Ending the xanga thing.No time..no point.Thankz 4 all the EPROPZ that everywun gave me from da past...lab u alll...*Mwah* Maybe ill write from time to time n put up pix...buh probably not.Oh yeh...MERRY CHRISTMAS..hehe n HAPPy neWw Year...luv u allll

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had a tiring week..had practice the whole week...missed it on wed b/c I went to Jingle Ball!!!! Hehe..had a fun ride on the train wit Chris and Arlo...they were pretending to sleep and wheneva sum1 wud pass by...they wud make the weirdest sound. Ha! Concert was really good...best performance...hmmm Destiny's Child..Avril and Justin Timberlake. There was guest appearances....Chris and JC from Nsync...Ozzy n Kelly Osbourne...and that gurl from Entetainment Tonight on MTV. Chris and Arlo got bored after justin performed.Buh they got hapee agen when Avril came out. Kelly Clarkson was greaAaT.These two little gurls were so cute b/c they were dancing to all the songs...sooo funee...they kept us entertained!!Had to leave in the middle of Nellyz performance b/c had 2 catch a train.Got on the train...lost arlo and chris so they didnt sit wit us. Got home around 12 ish....slept at 2...woke up at 6..went to skool...went to practice till 5:30..got home and all the guys were here..and the house was a mess b/c we were settin up for Christmas...house looked pretty. Got pretty pissed off and annoyed...power kept shutting off when i blowdried my hair. Started to get hives! Yuck..so i looked so white b.c i had to cover it up. Went to BLD...was quiet in the beginning..buh felt better when we had our own praise jam.Hehe. Performances were good..little kids were sooooo cUuuuUUte!!BLD ended pretty late.Went home..wenmt strait to bed. Now ...gotta gOooo *MwaH*

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Juss found out that some that Ive known my whole life has cancer and has 3-6 months to live. His name is Kuya Chu. He grew up with my parents and hes been my uncles driver even b4 me n my brothers were born...maybe even longer!He wasnt juss a driver tho...he was such a nice guy too. He brought us every where everytime we came home to the Phil. Hes so sweet...he has 4 kids and they're all boys. They said that the cancer is already all over and that it spread so they cant do much about it. Alot of the people on my dads side of the family are doctors too...buh i guess they cant do n e thing abt it either. Ugh! Thats the second person that has worked for my family that ive known my whole life thats dying. I juss feel bad that I cant fly home to see him and see how he's doing. I ono wah i wud do if i kno that i only have a limited time to live.I dono..i guess all i can do is pray for him.erGh..this juss puts me in such a down mood . Hmmm yeah so had Shepherds training today. Was good..buh i have really bad patience so i kept moving around. I had to stay in a room for 5 hours while i juss listend and took notes.Im sure u wud feel the same way.Hopefully we have alotta candidates this year. Then went to Robs Bday parte..wanted to see the beach..buh no1 wanted to go b/c it was too cold. Then it took us sooo long to get home....so we decided to call z100 to get Jingleball tix. No luck! Hmm thats it...gonna try n do my projects.Juss noticed I put alotta sad faces in this entry. Eh..hopefully they change by the end of the weekend. K ba bOoo

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Funniest thing happened to day...my bus driver hit a car. I kno thats not funny...but its a school bus...who would ever think thats possible!!!The car was backin up from the drive way...and the bus didnt stop or the car didnt stop. I cant remember...buh i cud tell they were gonna hit each other b/c i was on the side where they hit. The bus ran outa da bus to see wahappened...we waited for 5 min buh the people let us go...they looked pretty mad. Oh yeah...the person in the car was really cute too ..i think he goes to my skool.Hmm yeah..n my friend that asked me out made me feel so bad. Everytime i saw him..he wud make a sad face!!I knew he was kiddin..buh i ono..i still feel bad abt it. We good tho...still act normal! So yay!  My teachers dad died and we've had a sub for 2 weeks now. Surprisingly..i didnt cut. The same 6 people still go to class..haha i kno..im a nerd. Buh id rather do my work durin class..than make all of the dittos up one day. It onlee takes 10 min and then i get the rest of the period free so i really dont mind..n dey let us out sumtimes.Still sick! YuCk..sneezed abt 20 times.It wasnt those small ones..its the really loud ones. Home alone now...and im takin a break from duin my HW. I was gonna go to the treelighting in the city buh i gotta lotta work 2 do.So i shud go...bA Booooooo *Mwah*

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New ChAtTerBox.Yay...other one was gettin too long! Leve me messages if u want BRRRrrRrr..its so cold in my room.Its either really hot or really cold...been tryin 2 even it out....buh i havent done it yet. Maybe itz b/c im sick.Yuppz..been feelin like caca the past few days. I have a cold and a bit of a fever.I dont like being sick..i get so lazy and it takes me sooo long to do my HW. I definately used up 2 boxes of tissue already. I guess i havent gotten used to the weather yet. School is Eh...its gettin harder to stay up durin class..specially bio. Got my seat changed in Italian cuz of talkin 2 much. I think shes gonna giv me detention b/c im always late to that class.Wah do u expect..its 9th period!!!Had practice today...lookin good so far..gotta perform for the skool in 2 weeks. Step team was practicin wit next to us...they lookin really good. I was actually thinkin of tryin out..buh nah...i can think of soo many reasons why i shudnt!Oh yeh...my best friend asked me out today.Felt sooo awkward.I felt bad when I sed "no". I told him id rather keep our friendship than go out with him and then not talk for the rest of the year after we break up.I can tell him everything...and i dont think i would act normal around him if i sed yes...i onlee consider him as a friend and im not gonna say yes jus b/c i feel bad. He was pretty upset buh we're fine...he sed he understood..buh i really dont think he does. Hopefully he acts the same way towards me when i see him in school.Ergh...i think thaz it for now.Oh yeh...here my kickline pictoors..i warned u b4..they look really bad..good thing i didnt order alot....YuCk YuCk..hate the uniform..i kno i kno..its soo tight! Wah can i do!! And the other one is of my team..cant really see their face..buh dey all puurtyyy!!

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