Two More Days

Its a New year, Same faces, and Repetitive(school)Bullshit

I remember watching movies like Shes All That, Bring it On, Mean Girls and American Pie and wanting to live the high school life. Secretly wanting to be a cheerleader and having a football jock for a boyfriend. Being in a popular clique and pulling off straight A's at the same time. And wanting to run for prom queen and winning.

Ha, what a rude awakening, high school is nothing like that well at least not at Lincoln Park maybe at like New Tier and those Suburban schools. Lincoln Park is an overall cool place to be, there is so much diversity. You are bond to fit in somewhere but at the same time there arent those cliche cliques Everyone talks to Everyone and thats what i love.

So maybe my shallow goals didnt work out but i feel like i gained so much more.

I'm on the Girls Varsity Basketball Team with a Girlfriend whom I'm Madly in LOVE with. I mean everyone doesnt know me but im happy with all the people i associate myself with. I'm not in a Clique i find myself hanging out and talking with so many people and so many different types of people. And I'm Happy with my Academic Achievments even though i keep pushing myself to become better by challenging myself, its just this self discipline that I've trained within me. I'm running for HomeComing Queen this year hopefully ill win or at least get in the top three so my cheap ass doesnt have to pay for my ticket, haha, who knows i might run for Prom Queen Next year, BUT i doubt it.

These crucial Four years of our lives are going by so quickly, i still remember freshy year like it was yesterday and now we're half way done with something i find my self not wanting to leave. 

Another thing that has past by so quickly is the 6 months ive been in my relationship, i cant believe it, 6 months was nothing but speed and another six months is going to go by and thats going to be a year, unbelievable I know but we did it and can keep it strong. [Sep. 7]ILOVEYOU

So I'm anxious for this year but ready for every obstical set up for me through fate.

Junior Year here i come...

46 Days left![woot]

[Myspace is being a pain; I think this is part of the reason why I'm writing this]

Its crazy how I can check myspace about 20 being the minimum times a day, but xanga catches my attention like once a week its kind of depressing because myspace is fo def the new the xanga. SUMMER break anit got shit on the school year I love school so much, call me a nerd if you will, but its more than just being this geek that loves to learn, I just LOVE being in the mix of everything and seeing most of the people I care about everyday, not to mention that means I get to see my wifey EVERYDAY<3

A love of mine that I finally get to live...

Photography

It has been tooo long...

since I've written on xanga, MYSPACE is taking over my life and I'm proud to say that i am ADDICTED.

The year is almost over and  would have to say that my SOPHOMORE year of high school has been a great experience. I'm greatful for all of the people I've met and the people I've gotten close to and all the people that have helped me in my time of need. All of those tears those smiles those GIGGLES those TREMBLES i would not have had them any other way.

Feelings were hurt subconciously to fufill my own selfish happiness and i deeply apologize. Theres a small part of me that is not sorry for way things happened because i think everyone walked away with a lesson learned and a deeper understanding of the beings we like to call humans. I always try to look at the brighter side of a situation.

My best friends sweet sixteen is tonight at the CONGRESS HOTEL, yea you wish you were invited but you're not so hahaha... Jaykaying. But i'll have a good time for the rest of you that are stuck at home watching T.V. and checking xanga subscriptions on this beautiful day.

3 days away from you, which means only four days to see you, UGH[ I Love You to death and back and began missing you the moment you stepped off of the bus]

So lets see how many months its gonna take me to write my next entry. 

[P.ee eS.s]

my wifey made it for me =] <3