Life of An UnKnOwn LittLe giRL...you have a beginning. you're in the middle. but it's not over yet. where are you suppose to be?
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Original: 10/3/2008 7:09 AM
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Friday, October 03, 2008

Another sleepless night...

 So it's 7am in the morning.. and I've been wide awake since 5:30am.  I didn't actually fall asleep till 3am.  But for some odd reason, I just CAN'T seem to fall asleep.  My heart has been pounding for the past 6hrs and I feel like my heart is going to die out any second. 

I wanted to blog about homecoming (in detail) earlier cause I don't want to forget it at all, but right now, my head is overflowing with moments with him.  Can't explain this feeling I get when I'm on the phone with him.. or when he tries to plan the future with me.. or when he tells me he misses me.. or when he tells me to go sleep, but wouldn't hang up.. or when he tries to get me to tell him "I love you". 

Everything is happening so fast that I still think I'm dreaming.  I remember msning with the bff and I told her this is too good to be true and how I feel like I'm in a dream this whole time.  She told me to pinch myself.  And it hurts!  So, I guess this isn't a dream afterall.

Oh yeah, so did I mention why I'm way too nervous/excited to fall asleep? It's cause I get to see him tomorrow!! Even though I last saw him on Monday, and it's only been 3 days without him, it felt a lot longer.  But at the same time, not too long.. thanks to all those calls, textmsges and msn talks =) We're going to meet up with Alex, Imran and Sophia.. pretty anxious about that.. it's like "meet the parents" but right now it's "meet the friends".. soon enough it'd be "meet his parents"... yikes!!

For about one entire week, I haven't had proper sleep.  Maybe it is true that love gives you a boost of energy.  But whatever this tingly feeling I have when I'm around him, I don't want it to stop, ever. 

Okay, I'm going to try to nap for half an hour before I frantically pack for the weekend!! :D

On a side note, the sun is rising right now!! It'd be more beautiful if he was here...

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