一個擁抱. 一個吻

一隻鱷魚仔原來可以迷倒萬千少男 (少女). 話說從香港買回來的鱷魚仔鎖匙扣, 一直掛在我的包包上. 我的主日學學生們同它不知幾老友, 每次走過來, 只要露一露他們的"尾巴", 我就醒目知道他們要找鱷魚先生, 而唔係我.....唉......

近來, 多了小謙. 這幾次他都含羞搭搭, 怕怕丑丑走過來要找鱷魚先生玩, 超可愛. 今次我要求他先叫我才可以同鱷魚先生玩. (係呀, 吃醋呀, 他們一個二個成日都只是記得它, 而不是我....). 但勢估唔到, 那個傻小子居然走過來給我一個擁抱. 一個吻..... Wa......lum 死了, (約書亞時期, 以色列的敵人就心都消化了), 我對著小BB們就心都溶化了.....wahahhahahahhahhaha 謙爸爸話小謙不常會去錫人, 連爸爸媽媽都很難獲取他的一個吻, 一隻鱷魚仔就可以奪取兩歲小人兒的初吻.....wa hahahhah lum 死了, lum 死了.....

唔好以為一個吻咁易賺...hahhah 身處一個高度保護的年代, 兒童成為所有機制下首要保護的動物, 老師要保護學生, 避免與學生有不必要接觸, 連一個真誠的擁抱都要避免, 何況一個吻. 保護兒童難道就是要他們密封, 隔絕一個真情的表達, 一份真摯的接觸?! ......Anyways.....打不死的我總有我的方法求存....hahhahahah   對付最有性格的小予, 流螢都有辦法騙取她停不了的吻........ 因為唔係人人都抱得起愛吃而重手的小予, 當小予撤嬌要抱抱時, 流螢當機立斷, 勢要大小通吃, 又要抱抱, 又要吻, 同小予講流螢要能量才有力抱, 於是小予當然自動奉上香吻. wa hahahaah 其實真的有代價, 那個大羅比真是幾重的!!!!!!!!!!!

從失望中再出發

went through the 2 significant emails in my life: the one to J committe & the other one to the GM.  Still remembered the nights with never-stopping tears and tons of used kneenex while typing those emails. It's tough and it's hurt when misunderstanding takes place to a point to type those emails out. But when I look back today, I'm thankful to have a group of friends who are trustworthy enough for me to share anything; a group of friends whom I treasure so much that I would not hide any of my hard feelings towards them for the sake of keeping the honesty & intimacy in between us as well as not leaving a thorn in our precious relationship. It's never an easy job to share your true and hard feelings you got from others. I initiated to take the first step to share, all because I treasure our friendship so much. I kept reminding myself it should not be a letter of censure. I shared because I cared about you. I seek for a better relationship with you, not an apology from you. I always lai yea and be the pau fui. (i wonder if i got the gift of being pau fui... hahhaha) But I'm very proud of myself I always have the guts to take the initiation and share my true feelings to those I cared so much. (see....God turned it into a blessing!! )

well....sometimes you don't share, because you're very disappointed. you're willing to take all the blame, cause you are already disappointed to a point that you are giving up to reconcile. a public censure leads to disappointment; a harsh formal written censure leads to another disappointment. Or maybe...you think it's not worth at all to put that guts on. you don't care about that relationship at all. now i understand why ppl said it's better not to go too extreme, if you have already voiced out your grievances in public already, no need to follow up with another strong wording writing. Thankfully, you guys never lead me to that stage of disappointment. And I've never gone far too extreme in the reconciliation. Each single misunderstanding just brought us closer to each other. (well....but it may not work in every situation.) We always made it; achieved it and kept walking together. thanks.