some bitch hacked my new one is

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Well me and Josh spent the last two days together=) What fun we had=) ahh.. I really miss hanging out with him..he had to work today.. and he has to work tomorrow x-mas eve.. thats when we all go to my nanna's and open presents..he'll hvae to go there on x-mas day I guess..=( my mother has to work on x-as too.. ugh this sux.. lol.. but hmm not much has really happend.. so I guess I'm gonna go <33YOU

CANT BE ALONE UNDER THE MiSTLE TOE
HE'S ALL i WANT iN A BiG RED BOW

THE MOMENT YOU TOOK MY CHiN
iN YOUR HAND, MY HEART MELTED

*i would stand outside in the freezing cold for 5 hours just to be warmed by his arms for 5 minutes

So, this winter, take me away so its me and you, on a couch wrapped in a blanket drinkin somethin warm and only worrying about each other

lets drink hot chocolate..cuddle up in front of the fire..&& be the winter romance everybody wishes they had

ugh.. today has been okay Josh had to work agian today witch saddens me very greatly..=(  but me and Krsitin hung out and had tons of fun I <33 her..! hmm.. dang its really cold in here for some odd reason.. oh- Josh has to work on x-mas eve that sux very greatly.. Gosh I miss him I didnt get to see him at all today.. but he has tomorrow and the next day off so I'll be able to spend 2days with him=) oh and I got my new cell if you ask I might give you the number=)but Im gonna go <33

love how i can be a total dork around you
& yet you still make me feel absolutely amazing

he's my best friend you know? the kind where at the end of the day i love to come home && talk to him. the kind where i long for the weekend so i can see him  he`s more than my best friend, he`s my world.

Ten bucks says you'll be crawling into bed with me,
putting your hands where they don't belong.
And ten bucks says you'll be putting your lips
where they don't belong either,
but ten bucks says I won't say no

Baby its cold outside; So
      wrap me up in your arms
      && tell me you love me <3

I don’t want to be his whole life ...
         just his [ favorite part ].

So me and mom had tons of fun last nite shopping, and wrapping presents..exciting eh..? lol I had tons of fun..! well today wasn't to bad at school Im def not going tomorrow though me and Josh are stayen home and enjoying each others company..haha GAH I <33 that kid he make me wanna scream--wait that dont sound right but oh well.. thats all for now <33YOU

you better watch out...you better not cry
you better not pout i'm telling you why
santa clause is coming to town!!

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside its so deep.
It always seems to get to me.
I never really wanted you to go.
So many things you should have known.
I guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.
What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am.
"Cold" - Crossfade <--My Fav. Song!-explains alot about me..!

I don't know how I found you
&& I don't know how I got you
But I'm so lucky that I have you

youu laugh at my dumbest moments,
put up with my moody days,
go along with my craziest ideas,
&& still manage to see the best in me.

i want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive or the short walk. the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, the second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want

Your talking to a girl who has had her heart broken, cried for continuous hours, yelled && screamed for help, a girl who turned her back on the world a girl who did nothing but luv someone who could never luv her back && made it through it all..<33

you're weird,
obnoxious,
crazy
and a complete idiot.
yet , i still love you

Ahh christmas is in 8days! I can't wait til school gets out really excited about that one..=) well I still have to get Cathy, Josh's mom and my papau something I tried today but I just got Charlie and Josh's stuff and i got a huge migrane and had to come home..sux.. lol..but it's fine at least I tried mom's taking me tomorrow if I dont have this migrane.. I hate migranes they suck really bad.. but ne who.. Im bored outta my mind lol.. everyones gone shopping and Josh is at work so Im bored.. lol.. but Im going to go and nap <33 YOU

i want that amazing christmas kiss.
you know, the one where you're under the mistletoe,
not even realizing it, & all the sudden he comes up
& cups your face in his hand & kisses you, &
his kiss leaves you completely breathless? yeah that one.

I never knew I'd need to hear someone's voice to have a good day.
I never knew I'd need someone's smile to know everything's okay.
I never knew I'd need anyone as much as I need you

don't be scared if some fat guy in a red suit
comes into your room at night and throws you in a bag.
i told santa i wanted you for christmas

he watched her take off her
makeup. and wondered why
she even put it on <3

Dear Santa;
I enjoyed the early christmas present =)
I know hes #1 on my list. . every year.
Thank you for bringing him to me. Ohh;
& santa , good luck trying to top that

After i tried and tried to make my christmas
list longer and longer. I relized that all
i want for christmas is you

When you stop believing in Santa Claus you get underwear for Christmas.