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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

This entry is dedicated to Amy Arseanu and Hezekiah Sweeney III

The most awsome people I know. My favorite people in the world..  I have never missed you this much; I dont even know if I have ever missed ANY one this much. Some times I think of you and sometimes I dont. Sometimes I even think that it's better to not think of you. But it is so impossible that it is not even funny. You are so deep down in my heart that I cant even stand to bring up our perfect memory because I feel like I can never go back. This week was the absolute hardest because I realized that that is too true and I am way past heart broken.

I went bace to Devil's Racecourse, Antietum, Hermitage Creek, Falls Creek, and Deer Lick, and of course, the base. Those places are so much more full of us than I would have ever imagined. Doing, Going somewhere that was paridise nine months ago, but feeling empty. I'm so sorry that that is the truth. I wish I was as easy going or spontaneous as you two. I wish I could have lived it for what it is; not what it was.

Please know who you are to me. Please know that you made me someone else than before. Let's just go back in time and relive it. please please because I can't stand missing you like this. The world is too big and I wish you were here now.

I  love love love you so much.

Where are my MIXERS?

You all make my world go round

 

"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you." ~ Elizabeth Barret Browning


Saturday, January 07, 2006

HEY!!

I am so happy that it is the new year and I  really feel like I can so anything this year!! Starting everything off at the workshop, esp with our awsome bonfire was the best thing I could have done. I feel so much closer to God from the workshop.

This Blessing, Mom got BLESSED!! By True Father!! It is amazing. Her new husband is Cecil Robbins from Bowie and they are so in love! I like him. He is a very nice person, and most important of all, he LOVES  my Mom!! What a new start for a new year! I'm really happy for them!

Get this- (Drum Roll, Please)-...............  ::::::::::::: Last night, I, Monica Scott performed at the Baltimore Opera House- the LYRIC!!!!!!!!!!    It was amazing amazing Amazing~!!!!   That Hall seats 2 THOUSAND!!  It wasnt all filled, but it was still a pretty sweet turn out! We played Cappricio Itiliean and I swear that was the best we have ever played it! Towards the end, we sped up more than usual, and there was soo soooo soo much energy and I was just playing my heart out!! Before the performance, I told God I wanted Him to dance to our song on the stage where the tango dancers danced earlier and I know God was there, feeling each beat. He even helped my fingers catch the really tricky runs that are so hard! I know it was God and I felt His love so incredibely last night. Can you believe it?!?!? The Lyric! That is like one of the biggest, grandest, Best halls in the state!!! 
There was a saxaphone soloist for two of the songs that the Baltimore Symphony Orchestra played, and he played Song Without Words. It was the most beautiful, heart felt performance of the night. While he was playing, he was so expressive, and I could feel more than anyone else on the program that he loved music more that anything in the world. He was totally in his zone and I felt so much of God's love through the music. The whole night was so full of energy. We wernt supposed to go into the hall and listen to the performances, but just wait downstairs. But you know me- I always find ways in. I went to the balcony at first, but I forgot my glasses so I couldnt see as well as I wanted so I moved downstatirs and helped myself to one of the best box seats in the House. It was amazing. The principle cello was really good, and I had a very good view of her.

Overall, last night was God.  I was on the top of the world and lovving it!! Now I rember why I was going to be a music major last year. Nothing makes me as happy, and gives me as much energy as playing, and concerts. The University of Baltimore is litterally on the same block as the Lyric and the Myerhoff. People who go there are so blessed. I love the culture in Baltimore! I would go to every-single-performance-ever if I went to UB.

I love everything about life right now. Nothing could bring me down!
THANK YOU GOD SOOO MUCH!!!

I love you all!

Monica!


Thursday, August 04, 2005

Outward Bound was one of the most Awsome experiences of my life! Two weeks of canueing, packing, rock climbing, and hiking, and just being with 10 of the coolest ppl I have ever met~~

I love all my Trail Mixers!!!

