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Thursday, May 01, 2008

facing a mountain

instead of reading my bible, im watching national geographic. it's surprisingly edifying... well, God speaks in various ways... this is my little heresy for today...

so this guy, John, lost his friend during his climb on the Everest, but didn't give up his passion for rock climbing. just the look of the rock that he was going to conquer made me sick in my stomach. it looked 90 degrees steep. yick... he admited that "fear is a part of the equation" but looked determined to overcome that fear... meanwhile, i was thinking - this guy must be nuts...

after almost a day of climbing, a storm hit, and John and his boys had to turn back. i bet he felt no pleasure in his retreat but that looked like a wise thing to do.

two days later, after the storm faded, John hit the wall with new strength. the rock was unstable, John's hands were bleeding but he kept on climbing. it took 10 days to reach the top. on the top, John took out a flag and everybody looked happy... "John has reached his goal," - the commentator said.

Lessons learned:

1) can't let past failures hold back from future achievements

2) what's determinative is not the absence of fear, but the ability to overcome it

3) sometimes it's wise to turn back

4) turning back is not equal to giving up

5) no pain, no gain

TIME TO STUDY FOR THE BAR!!!!!


Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Currently Reading
Teacher Man: A Memoir
By Frank McCourt
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bar exam prep...

days are filled with painful realizations of my inadequacy and lack of discipline...

i can't pray because the only thing on my mind is the desire to pass but asking God to help me doesn't seem right...

i'm being silly... but God isn't Santa Claus...

i'm afraid to lose my face... shouldn't that motivate me to study even harder? but for some reason the only thing that fear seems to accomplish is the total paralisys of my brain function...  it's ironic...

ok! i got to admit it - im just lazy... full of self-pity... God, have mercy on me!!!

 

 


Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Currently Reading
The Book of Laughter and Forgetting
By Milan Kundera
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home sweet home!

i'm home. it's been two years... not much has changed... just more friends have more kids.

first thought i had on the airplane that took me home was WILL THIS THING TAKE OFF?  im not scared of flying. in fact, i love it, but even i was a little worried. well... i guess that's a chance to experience real closeness to God and to think of the reality of death - something that i always tend to deny. i know i'll be with God if i die. but i guess the question is - have i lived my life to the fullest? have i lived a life that is pleasing to God and edifying to people... that's a good question... i'll leave it here.

internet connection here is quite amuzing. some sites work (like xanga or myspace) and some dont (like all my email boxes...)... phenomenon that i can't explain... and it's not that my email contains any offensive content... i hope not anyway...  

 I NEED TO CHECK MY EMAIL!!!!


Saturday, May 26, 2007

kidney infection that is. 4 days in the hospital... in a great company though - 5 grandmas with non-human snoring habits... ma man took such good care of me that all of them thought we were married. i was too weak to contradict them. besides, you don't contradict korean grandmas! never know what consequences that might bring... they also kept on asking us how come we don't have any kids. good that they didn't give us any advice on how to make one...

anyways... im happy to be back to normal life. now i need to figure out how im going to catch up with all the classes i missed... help me, Lord!!!

 


Thursday, May 17, 2007

Currently Reading
Reading Lolita in Tehran: A Memoir in Books
By Azar Nafisi
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sick... almost lost my voice... great timing as always... two weeks before finals - and all i want to do is stay in bed...

 

 



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