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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 08:41:57 GMT

dude, all this bull shyt is really tearing me and my friends apart, I don't know what to believe in anymore. I know that Lynda's there, and that Terry's there, but im nice to Rebecca because she tries to be all buddy buddy with me, but I really think that she's pregnant, more mood swings than ever! I know that I have them alot, but that doesn't mean I go and flip out on people just standing there. Oh, just like back in the 2nd quarter, she sat there are whipped me with a tag on a care bear a friend on mine gave me, she kept doing it, I asked, and then I asked again. She didn't stop. She kept hitting me.....then when I flipped out, she got bitchy with me, and ran off, like it's my fault that she was hitting me! like wtf...I don't like to hold onto the past, but sometimes it comes in handy. Rebecca, I know that you are going to read this, that's why I am telling you to grow up. People ask you something, and you flip shyt! You are going to get yourself hurt, and you are going to hurt other people! I honestly don't see what Rich sees in you! You change too much. So, until you can do that. FRIENDSHIP OVER.

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Sat, 29 May 2004 11:17:58 GMT

Ok, friend count, at zip! I don't give a flying fuck in outter space about you people anymore, I am trying to figure out my life right now, and you people bull shyt and then you are nice to me. you need to fucking tell me when you are mad at me and all that fuckin fun shyt! I told you Becca to grow the fuck up...well, I guess that you didn't! I fuckin hate you, I never told you that but I really do! I see you again, and I don't know what the fuck I am going to do. If you are grown up, then why are you letting people sign the fuck onto this fucking web site to say shyt to me, it's really starting to fucking piss me off...I thought that you people were my friends, but I guess that we are not....FUCK YOU TOO DANIELLE!

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Thu, 27 May 2004 08:52:35 GMT

You know what else I can't stand....the thing that I fucking hate with a passion, is when your "friends" stop talking to you, and they expect you to know what the hell you did! And then you ask what you did, and they respond, "You know what the fuck you did to piss meoff." Why am I asking you if I know what it is? Damn, these people are shallow. And right now, im here thinking....wow! but listen, Becca's mad at me because I talk to Cory, which is Danielle, and Megan's ex. boyfriend, and well, she told me that Cory said shyt about them! When all he did was get even! I don't know what else to say without people starting to talk to me back, so I will talk to you people later!

Grr...

Bridgette

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Wed, 26 May 2004 08:32:57 GMT

Sorry about the comment a little while ago, I really didn't mean it to piss people off. Not saying that you people are fat or anything, but whenever I get on here, there are people telling me that they are bored. If you are bored, and it's nice outside, you walk, play with people (not that way) and just do anything! but I can't run your life, and I need to check up on wannahackalougie. catch me there!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Tue, 25 May 2004 08:51:01 GMT

So guyz, what's chillin? So, I guess that you people are pretty damn bored, sit there day in day out, and just sit there, on your fat buttoms...and well, then you just type in and out! Why? What's the point? You sit there, and be yourself to others, that's why the world is going down. People arn't getting jobs, they aren't working to what they should be. Look at me. Im sitting here every morning and you never see me on later on in the afternoon! I think that something's not always right up here. but I guess that some thing's can't be made forever, and well, I hope that something will happen to you, like you find the one that you will be with forever, and then you will be off your buttoms and you will be out, having a great time! Well, peace out!

Bridgette

Monday, May 24, 2004

Mon, 24 May 2004 09:06:41 GMT

Well, I just found out that one of my little freshman buddies is hurt, terry's covered with sunburn, my dad's worn out, my grandparents are on a cruise, and my other grandmother's going with her brother for 2 weeks! And Terry's been yelling at me for not taking my medicine! Again.....*woops* ...but he told me that I have to take them! Dude, I can feel it, today's not a good day! I really wish that I could make them all feel better! But it's not working! Terry's telling me to get better, but I can't he told me that I need to get better, but why? When I have everybody to worry about! But, then again, I guess that my heart's too big, and well, people don't think so, o well! People hate me!

Noboby loves me

Every one hates me

I think I just go eat worms!

Ok, that's enough, bye

Bridgette

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Wed, 19 May 2004 09:01:07 GMT

I guess that today's just like any other day! Slow up....because last night terry didn't know what to do. Me and my dad sat down to watch a movie, and well, he called me like 50 bazillion times. He thinks that he's destroying everybody's life, and that he's a worthless piece of shit! When he knows damn well that I love him with everything that I have to give. He doesn't want me to talk to a few people, and well, I told him that I can talk to whoever I want! I just need to get them off my chest! I know that I am a slut lately, hanging out with all these guys, but they are better friends than that girls that I am usually with. They know not to fight with me about anything! But he needs to think that I am the only one out there not trying to get with them! I am a girl, and I am with somebody that I love dearly! I mean, how many 15 year olds can tell you that they are not virgins, and that they know who they are going to marry! Not many that I have last seen! well, I think that this is good enough! I will talk to you people lateR!

Bridgette

Monday, May 17, 2004

Mon, 17 May 2004 09:18:31 GMT

This weekend was great! I can't wait for another one. Everything went great! I got to see Terry, and I got to hang out with a buddy of mine! *smiles* Everytime I get a nice weekend, I get sick that really sucks. terry and I were talking, and I almost broke the engagment, just the engagement! And he flipped out, so I wrote a list, what I think is good, and what's bad about being engaged! When he called me back, I told him the list, and I came up with only 2 things for bad, and about 3-5 for good. Well, I don't really know what to tell you people, but I feel like shyt, so it's all good! Peace and Kisses

Bridgette

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Sat, 15 May 2004 13:25:43 GMT

Hey people, I went to see Van Helsing last night, G-R-E-A-T movie! I loved it! I totally urge you to see it! Well, I am working on dowloading shyt here, so I can be bored off my ass like ususal! and Friday, I might be able to see Terry! Yay! Considering I am going to talk my mom in letting him stay over at her place on Friday, or Saturday! I really can't wait! Dude, the other day, I was stuck walking with my gym class, and then we had like an hour in the locker room. and the teacher thought that I was smoking or something because I was there and she came in and looked to see what I was doing, I was putting on my fucking makeup! But blah her! She's better than O'Neil and the one from middle school! Im bored, im bored! God help me, I am bored as fuck! well, I just rememberd that I have an e-mail! Go me! Well, bye

bridgette

Friday, May 14, 2004

Fri, 14 May 2004 08:38:00 GMT

You know that everything that happens, there's an opposite reaction right? Well, not exactly. Last night, I don't know what I did. But a guy was threatening me online. I called my dad about it, and he told me that he was coming to pick me up. I talked to Terry and Justin about it. They talked for a while, I am guessing. Because they got along. I just found out before I went home last night, that the guy that was telling me that he was going to kill me... he's a kid that used to like me, back in Astronomy. He liked me, and Terry told him a few warnings. But it's just funny that Justin and Terry are getting along, but I sit here day after day waiting for that faithful day that he's going to go after me. So, I wait, as patient as can be. So, I can be ready.

~bridgette