hiyah...

Today was sweetest day, hahah i just keep comming back! xd. Today was okay...until i came back home. She yelled at me, saying i should cut my nails..and hate being jabbed. I see other people doing that too her and it doesnt seem like they get yelled at ;\\ Lawls; hey! i found someone that is in the same situation as me. And he's a tough guy too. Hahah, i feel bad for him. Been getting back the 8th grade memories alot when i go back too the roof. How fun it was during drama.. and in the boat trip, when i couldnt do anything when i knew i shouldve done something.. and at june10th, where i should've asked for another chance instead of running out the door and crying like a baby. this is such a piss of </3 *sighs*...

*sighs*

Godd...Why can't i have one perfect day.. The day was going really well too.  Someone just called me and pissed me off. You know what i hate? People keep thinking the same. Why can't you guys leave me alone and lemme think t-t; The problem will get worse if you keep on asking questions and still talk about her. This is a pain in the ass.

Haha, i am stressed out. I didnt feel like doing my homework, so i think ima fail the quiz toomahloh. Iuno, why i keep comming back. Is it the things taht i wrote o____o; Hrrmmms, i keep on thinking whats the matter with me. I just can't stop thinking about it. I think i still love her but i know the fact that she already moved on..

aiaiai..

It's been a while since i've been too xanga, alot of stuff had happened...Her, Me...It's harsh too even talk about it. Hahah, it seems like i dont have a best friend..My most trusted person is gone..And my most <i>IMPORTANT</I> person has faded. After highschool's began no one calls us "highschoolers" *sighs*  I wrotemy feelings in my notebook when its been a week or maybe a day, depending on how do I feel, since i have no one too talk too. Feel like a loner x) I go too the "Roof" too hangggouttt, like a hideout where no one can bother me. Where i can tell myself that its over and start crying at times when it gets too harsh :') I'm so sensitive these days xd. I feel like a dumbass, thinking that after 4 months... she said that she wasn't ready. Why couldnt she said it before..where i thought i had a chance, i thought i can love her forever <3 and she can do the same. I promised that i'll love her forever...Thinking about it, i never broke a promise. I'm going for first :] Hahah, BS. are being gay, now we be getting hunted, lahhh oh well I'll hopefully die and no one will find out what really happened. Yupp.. as told, jason, tommy, and kenny aren't involved in this cause i told allen. Hahah, promise promise promise. I wish i can just break that promise just with a snappp. But i can't. Cause i'm a piece of shytttt, that can't do nothing correctly. I hate lifeee, i hate myself.

aiaiai...

lol. talking&talking the year has gone by soo fast. Currently gonna be graduating in a month and after summer vacation ends im going to Kelly. What highschool is everyone else going? 1st place for v.ball champs (':

----`Gargar