| i'm working hard not to do the same mistake again..i'm taking it slower this time..i like him (as a person) coz he's nice..sweet and all but not enough to be in a relationship with him just yet..(plus he hasn't told me anything about his feelings so i can't and i dont want to assume things)..and i'm too scared to invest some feelings coz i might end up getting hurt again..so i gotta protect myself..but i do enjoy his company..he's easy to get along with..a gentleman and funny in a way..but it's still early to tell..there are lots of things to consider and im not sure if i want to be with someone or continue living the single life..anyway..i'm talking way ahead..so right now..im just gonna know him better and i'll see it from there.. |
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| all men are the same.. all the same.. *sigh* |
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| raarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....so many things goin on my mind..and no..it's not coz of the ex again..i dunno..grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..i knew i shudnt have done that..grrrrrrrrrrrr...i just want to get this thing over with......i feel like im breaking out again!! just when my lesions are getting better (psoriasis)..i feel like a new batch is coming up..NOOOOOO..not again! im tooo fucken stressed out...the acupuncture doesnt help much anymore.....i need to relax!!! i need to breath!! i need to vent!! i need help!! gggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...FCUK! |
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| Gusto kong malaman mo
Na masaya ako ng ganito
Malayo sa drama, malayo sa luha
Malayo sa sakit na dulot mo Sawa na akong umiyak
Sawa na akong mang-amo
Sawa na akong magpakumbaba
Sawa na kong magpakagago Wag mo kong akusahan na meron ng iba
Dahil sadyang nalimutan na lng kita
Wag mo kong sabihan ng masasakit na salita
Wala kang karapatan na ako'y saktan pa
Tama ding natapos na ang paglolokohan
Dahil ako lng din naman ang nasasaktan
Oras ng mamulat sa katotohanan
Na tayong dalawa'y walang patutunguhan Wala akong galit na nararamdaman
Namanhid ng sakit dulot ng kabiguan
At kung ako man ay 'yong pinaglaruan
D na mahalaga, d na kelangang malaman pa Tanging iiwan sa alaala ang saya
Itatapon ang kapaitang aking nadama
Sana sa piling nya, ikaw ay maligaya
Minahal kita, naging masaya ngunit ngayo'y paalam na.. |
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| "NEVER let someone be your priority, while allowing yourself to be their option"
i read that at a friend's page and thought it was nice..i should keep telling that to myself..
i also need to stop saying "i'll do this or do that" coz i end up not doing it anyways..so from now on i'll TRY not to say anything (coz i might end up eating my words AGAIN) and just do it (i mean REALLY do it).
and yup..still waiting for that good man to come along..im still young and really not in a hurry..i know i'll meet plenty of guys out there who'll treat me better (and who i'll treat better) hahaha! |
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