Distorted World

Brought to a world of emptiness and darkness,

my mind can't take it anymore.

The sound of silence is killing my ear drums.

I can't keep up with the slow motion.

The still world looks normal and unchanges,

But when movement strikes my senses,

INSANITY hits.

Someone please help me!

My own heart beat is shaking my body,

My own body is out of control.

Trying to rely on the traquility of music,

Yet, instead, my head is on the verge of explosion.

My favourite songs seems like it's mocking,

The songs with no lyrics is talking to me.

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As time passes...I am once back to reality.

A disorganized stage,

show time in...3...2...1...

the curtain closes,

the lights turn off.

Waiting for cue,

only silence awaits.

Run off stage?

Loss of supposed respect.

Yell for help?

Afraid of unseen audience.

Stranded...

On my day of glory.

...stage of life...

morning turns to night,

                                and for some...night turns to morning.

...life's equilibrium...

        All I want is for...                                                           

                                                                  Good to be enough.

                                                                                                        Things are never what they seem

                                Come and go as we daydream.                       

                                                                                         To you, am I enough?

            An orchestra crumbles, 

                                                                                                                           ...End with one broke chord.

...truth in music...

one word...

                                 ...scared.

...fear of knowledge...