LALALA LAST ENTRY FOR IB WITH ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS.

farewell shatincollege. the past 7 years...has really left me such a different person.

i can't believe i actually spent an hour uploading all these gorgeous pictures...and then realise i could have just "browsed" them on xanga! how come i didn't kno i had premimum all along?!!

TO BE HONEST. I NEVER KNEW I WOULD GROW SO ATTATCHED TO SHATIN COLLEGE. i still remember those times when i wanted to quit, wanted to leave..for immature and weak reasons. but i hung on, tighter and harder each time when i fell..when i felt like there was no meaning and nothing left to hold on to. and miraculously..i got saved by my frineds. even those people that have left me, came across, met but didn't really develop into great friendships, are still ones that have engraved into me and made me into someone stronger and someone more mature, understanding. so even if i do miss you out on this very "special" update i do want to thank you and say that you've all helped me to make me happier and less uptight :) i guess you all have helped me to stay true to myself in all means, and this also includes inspirational teachers that have taught me meanings of life. really have. HENCE I LOVE SHATINCOLLEGE FOREVER AND EVER AND EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN PART OF MY LIFE!!

OK. LETS START WITH THE PICS....and personal tribute to those sexy people from me!

THE SEXY TRIPODS. omg. you two..mean the world to me. seriously, i've never had friends that love me so much and on the other hand loving you guys so much. you've both been there for me through thick and thin. it just feels so blessed to always have you two no matter what and i will not ever stop hearting you two. although it is going to be very tragic for us to part..all those days of skiving to the movies hand in hand, shopping, STICKER PICTURES AND RUBY'S...and all those movie tickets in my wallet..hahahahaha yes yes, lots of love. to be honest, we've never actually had any fights or anything...the friendship is EVER so SMOOTH and i have learnt tonnes from both of you harhar it makes me sound like im such a weak person. you guys never seem to get enough of me relying on you two :) just joking. i love you two A LOT and will continue to do so in the future. its so sad already thinking you guys have left my house and will not b able to see each other in 3 weeks? haha im missing you two already and im really really blessed and thankful to have both of you as my girlfriends. LOVE YOU <3

IN ORDER OF ALPHABETICAL ORDER (IN CASE YOU GUYS SAY THAT IM BIASED HARHAR)

GRACE! hahaha i love every single inch of you haha. you're kindness is ineffable. hahahahah you've ALWAYS heard me out. always been there for me and someone just who i can pour my soul into :) thanks for everything esp mandarin sessions, pic taking....sticker pic taking, sleeping over..everything! mandarin would not have been 1/2 as exciting without you and yup, we shall both be exciting laywers and be happy!! i'll see you in LONDON THEN! <3 hahaha i love you x1000000 hahahahahaha watever. infinity!!

MAAARIRRRIANAAAAANANANANAN HEART STRING BUDDY! OKOK i can't really express my love for you in words because you mean AAA LOTTT to me. although we have had akward times, our loveee has let it pass so smoothly! hahahaha. i remb the time when you cried with me when we were both sad..times when you helped me, advised me, held my hand, everything. you're an awesome friend and i hope EVEN THOUGH you're all the way in the US i will nto stop loving youuuu!!! aite?? and don't YEARN. because i have it already right there for you! all those ART AND BIO SESSIONS. YES AND MAD LOVES NOTES ALL OVER THE PLACE hahahahaha. i just can't get enough of BOTH YOU AND GRACE!

YES MARIANA THIS IS ALL UNCONDITIONAL POSITIVE REGARD!!! AND IT WILL NEVER STOP!

ARRGH LOOK ITS MARIANA IN THE BACCKGROUND. HAHAH WE ARE HOT TIGERS!

OMG YOU GUYSSS ARGH CANNOT EXPRESS MY LOVE.

HAHA MY LOVELY FLORO GREEN POLO SHIRT PERSON AND WHITE BOTTOMS FRIENDS. i guess we're growing closer and closer? i don't know..haha its really been interesting getting to know you and in a sense you've also inspired me to grow to be more mature. its been great having you to listen to meee when im down (again) but im sure i have also helped you with your problems too :) hahaha yes yes you should not think about boy-girl relationships..or consider taking my boyfriend..since you guys are so IN LOVE with one another. harahr. it was awesome actually crashing into you with the same clothes! hahahaha well bottoms at least! anyways, lets not b sad and take care! note..your arm is like twice my size!!! loves you lots! and i will keep praying for your future ms.chang who will b awesomely hot and great and sexy like somg hye kyo?

philosophy buddy. oh wells i've already written what i want to on ur xanga. yeah..lots of talkin bout life and crap..well just want to thank you for sitting next to me for the past two years. lots of ups and downs but yea learnt a lot from you. esp being urself. and true to your philosophy :) you've inspired me a lot especially how to tolerate annoying people and people who like to ask the lamest questions on earth. HAHA. thank you <3.

