subbing!
keep 'em coming :D
also, sisters?
anyone interested? (:
Love taught me I could have feelings that I
never felt before. Losing taught me to
hold onto something good if I find it.
Living taught me to never regret anything
because at that very moment, it seemed right.
The hardest thing a person can do
is lose a friend who understands you.
I want you to accept that life isn't perfect,
that people are not perfect, & that
there are all sorts of things in
the world that disappoint us
sometimes i feel like things
are never gonna change ;;
but then i look back and realize
they'll never be the same
have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all of your life
you'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
only to find that one won't give their heart to you
have you ever closed your eyes and
dreamed that they were there
&all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
you wanna talk shit? think it makes you look cool?
newsflash sweetie; im more afraid of a dead worm.
i hope you hurt like hell one night soon, while your laying in
your bed all alone because your new girl wasn't all you thought she was.
i hope you lay there, thinking of me, & all that you gave up when
you pushed me away. i hope you remember the way you treated me,
like i never meant anything to you at all
i hope you realize one day soon that you let someone go,
who really cared about you. someone who really had something for you.
i hope you realize that you're never gonna get her back,
or even someone quite like her. i hope you realize that mistake.
the hardest thing in life is waiting for somebody
when you know you only have a 5% chance
but you keep holding on because hes more
then you ever wanted
sometimes i just want to beat the living crap out of you
and at those times a stop and think what i'd do without you
and i relieze i wouldnt survive without you as my bestfriend
so instead of beating you up i laugh and tell you i love you
sometimes, someone comes into your life
that changes everything, raises the standards,
makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you
you told me that you couldn't believe
in somebody who couldn't believe in you.
i believed in you. i always believed in
you, you just didn't believe in me
i need to come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one, maybe, but he's not mine.
i dont need to do things to make him love me.
if he wanted to, he would
I don't know what it is about you,
maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking,
or how you make me smile more than anyone else has.
it could be the way that you say
the exact right thing & exactly the right time
but whatever it is, i just want you to know that
it means everything to me.
So here's to loving him while he's loving her
Don't rethink things, because usually,
your first thought is what you really want to do.
So just follow it through.
i wish i was eight again because all
he had to do was tag me and i was it.
Should have,
Could have,
Would have.
It's so easy in the past tense.
stranger stabs you in the front,
a friend stabs you in the back.
A guy stabs you in the heart,
and a best friend pokes you with plastic straws.
this is a rake and shovel conversation, no hoes allowed.
I think he gave me something to live for
I guess I helped him pass the time.
How that kid
made her smile from
across the states
is beyond me.
All I'm asking is don't make promises you can't keep,
and don't say things you don't mean,
because in the end, those things mean everything.
You've kept me around while you were looking for her.
You knew it the whole time. And the truth is, I don't
feel anger anymore. What I feel is sorrow. Because you
are never going to be happy. You are always going to want more.
have a great week<3
i'll update by at least sunday.
four subs and four comments at least, please? :/
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| so, i haven't updated in about, a week+
and i am SO sorry for that.
i guess i just get caught up and stuff.
and since school started wednesday (well, i start monday)
i'll be updating like, ONCE a week.
ugggghhhh, which makes me feel horrible.
but, oh well. school is my number 1 priority now.
i have to straighten up.
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fourrrrr subscribers?!
oh geez, thank you<333
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taintedgreenlove
xStillCaringx
anywayyyy;
I'm going to put some hecka old quotes i have on here.
plus, maybe a few others.
there will be like, 15 maybe? yuh.
enjoyy!
AND subscribe<33
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself.
You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend.
What is meant to be will end up good if what is not, won't.
Relationships are worth fighting for
but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting.
At times, people need to fight for you.
If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them
was more than they were willing to give you.
Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real.
Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for.
Lets ignore each other,
and try to pretend the other doesn't exist,
but deep down, lets know it wasn't supposed to end like this
And if you really need him, fate won't let you lose him.
Fate will bring him back. It may not be soon, but
he'll come back.
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
But never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories
that give us the faith to go on.
but when you start to pick it apart
it gets so depressing.
It's that sort of thing
that makes you think too much.
It's that sort of thing
that makes you lose your objectivity.
for once; i want to be hard to leave,
i want to have someone up all night thinking of only me.
She turns on the computer & flips through saved pieces;
pictures and conversations that play her heart out in the digital world.
i'd travel the world just to touch you
while finding my way, i'd make no mistakes
i'd travel through time just to feel you
cause you make me believe i can do anything
and through all these storms i will find you
i'll fight my way back, isn’t it what you’d do?
if i have to walk on broken glass
if i have to fall on solid ground
For the past hour Ive been sitting here.
typing, backspacing, writing, erasing,
editing, revising, && I just want you to
know; pouring your heart out isnt easy
sure, you don't think you're pretty.
but the gorgeous girl on that myspace page doesn't think she's that hot either
if we stop comparing ourselves to size zero stick-thin models,
we may just find our own beauty.
our beauty is not defined by our jeans size.
it's not defined by our faces.
it's defined by the things inside our heart;
if we care for other people, if we love, if we're caring,
if we're passionate, if we're happy, if we have self-esteem...
beauty is much more than being thin and having perfect features.
those are nothing compared to real beauty.
what's inside of each and every woman on this earth.
if we show what's really inside of us, maybe guys will stop seeing us as a good night...
because we'll know we're better than that.
maybe if we stop thinking "if i was that beautiful, life would be perfect"
because it won't.
beauty is not skin-deep. <3
I did my best to keep you here.
