| | Well, after a while I'm back to xanga, yeah! It has been a while
when I tried to focus on living the real life. There're so many
things that you're occupied with and you won't have time at all the
even write a word about what you feel. Yet, it is very
comfortable to write again now as I care about what my heart
feels. Anyway, part-time work is a learning experience, but that
takes away too much time and certain efforts from me~~ For me, the
person who focused only on one thing at a time before that'll be hard,
because I wanna support my life financially and at the same time do
well on my doctoral study. The person who once practised like mad
on the cello is not doing the same thing now...but the quality of work
that I had done couldn't be measured by the hours I locked myself in
the practice rooms. Indeed this summer seems to be kind of a
transition. And after teaching at BlueLake I'm refreshed. I also feel
more sure the way I think about music and about how to work on musical
performance~~ I know back to school is in one week and by then it's
time for me to experiment how well my new thinking can fit in to the
challenge! Recital is top priority and that's close too...yet the
immediate challenge is gig orch auditions. This thing is
extremely challenging for a passionate musician like me who sometimes
forget the importance of perfect technique.... But watching
the women's diving in Olympics did inspire me yesterday~~right no
matter where is the pressure from the people around you or what ever is
the importance of that one single competition, on the stage(at the
swimming pool) you just have to be centered and focus on what you're
doing.....and above all execution! Executing what you prepared is
the key the success~~for sure the word 'preparation' is extremely
important too.
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| | Posted 8/18/2008 10:43 AM - 7 views - 0 comments
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