Currently Reading An Affair of the Mind: One Woman's Courageous Battle to Salvage Her Family from the Devastation of Pornography By Laurie Hall see related

It is funny the closer I get to understanding what God wants for me the more my craving for porn increases.  I seriously think that satan has got some really annoying demons pestering me.  They see that i am really getting closer to God and then they hit me with the lust hammer.  I pray that God will give me the strength to get away from this pain and sense of adultery in my heart.  God has given us the commandments that we need to get stronger.  It is our choice to follow his rules or not.

Now before you think oh so God has these rules, and we have to follow  them, boy that sounds soooooo loving.  Problem with that is that God is also righteous so can not have sin near Him.  The rules he has given are out of love.  To lust after women with your heart is to deny your self the wonderful relationships that God wants us to have.

Love in the Bible in the book of Song of Solomon is described with three words in the Hebrew:

         Rayah meaning friendship

         Anhavah meaning committment

         Dod meaning passion

so in otherword true matrimonial love requires a R.A.D. feeling.  SO what if it is an 80's term it is still cool. 

God bless <>< Jonathan