hello

it has been a while !!!havn't updated the xanga for a million of year..
so hows it going everybody!!!

i feel like a stalker. i never know that internet has such as power to REACH people for real....in the other day, i found out a profile on hi5 which based on a email that a girl gave to me..which is crazy..

Haven't upated my xanga for awhile..cuz n/th new reccently..well.. i am pretty upset aoubt the "werid relationship".. since kh ignored me..the triangle borke down badly.we are not that close anymore."No" talking at all excpet on msn.She treats me like "EDWARD"!!even tho steve can not talk to me no more godsh. cuz he afraid that kh's temper and attitude would b worse than before...sigh...

The National taekondo is comin up at this weekend in richmond.I am consider going to be master "vieng"'s fanS...but since kh siad she is going..then probably goin to change my plan....we will see when the time comes...so tired...i think thats all i can say now...

..boring week...even tho the cold war has overed for a week but the reliationship between me kh and steve still so werid now..on thuresday tkd class was the first time we met during the week..we did not talk to much excpet me and steve.After class we went to a japanese resturant for dinner wit master vieng.Even tho i tryed to act like n/th happend between us but kh still kept distance.it makes me reli unconfortable...plus she thought the calendar dat i bought was form steve..fuk..(steve's idea but i paid for it..:@)anyway..in the end i knew dat she did not want me to sit on steve's car plus steve made up dat he is goin to richmond afterwards (he told me after he gave kh a ride home )so master gave me a ride home..sigh..somehow the valentine's day approach so fast which is monday...where is my "miss rite"??sigh...

"Happy New Year!~" lolz..it means dis is the fifth yrs dat i hv been in vancouver for my chinese new yr without lucky moeny..how poor i am...

fXxxx..couple days ago kh and i had "cold war"ignored my calls and msges i reli hate ppl did dat to me but snice i am a nice guy i forgive her.two dayz ago the relationship turned reli bad cuz i hv given to much guds to her such serectly gave her six balloons and one teddy bear and halls..etc...She said "we will not work out allen...so stop give me those present.."i am like wtf..i am not the only one who gave u presents ..y u angry at me..even tho i know u like steve more den me.. plus u never tryed.. how would u know we will not make it out so i was so upset for two dayz ..after dat i relized "to being a nice person"would become a killer of a relationship???"to b honest..she will never get steve cuz the way steve likes her is the same way she likes me...as a "gud friend" and turly she has to much "insulation" ...finally i msged her to tell her the turth.den..we promised each other from now on stop talkin about the  "relationship" between she he and me so the"COLD WAR" is over....god bless us...how hv u guyz been lately??

omg...i hv been so busy to hangin out wit my friends recently.....and it happens many things but the best thing i hv done was helped out one of my tkd friend to find a job.Last nite we went metro shopped for his"office" dress...cuz the first impration is so important godsh..eric doesn't hv any short dat he could wore to work .He wore his dad's short...OMG..it did not fit on him..beside..the cloth was so "dirty".poor eric law..Steve and i r picturing u three yrs from now..wut would u b??a second "steve"??ahaha..u better b.."Don't lose my face, eric" ...Anyhow i realize dat i am hitting on someone.....for like couple of months so far....unforunately..she likes one of my friend who is my best buddy..steve but steve doesn't like her...blah blah..the story is goin on.....omg...the relationship between me and her hv become so complicate now...who can help me out of this shitty stuff....i afraid dat i would lose her if i put too much on her....sigh.....