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Thursday, November 13, 2008

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 19:04:13 GMT

yeah.. so to follow up with my post about my midterm...

... it was horrible! :( but not horrible to the point i failed... *phew*

So, after my psych lecture and the quiz that I did not study for, I went home, procrastinated till like 1am where I started working on my report. Luckily the internet didn't die on us... but Michelle's MS word messed up and her document won't open so she had to redo her report and this was around 2am. But she found bits and pieces so she didn't need to rewrite her entire report. She finally finished at 5:30 and I printed her report out.. but by then, even the printer was being mean to us!! argh!! Anyway, we collapsed afterwards.. woke up at 8:30 (thanks to my special wake up alarm) and we bussed to school to hand it in. It was raining.. of all days :( We bumped into Fazanah and we shared our terrible experience with her... to hear that fazanah's computer froze and when she rebooted.. it NEVER started up again... so she had to retype HER WHOLE report.. as well!! man.. some bad luck must be coming over us.. :( by the time we got home it was already 10am.. and I fell asleep again!!!! Woke up about an hr ago.. and now must study for ecology midterm!!!!! but on top of all that.. there's so much I need/want to do in preparation for the weekendd!! :(

27hrs and counting down :) 好期待明天！还有SPEZZO!!!!!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 16:14:27 GMT

It's an hour before my midterm.... so I decided I want to scribble something here!

It's my evolution midterm today at 1:30. We have a cheat sheet. But prof warned us that's it's a level 5 midterm compared to the level 1 midterm we wrote before. Does that mean our final will be like level 10? Anyway, I've gone over my notes a few times.. but have I completely grasp the concepts yet? No. I didn't study for the bonus either... maybe I should. On the bright side, the lab that was supposed to be due today at 5pm, got postponed to tmrw at 9:30am!! So as I was frantically trying to finish my lab report last night, I checked my email, found the good news, and stopped working on it. However, I have a psych quiz tonight, which I haven't started studying for, which is worth more than my lab report... So after my evolution midterm, I'll be cramming for my psych quiz, like every wednesdays so far.. then after my dreadful night class, I will be, once again, working frantically on my lab report. Hopefully I'll be done before 2am, go to sleep early, hand it in and then start studying for my ecology midterm this friday. Yes, a midterm again. on friday. nov 14.

Wish my luck guys! After friday, I'll be FREE of midterms! Just not free from assignments, quizzes, lab exams, research papers, and of course, who can forget finals? Okay, gotta catch the bus.. BYE!

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 17:49:17 GMT

I'm listening to this HK radio station.. and it's playing one of (I think) Justin Lo's song. It's in cantonese AND mandarin. Brought back memories.. of this night.. where I first heard this song.. being sung by two guys.. who were pretty good..

Okay yeah, that wasn't important. What's important is next week is DEATH week :( I shall remain dormant for another 2 weeks. Goodbye xanga.

On a side note, should I still hold the birthday dinner party next weekend? I hate being stuck in a dilemma. I wish I could wake up one morning with all the solutions to all my problems.. *sigh*

Final Exam Schedule for Fall 2008

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 15:10:16 GMT

BIOL 250 - Ecology - Dec 6 - Sat - 12:30-3pm
BIOL 447 - Environmental Microbiology - Dec 9 - Tues - 4-6:30pm
BIOL 444 - Microorganisms and Disease - Dec 12 - Fri - 9-11:30am
BIOL 479 - Population Genetics and Evolution - Dec 13 - Sat - 9-11:30am
PSYCH 340 - Training and Development - Dec 15 - Mon - 9-10:30am

They're pretty spread out, but not really at the same time :( I have my easiest courses first and last with all the hardcore ones in the middle :( On the bright side, I finish so early this year compared to previous years! Jay Chou concert is on Dec 18th.. I should be able to make it =) Now.. just waiting for UTSC's schedule...

Life is beautiful

Monday, October 06, 2008

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 03:59:39 GMT

Your love gives me a lot of power, courage and motivation to do a lot things.
I'm afraid of what I will do because staying away from you is driving me crazy.

"If you think missing me is bad, you should try missing you."

I'm at a loss of words to describe how I'm feeling.
I used to think people who do a lot of things out of impulse is stupid and if anything bad happens, it's their own fault. But here I am... falling in love at the speed of light, unable to stop myself and not wanting to stop myself either.
If this is a dream, I don't ever want to wake up.

I never knew love could be this powerful, until I met you.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 04:23:36 GMT

Up to this point.. we've already established that we have a tough road ahead of us.. and it's just the beginning. We're both ready for what's ahead of us.. and going to fight till the end. I hope we can really stick by our words. I'm just worried our fairy tale dream will come to an end very soon. The past two days have been quite memorable and feels like it's out of this world... but the better it is.. the more scared I get.

Another sleepless night...

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 10:09:46 GMT

So it's 7am in the morning.. and I've been wide awake since 5:30am. I didn't actually fall asleep till 3am. But for some odd reason, I just CAN'T seem to fall asleep. My heart has been pounding for the past 6hrs and I feel like my heart is going to die out any second.

I wanted to blog about homecoming (in detail) earlier cause I don't want to forget it at all, but right now, my head is overflowing with moments with him. Can't explain this feeling I get when I'm on the phone with him.. or when he tries to plan the future with me.. or when he tells me he misses me.. or when he tells me to go sleep, but wouldn't hang up.. or when he tries to get me to tell him "I love you".

Everything is happening so fast that I still think I'm dreaming. I remember msning with the bff and I told her this is too good to be true and how I feel like I'm in a dream this whole time. She told me to pinch myself. And it hurts! So, I guess this isn't a dream afterall.

Oh yeah, so did I mention why I'm way too nervous/excited to fall asleep? It's cause I get to see him tomorrow!! Even though I last saw him on Monday, and it's only been 3 days without him, it felt a lot longer. But at the same time, not too long.. thanks to all those calls, textmsges and msn talks =) We're going to meet up with Alex, Imran and Sophia.. pretty anxious about that.. it's like "meet the parents" but right now it's "meet the friends".. soon enough it'd be "meet his parents"... yikes!!

For about one entire week, I haven't had proper sleep. Maybe it is true that love gives you a boost of energy. But whatever this tingly feeling I have when I'm around him, I don't want it to stop, ever.

Okay, I'm going to try to nap for half an hour before I frantically pack for the weekend!! :D

On a side note, the sun is rising right now!! It'd be more beautiful if he was here...

Homecoming Weekend @ Queens

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 03:02:54 GMT

The past weekend, I went to Queens for the second time. It was homecoming weekend and I went with he-who-shall-not-be-named, Philicia, Sharon, Milton to visit Carmen. It was one memorable weekend, for sure.

Some highlights:
- the 3hr drive to queens --> "I hope we don't get robbed".. LOL
- all the cops and police cars around
- walking and getting lost at 3am
- unable to fall asleep
- going to morrison's for brunch
- paying for parking when it was free
- art gallery
- Burn after Reading
- dinner at some viet place
- walking aberdeen street
- predrinking/games
- clubbing
- dancing till i couldn't walk anymore
- another sleepless night
- eating brunch at Denny's
- missing the fedbus to go back to waterloo
- visiting UTSC
- me driving back to waterloo at 2am

and of course.. now i'm screwed for school.. so more updates later!

Waiting for class to start..

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 16:13:09 GMT

I don't get it.. really, I don't. How can someone be so nice on msn, be so supportive on msn, be such a jerk irl? I don't get what is going on on their mind. They were never such a jerk before, what happened now? *sigh* Makes me actually not want to be their friend anymore.

Anyway, going to head to class now. After this class, I'm done for the day!!

Friday, September 12, 2008

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 01:32:27 GMT

I've finally settled down at loo.. and FINALLY got internet.. a week without internet was quite a torture :(
Meet up with a few friends already (cheryl, aaron, james, sergey, matthew) and bumped into a lot of people (katie, matt woo, dq crew, neal, tanisha etc)! Feels sorta good to be back.. other than zoning out every now and then.. and the workload.. >.> let's not talk about that...