| My heavy eyelids keep falling down and blocking my sight and attention................................... come one wak up....... |
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| New School Day ...... boring classes as always but...
maybe its the last year it feels a bit different
Well
Thank god I had a relaxing gate-away from the tension and boredom from my normal life
Mobile phone away to give the holiday-mood
BUT it shouldnt be blamed or does it.....
Look
there are sometimes intangible tensions and stress that u get and u dun really wanna shout it out and tell everyone
That shouldnt be sth to be blamed...
I made attempts for a gathering, and it never succeed
but i do tried to arrange it, I did try to date but if no one is free
then its not me who didnt do anything....
I never like to call and date but i did and no one is interested in seeing me so i was disappointed but i said to myself Fine they can call me and tell me when are they free
And no one called me, it was disappointed but still FINE im not gonna shout and scold at everyone
I just let it be....
And I didnt expect myself to be blamed, seriously....
Whenever i date im rejected so , fine im not gonna disturb i had my holiday
and its to be blamed?
Look Im pissed off and it blows my good feeling about the fresh new start away
but i just wanna say ..... or theres nth to say about that really
When u r good fd u should be understandable
ive told u i wasnt happy and so i expect some kinda love and affection but not blames lor...
but anyways....
Enjoy ur day and leave it behind if it makes u feel good to scold at me :) hahahaha
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| We spend too much time learning about others (including myself)
reading their blogs
guessing how theyr feeling
what person she is
what had he done today
WHY so nosy? How little ppl spend the time to understand themselves instead?
We dont know ourselves
Dunno who we are
how we are
what we are
so consumed
so hilarious
Maybe we'r born to be nosy I can feel the something's growin' in me
start to pick up no calls
sound plain in calls
replying no messages
what had gone wrong?
but i can feel the boredom inside
how strange
i wish im another person
be like those i am nosy about
those i appreciate
Oh btw
are people born to cheat themselves?
I keep putting an eye on sth/sb but say that im not interested
whats the reason for doing so?
whats the use of doing so? P.S. I wish ppl are saying "lets do that bcox matthew wants"
Im jealous P.P.S. "Don't try to cover ur mouth while talking on phone to prevent ppl from
hearing; It echoes louder" Will i be working
till the day
i expire?
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| OK ive got a heart burnt and byebye |
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