The coolest times were when we were all tired, sore, it was well after dark, everyone's hungry and just want the night to end, and someone cracks a joke that everyone just starts to laugh at, and we all have our chow circle and say what we are greatful for. I'm just greatful that God woke me up to another beautiful morning to see more beautiful faces.  On our first hiking push day I saw the most beautiful view I have ever seen, or will ever see. High Rock, where we could see forever the most beautiful farm land ever, and the red tailed hawks soaring so high and perfectly. All I want to be is a bird that can soar as high as I want for ever and ever over Everything. My group members are the absolute best. My 2 chicas, and all the awsome chicos. Hez, Oz, and Adam, and Nick, Derrick, and Marcus. Rember finding the park after a long day of hiking and just running to the bathroom where there was SOAP and a MirroR!!  Walked into the dark with Amy to find the coolest privy ever and then to be swooped up to see the stars. Layed on the pickinck table forever talking and dreaming about being in the stars. Giving massages, and seeing everyone's groggley eyes at strech circle. Rember 'scrubbing' the backpacks with Adam and Hez and laughing at everything and nothing at all. Oz's solo tarp!!! How he had everything be held up by the stick! Talking so late at night about our families and life. You will always rember re-fried beans by Oz and Hez, and Repelling down to all the people I Love So Much, and showing off sweaty muscles. hehehahaha Rember fighting with Laurel the last push day, and how even then everything was so right. Pumping water on the Patomac, and from all the little streams on the Appilatian Trail. Rember Making the map and being kept alive by Oz and his jabbing, and how that was the very first morning that he wasn't the last one out of bed. Take one or even ten for the team. Extra weight, or food, or just energy. Walking in the back with Sarahbellum. Hahahah!!
Indicate the way to my habitual abode cuz I'm fatigued and I'd like to retire. I had an alcoholic beverage 60 minutes ago and it went straight to my SARAbellum. Where ever I may perambulate, over land or sea or atmospheric pressuer you can always hear me singing this melody Indicate the way to my habitual abode.
"Hiking 4 miles in the morning with a pack in an hour with Adam" HA!!! Overcomming in rock climbing, and talking with Kristy and Sarah. Seeing the turcky buzzard when Adam was repelling. Watching the sunset, pumping water in the pitch dark with Hez and Amy. The coolaid that was way too sweet, and left pink splotches in all our cups. The cookies and the tea from the resupply team. Getting a leach in my foot. The guys throwing stuff at our tent at night. setting up the tarps over hard rocks, and snuggeling up for warmpth at night. The first night back at base and everyone sleeping just everywhere all over eachother, trying to ignore the bugs, and just enjoy the togetherness, and the sky. Graduation: Amy giving you your cirtificate, and you passing on Hez's, trying to tell everyone the total awsomeness of him.. Getting over bumps in the road about how to get the canues up safely, or making the canue line at Paw Paw. Talking about politics and religion with Nick, and eatting Hummace with everyone. The afternoon before solo, all dreding leaving eachother. Making the picture for Oz. Paddeling with him. Being the buffer. 'ewe, did you just fart?' 'Yeah, you know you like that'  this whole time we've been talking.. -No, WE have not been talking: You have been the one talking" !!!!  Dancing to the radio after our snack, and while scrubbing. TJizzel getting all up tight-- no this is still Filthy! Playing basketball under the street light. Sweaty Muscles! NPR! NPR! Boy gimme that. Marcus being our leader, and showing us his sweet heart. Derrick hitting rock bottom and bouncing rite back up. Writing letters to myself and everyone on solo, and singing songs. Taking a 50, taking a hundred, and the Happy Bag. Dug the shouvel. Carrying your pack, and TWO food buckets the first night down the very long road and feeling like gold. Sharing Skin So Soft. I'm going on a picknick and I'm bringing Avacado, Banannanas, ... My Lawyer's cat. ABC's My COWS! Resupply, and carrying the canues to the van, squeezing everyong in the 15 seater with the backpacks, I knew someone heard me cuz I could hear Derrick laughing. Youre so hard core. Like yeah, in your mouth. hahah Hiking 30 miles on the Appalachian Trail, Oz tripping over himself and getting a huge gash the very last day. Lonley, I'm so lonley, I have no body to call my own. Sugar pie honey bunch,,, I love you and no body else. I can't help myself.

 

I Love Outward Bound! Everything about it is perfect. But it's mainly who you spend it with. I had the most awsome team I could ask for. I have no idea how such a diverse group could come together so well, but we are the example of how the most increadible is so possible. I still can't even believe the circumstances that brought us all together, but whatever they are I can be so greatful that I had a part in how the end played out. Now the end is a start. I cant wait to see my group again. There is so much love. More than anything else there is so much love. That is what made our trip the best.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

Hey everyone!

I'm going on Outward Bound this summer!!


Saturday, December 18, 2004

Winter Orchester Concert
A Most Awsome Success



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