I guess sometimes,
your best just isn't good enough.
©http://www.xanga.com/xStillCaringx
Don't take it too hard, it's nothing you did.
Just once something dies,
you can't make it live.
Sometimes you have to run away to see who will run after you.
Sometimes you have to talk quieter to see whose actually listening.
Sometimes you have to take a step back just to see who's standing by your side.
Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision just to see whose there when it all falls down.
Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back
WHAT IS LIFE?
Life is an Adventure ... Dare it
Life is a Beauty ... Praise it
Life is a Challenge ... Meet it
Life is a Duty ... Perform it
Life is a Love ... Enjoy it
Life is a Tragedy ... Face it
Life is a Struggle ... Fight it
Life is a Promise ... Fulfill it
Life is a Game ... Play it
Life is a Gift ... Accept it
Life is a Journey ... Complete it
Life is a Mystery ... Unfold it
Life is a Goal ... Achieve it
Life is an Opportunity ... Take it
Life is a Puzzle ... Solve it
Life is a Song ... Sing it
Life is a Sorrow ... Overcome it
Life is a Spirit ... Realize it
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| jfkldsjflks.shooooooot.
i haven't updated in awhile.
lalala, i get sidetracked. sorrries!
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thannnnkkkkkks!
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ten quotes.
some comments and a few subs? please?
You want me to prove that I really love
you but the only proof
I can give you is
I held on to you even though you didn't care,
I've waited even though you weren't coming,
I loved you for so long even though you didn't notice
I believe in karma
What you give is what you get returned.
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned.
I believe the grass is greener on the other side.
I believe you don't know what you've got until
you have to say goodbye
I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling. I'm not afraid of thepeople around me, I'm just afraid of rejection... I'm not scared of thedark, I'm scared of what's in it... I'm not afraid to love, I'm jus tafraid of not being loved back... and I'm not afraid to try again, I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.
I'm so tired of falling and picking myself up. I've fallen one too many times, And I can't keep learning from my mistakes. I've done my part so it's time you do yours. You can do one of two things. You can make things right, or leave them wrong.
Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you.
shes not the type of girl to wait by the phone.
she won't cry anymore; she knows it got her nowhere
she'll laugh a lot & often. and she'll live her own life.
she'd like you to be a part of it..
but she'll do just fine without you.
Cause even if it breaks your heart
to be just friends,
if you really care about someone,
you'll take the hit.
i used to be a strong girl. but a lot has changed,
a lot has happened, and i've had to deal with so
much more than any person should ever have to
go through, and you know something? i finally
broke. everything around me crashed, and i fell
right with it. i'm not that strong anymore.
& when it comes to you,
I wish I didn't care so much
cause it would make things so much easier,
but I do care, I really, really do.
It's ok to want someone you can't have. It's ok to keep friendships when you don't want them or want something more. It's ok to cry when your hurt and its ok to stay mad at someone who hurt you believe it or not it's always going to be ok, that's just how life works. Sometimes things don't work out how we want them to and a lot of times it seem's like they never will. But it's just how life is supposed to go its all about learning how to deal with the bumpy parts in the road and waiting till their smooth again. It's all about forgiving and forgetting. It's all about waiting and wishing that's just how life is.
creddiiittt;
--http://www.xanga.com/prettyinpearls_quotes
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dangggg :/
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way to ruin my mood. (Y)
seriouslyyyy. all i ask for is a few subs & comments.
please?
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small update.
i've been sick, sorry.
Sometimes all you can do is not think, not wonder, not obsess, not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more you worry about it, the longer it's going to take to end perfectly, just the way it should.
You have me wrapped around your finger. I know I can live without you. But when I talk to you, you do it again. You say all the right things. I'm so vulnerable.
I won't miss you like you think I will, but you'd be glad to know that I'm not doing so well. Don't waste your words saying things that we both know aren't true. But I hope you think of me sometimes like I think about you. I wonder if you're happy now, manipulating someone new.
I get the point that I should leave you alone, but we both know I'm not that strong.
Sometimes I just miss knowing that someone's there for me.
I've been waiting for you for so long and I'm far from close to you. So why can't I let this go?
I hope you know that you are my best friend. Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more. Thanks for the best time of my life.
Last night was a wake up call
I won't make those mistakes again.
Give me a reason to believe this life is more than what it seems
Give me a reason to believe you're all I need
The truth about my reality is I need you.
That, no matter how hard we can try to keep our distance
I am going to eventually break that barrier.
Maybe our hearts were next in line
& Maybe everything breaks sometime..
I made that mistake of letting you out of my life
Now all I am is dying, for you to get back in it.
I blew my first chance, and my second too
All I want is the third chance, so I can be with you.
credit;;
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