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Everyone!!..maybe I start to feel too annoying to talk about HER …That’s my last time I will talk about my EXMayBe u will read This Msg 2 <HIKARU>I knew her in a church camp..the 1 st time we saw eachother ..i fall in love already, I think she did 2, our story started there..she was the 1 st girl I really put my heart to LOVE..the camp was 5/23-5/25,afte the camp we start to hangout..goto movies ,my fd angelhouse , drink n beach…to 9/13,we got together!!i was so happy ..we always stay in my house ,playgame , eat, cook, sleep n doodoo,dada<THAT’S the WORDS we made!!> together…maybe that was lil be boring..but I believe that I was happy everytime, um..sumtimes we got fight 2,but we will be ok after ,when she was with me , I dun let her wear short skirt,hangout with guys,I always want her be with me…n many things else..but I never know she will feel she has NO SPACE, until now…she never tell me …but I really asked her will she be mad , does she wanna listen to me?cuz I though she love me a lot!!at the end we start get more fight , n she started to say break up with me a lot of times,but I never think we will really do…lol..cuz I m dumb ,,all of my feeling was for her , I can do anything for her , DIE 2..cuz I love her …I was thinking she is same 2…cuz maybe we said n promise many things , she said she wont leave me nomatter what , I never think we will break up , cuz we got fight , n she needs space , but tahts not anyone bad , cuz I was dumb so can’t say anything!!we broke up after my B day few days!!she really leave me n never think will COME BACK …I tried to say I will change or anything to get her back , but she just feel I m annoying, maybe she will never know what is really LOVE mean when she was with me ..LOVE to me is crazy..that was the 1 st time I love a girl , b4 my EX I can’t say I love her , maybe just LIKE!!i always miss her after we broke ujsut keep to think she will change n waiting for one day we will be back together.n hope her will not get with anyone n do bad things..always hope she will love me?but all I dream was stupid..cuz I think she really love me ..so she must can’tcontrol herself..lol..
today I start to feel MISS her ..lol…but I guna face to everything I got !!i have to handle it , so HIKARU..we shouldn’t talk anymore.cuz I never wanna be ur fd,maybe u dun understand , cuz u didn’t know what is LOVE mean yet..u r still young ..u take care..i wish the next guy u will egt with , really dun make him get crazy..cuz u will not know n care how will the ppl crazy for U!!n dun worry I will not write anythingafter this time …so hope u will not get mad cuz I put ur pic on,,n lol..<ICE DAD MUSS>but we BOOBOO..i know…..HEY EVERYONE!!hope u can enjoy the song with ME!!...
PS:THZ for the ppl help me..annie,SPECIAL~ANGEL~!!
3:00am~~FOUND SUM O PIC, really wanna show it to u guys..dun laugh !!
 
 
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HOPE WILL C U GUYz if I will be ok , n U guyz really MISS my xanga la
!!so leave me a msg to let me KNOW la!!!
KIT will be A WONDERFUL GUY!!i promise THAT to ALL OF U GUYS..after i come back!!this is the last PICz for u GUYS!!
!!I WILL ALWAYS MISS U GUYS!!
~88~BYE!!
...wanna c more?..REALLY c u guys la..88
