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| hello internet world. its been awhile since i have been on here. so long that i think indeed no one will read this..hmm good memories on this thing. i have been thinking alot lately. mostly about God. He is so good. i cant really comprehend how amazing he really is. Honestly, not to sound like im going to kill myself, but i can't wait to go to heaven. i think that it is hard some times to remember that he is REAL...but he is!! all the times that i pray..he hears them. i need to get to know him better because not only did he give his FREAKING life to SAVE ME!!! but he has always been there with me when i needed him the most. I can't say that for anyone else...just something on my mind...HE IS SO FREAKING GOOD | | |
| you are the light into my soul..... you are my purpose..... your everything..... How can i stay here with you and not be moved by you? | | |
| don't you know it's all for you?.... ...........I swear it's true - So i'm in the process of becoming a lifeguard. It's a scary and serious thing i have come to understand. One of my lifguarding instructors was sharing some of her past expirences and she told us this story about how when she was only sixteen she had to save an older man and perform CPR on him...she ended up breaking his ribs and he later passes away at the hospital. The family of the victom sued the pool she worked at and her and her family. That is such a scary thing. What if i really was in a situation like that where someone's life was in my hand? how would i deal with that descion making that you have to make in an instant...its so scary... camp is really soon....aHHHHH the stress | | |
| -What other purposes do memories serve than to teach you? Teach you to be different or to simply stay the same. Memories surround us. They can strike at an moment and place. Sometimes we want them other times we don't. They hit us like lightening...a flash of another time and place. It seems like for me when i think back... i can hardly relate to that girl that i used to be. It's funny how memories can hit you so fast when your not expecting it. When you see a seemingly ordinary object that can trigger your mind to momentary bliss. A bliss that is gone all to quickly...i wish that you could just forget those things that you want gone..those thoughts that are just to painful to think. I hate how when i i lie in my bed at night and my thoughts flow in that i play the " i wish game" i wish i would have said that...or i wish i would have done that...that is a horrible game to fall asleep too...but its all i know. Someone gave me good advice the other day " you might not ever be over it, but you have to let it go" I can't believe wounds that are a year old almost still feel so fresh to me. So i might not be ready yet but im going to it let go....i might still have those flashes of tears and moments of regret but i can't let it eat away at my happiness any longer...so i am putting those memories in the farthest place away from me and i'm walking away.....- ___________________________________________________ " can you see the sky turn red? " __________________________________________________
I'm right there if you get lonely
................Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
.................I'm by your side 
-Leah
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| When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea
And when the cares of this world
Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way
Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!
Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord
When my sin is all that I can see
Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give
Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me
And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!
You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord
This song really moved me. The LORD is beautiful..... there are no other words to say | | |
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