| ok, i lied, im back.. :] and i got a story, sit down if u have a min, and listen :]
my dear friends, most of you know, that i had.. a bf, and i loved him very much. well and i thought he did too, but from what he did.. i realized i was wrong, and very wrong. i hope u girls and boys can learn from my mistake and dont let this happen to u. and here is the story.
me and my ex been going out for 3 months, then he left to the marine's bootcamp, i waited for him.. for 3 months, and he is back. the first 2 weeks was very intimate, we had great times together, until the last week, things happened, unexplainable.. and unexpected.the story starts onthe third week (he's leaving to more training that sunday, for 6 months) we hung out on monday, at his friends house, everything was great. tuesday we talked for about 10 mins on the phone at nite, nothing special, wednesday, he didnt call, thursday, he called from work (or so he saids) for max of 10 secs, since then, he disappeared.. until saturday (i must note, i've called him many times at home, cell phone, even his friends, worried to death). during those days, i heard things from his friends about he saying he broke up with me, and they've also seen him with another girl. at first, i thought thats no big deal, hes hanging out with his friends (i know that guys needs space, and he got plenty of that, maybe a lil too much, i mean.. 200 bucks at the strip club? and i wasnt present, come on now, how much space u need?) well and the story goes on, saturday, i came to myspace, realized he deleted me from his friends list, deleted all my comments, and changed his status to single. i was shocked and furious.. i headed out to his house, wanting to know what happened. thats when he called. the conversation mainly pointed out that he wants to break up with me and the reason being he doesnt have the feelings for me anymore and that he doesnt think he will be able to stay loyal in his time away. i accepted that and we agreed to talk later. i turned around and was on my way home. i received another call not long after we talked, it was from his phone, but it wasnt him, it was a girl, who claim that she is his gf. my first reaction was shocked, then i realized i had to listen to what she has to say, she told me that my ex told her he broke up with me a week ago, and they've been going out since then. hey, i was speechless. but then, i told her the truth, of course, expecting not to believe me. she agreed to confront with him. not long after that, she called back, saying his mom, told her that he did broke up with me a week ago. (yea.. ok, so i was at ur house on monday, gimme a break). in the phone call, she threatened me to not talk to my ex every again, or call his house, and never shows up there again (btw, being a juggalette isnt a threat, thats what ur and the music u listen to, try killing a cat first, dumb blonde cunt). THE WORST, SHE CLAIMED MY PS2 (which i stupidly left at his house, thinking i will get it back on sunday) HERS! well there you have it.. my .. fucked up break up, with a guy who i thought i might have a long run with. (note: during all the time, i kept in contact with two of his good friends, so they know the truth, or i hope).
maybe i wrote this to make u guys to feel sorry for me, maybe im juz venting, or even to make a statement and show u guys the truth, but i would like u guys to know, i feel damn good about myself, because i know, i didnt lie about anything, and i stood up for myself. i also feel sorry for that girl, because she is juz as blinded as i was at first, hope she doesnt get hurt like i did, and i also feel sorry for her, because if she doesnt give back my ps2, or hurt it in anyway, she will regret it! i swore my life on that one. and to my ex, ur a wuss, first of all, atleast tell the truth when ur breaking up with someone, because atleast it shows u have some personality. sec of all, using that girl to call me, scare me, threaten me, UR A FUCKING PUSSY! u dont have the guts to tell me that? and what made u think she can scare me? what made u think i will talk to u again? after this? hah.. even if u get on ur knees and beg me.. one more thing, i got more friends than u think i do, u know, my friends can problly nuke ur whole town juz walking pass it!
ok.. im done venting.. that was good, thank u for listening, and if u know either of them, tell them to face me if they dare, because i am not scared.
and for all u ppl that have been standing by me, at the time ur most needed, i thank u again, i can not say more to show how much i appreciate what u have done for me, i will remember it. i love u guys so much. |
