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| Your love gives me a lot of power, courage and motivation to do a lot things.
I'm afraid of what I will do because staying away from you is driving me crazy.
"If you think missing me is bad, you should try missing you."
I'm at a loss of words to describe how I'm feeling.
I used to think people who do a lot of things out of impulse is stupid and if anything bad happens, it's their own fault. But here I am... falling in love at the speed of light, unable to stop myself and not wanting to stop myself either.
If this is a dream, I don't ever want to wake up.
I never knew love could be this powerful, until I met you.
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| Up to this point.. we've already established that we have a tough road ahead of us.. and it's just the beginning. We're both ready for what's ahead of us.. and going to fight till the end. I hope we can really stick by our words. I'm just worried our fairy tale dream will come to an end very soon. The past two days have been quite memorable and feels like it's out of this world... but the better it is.. the more scared I get.
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| Another sleepless night...So it's 7am in the morning.. and I've been wide awake since 5:30am. I didn't actually fall asleep till 3am. But for some odd reason, I just CAN'T seem to fall asleep. My heart has been pounding for the past 6hrs and I feel like my heart is going to die out any second.
I wanted to blog about homecoming (in detail) earlier cause I don't want to forget it at all, but right now, my head is overflowing with moments with him. Can't explain this feeling I get when I'm on the phone with him.. or when he tries to plan the future with me.. or when he tells me he misses me.. or when he tells me to go sleep, but wouldn't hang up.. or when he tries to get me to tell him "I love you".
Everything is happening so fast that I still think I'm dreaming. I remember msning with the bff and I told her this is too good to be true and how I feel like I'm in a dream this whole time. She told me to pinch myself. And it hurts! So, I guess this isn't a dream afterall.
Oh yeah, so did I mention why I'm way too nervous/excited to fall asleep? It's cause I get to see him tomorrow!! Even though I last saw him on Monday, and it's only been 3 days without him, it felt a lot longer. But at the same time, not too long.. thanks to all those calls, textmsges and msn talks =) We're going to meet up with Alex, Imran and Sophia.. pretty anxious about that.. it's like "meet the parents" but right now it's "meet the friends".. soon enough it'd be "meet his parents"... yikes!!
For about one entire week, I haven't had proper sleep. Maybe it is true that love gives you a boost of energy. But whatever this tingly feeling I have when I'm around him, I don't want it to stop, ever.
Okay, I'm going to try to nap for half an hour before I frantically pack for the weekend!! :D
On a side note, the sun is rising right now!! It'd be more beautiful if he was here...
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| Homecoming Weekend @ QueensThe past weekend, I went to Queens for the second time. It was homecoming weekend and I went with he-who-shall-not-be-named, Philicia, Sharon, Milton to visit Carmen. It was one memorable weekend, for sure.
Some highlights:
- the 3hr drive to queens --> "I hope we don't get robbed".. LOL
- all the cops and police cars around
- walking and getting lost at 3am
- unable to fall asleep
- going to morrison's for brunch
- paying for parking when it was free
- art gallery
- Burn after Reading
- dinner at some viet place
- walking aberdeen street
- predrinking/games
- clubbing
- dancing till i couldn't walk anymore
- another sleepless night
- eating brunch at Denny's
- missing the fedbus to go back to waterloo
- visiting UTSC
- me driving back to waterloo at 2am
and of course.. now i'm screwed for school.. so more updates later!
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| Waiting for class to start..I don't get it.. really, I don't. How can someone be so nice on msn, be so supportive on msn, be such a jerk irl? I don't get what is going on on their mind. They were never such a jerk before, what happened now? *sigh* Makes me actually not want to be their friend anymore.
Anyway, going to head to class now. After this class, I'm done for the day!!
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