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Name: Orange Juice
Birthday: 6/13/1900
Gender: Female
Interests: musica, singing in the showers, karaoking, hanging out with hyper&weird ppl, AIM, food grubbin, movies/tv, swimming, biking, grossing people out, gloomy or lovey dovey poetry, ETC
Expertise: Singing yipay
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
8/21/2002
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| sighswas sleep deprived last night by troublesome thoughts about everything that's going on in my life. about the repercussions of my past actions and my future. my mind felt so congested last night as a result of all these thoughts. and the instant i felt myself drifting off to sleep, i felt the impact of yet another thought. ahh..the turbulence...when will i find peace.
what is going on?
at least i get to eat yummy udon noodles tonight!
alrightie...im going to leave the library now. it's soo uberly foggy outside. *shivers* tata.
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| soakin up the rain...wowie, we had such great weather today or not. well it would've been great if i was in the appropriate attire--green plastic raincoat and cool rain boots to match! but i don't have any of those. so my jeans were soaked up to the center of my calves which is always unpleasant..especially when i was on myway to an informal interview for this volunteer research position at ucsf. i was semi-disappointed in what this position had to offer in terms of providing true research experience. i was expecting the opportunity to be able to work within their research clinic but instead, ill simply be part of the staging of an environment for their subjects. i really can't say more since it's private. anyways, the craigslist posting was somewhat misleading about the volunteer position. but bleh..what more can i do right? just have to move on to other opportunities and continue writing more cover letters i suppose! boo...
why is silence such a frekkin nuisance to me? well probably because our society favors extraversion over introversion. now what is up with that? maybe introverts should initiate a full-fledged rebellion against these accepted societal standards! hehe. must we all be chatterboxes?
i've been blue a dabadeedabada..no really, just feeling blue, dejected and shit. whatever you wanna call this typea mood. but it just isn't fun. thus, as a remedy, i've been snacking alot on chocolate. whaa....800 Cal. eh so what?! hehe. almond/plain m&ms, kit kat bars. yum. whatever provides aid to the mind. whatever keeps me going i guess.
invisible is what i am to you. but if that's what makes you happy, i shall abide.
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| the body can do whatever the mind believes....i love the feeling of being inspired by someone!
makes you feel all good inside.
makes you want to be an even better person
makes life more interesting for ya
makes you practically fearless
away from the abyss of hopelessness
because you know you are capable of fulfilling your dreams
the strength comes from your mind
believe in it
because belief is what makes things real | | |
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