i felt like i needed to do another entry...

i just cant see how people still cant understand...i just wish you could feel everything i do.

dont think that i think i have a horrible life or something, because i dont think i do
and please dont think im ungrateful for the blessings i DO have...
but when bad things are happening, its hard to look at the positive side of things.

and i try, and try, to make this all go away, but jealousy is SO hard to overcome.

but i really do love you all, even those who have crushed me.<3</3

Tell me what you wanted to hear
Let me do the right thing
Let me do the wrong thing
And if it's ever this clear
I'll only say it once
Just let me turn the amps way up
So you can hear nothing
And if I die tonight
Then I guess I die tonight
Let me go on
Just say what you wanted to say
I cannot stand these talks, dear
They're only getting nowhere
It's never resolved
We only run around
You only tell me anyone
Could be just like me
If it's a different time
And a different place to be
You would go on

and i absolutely love how your doing everything possible to try and forget me.</333

I WONT LET YOU BRING ME DOWN, IM GOING TO LOVE AGIAN WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE.