Hey guys, i finally decided to update again. i dont know how the rest of u do it but this jus aint my thing, but due to the fact that i have some spare time on my hands ima update on wuts up so far.
Sry i haven't been myself lately, between the horrors at school and the neverending boredom at werk, i have been left as a tired, sleepless shell of my past. In a way it isnt bad at all. Grade r doin real good, the money has been coming in nicely so i been saving, and hopes of a brand new car (Volkswagen GTI) is a nice thing to shoot for.
All in all, i have to say that the thing thats been getting that smile of mine to stay on my face is Jess. Almost at our 3 month mark in our relationship, she makes my heart swell twice its size while managing to piss me off in a way that many cannot. We have been pretty inseperable for the past 3 months (excluding about 5 or 6 days), and i dont regret a single day that i was with her. I'm sry to anyone that feels i have been neglecting my friends, but it isnt so often that i feel the way i do for Jess, and i need to learn to balance the girl i love with the friends i love, and the job and college that i currently need to do.
Its very hard for me to make my feeling as public as i am now, but im giving it a try, in hope for nothing at all but for my friends to know me a lil better.
C ya lataz people and dont be strangers.
Luv ya babe *02/21/05 | 
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