JANICE! my angel. i still remember 150 emails that we wrote on gmail arr! hahahahaha. aii um g dim gong. i have sat next to you in maths and near you in bio and seriuosly we have gotten to know each other very well but recently didn't really talk to you much :( aii all those memories hahahaha i remember i watched forever love with you and king kong..and cried teem. yup...i love you lots you kno? haha gd luck in mcgill and everything :) waaah we must get together to do maths and maths and maths :D

AHHH hahaha this is an awesome pic :) hahaha aii i realised i don't have individual pics with edm and mickey. but i just want to shout out to you both. you both love me so much and i love you guys tooo arr! always there for me to lean on esp during those down times. and i've learnt a lot.."living life to the max" and lots of advice and past experiences with relationships. phone talking till late at night during the past two years..well esp with mickey and then got to kno edm much more! THANK YOU BOTH OF YOU. haha shall meet up later in england and have BOOOOZE HAHAA nah i don't want to get stinking drunk with you two lalalalala. plus i am NOT alcholic. i repeat NOT. haha. THANK YOU LOVE YOU BOTH TONNES!!

OMG MY TWIN!! MANDYMANDYMANDY...def someone i have loved and will love forever...and ever and ever!! haha my hair is all over the place in the pic! aii all those lovely swimming times and girl to girl catch up and problem solving..so sad..i mean you got STOLEN off from lingfung. only joking hahaha. i love you loads and will always do so thick and thin. no matter how far we are..we will still keep in touch yeahh!? haha like look back in 10 yrs time and see our children...hahahaha remember?! and must go crazy tanning and gossiping (hahaha not we don't do tht) and swimminggg. yay JC! hahahaha <3 LOOKING FORWARD TO SING WITH YOU AT THE PROM :D

LINGFUNG! hahaha got to know you more this year...all those christian talks..livewire...hahahaha CU interview..lots of things. yeah read the NOTE that i wrote you la..yup sum jiu la :) ahaha.yup it was nice knowing you. hope you for the best with mandy and everything..take care?! hahaha keep in touch and looking forward to hear from CU and u playing the guitar during the prom!

BURNS! the big cute baby! hahah thanks for listening to me and talking to me on the phone haha when we were bored. hahaha yes yes you and edm should come over and bake a cake! hahahahah that was just so cool calling me to bake cake! :) thanks for everything. ahahah do well in maths haha don't copy me in the EXAM! hahaha nah, it was cool getting you to copy my work and yes i shall unwind and not b so uptight and worry all the timme like you ALWAYS say! 

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hello there esther...hahahaha. oh wells, i can't really express what i want to say in words. and you're like one of the people who can actually TELL whats going on with me :) i guess its just all the crazy econ GCSE times we had...with KARLIE <3. i still miss those times. just random cracking up and being lame.....anyways gd luck with your unis and everything!!! must take this pic and put it in ur future dorm room aite?!?!! aii..great getting to know you :) gorgeous!

8POR SAMING! HAHAHA YES YES IM UR SAY FAI POR AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE PIC HAHAHAHA THAT WE TOOK ESP THE TIGER ONEEE!!! i can't believe that we've grown so much closer WEIRDLY after yr.12 and form periods. you're allllways going to be someone that i look up towards and someone that has shared lots of intimate secrets (no nothing to do with sex) and times..to those free peroid gossips and updates to those emotional outbursts and pigging out. i will never forget you..times when we went to revise and EE and coming over for art and going to ur place when i went biking. seriuosly, those times were really really gd memories. and i will keep praying for you to get into UCL ahahahah so u can build my dream house later when i get filthy rich :) i love you loads girl and i hope you feel the same...sry about those times when i was really bad to you..or times when we drifted.  thats it haha this is ur sheet...although i was meant to put up pics to...chart our FRIENDSHIP. ah wells. give it to u later during exaaams.

LIANNE LEUNG MY HAM SUP BUDDY! gosh how much have we grown together? i don't know. maybe its because i don't have much lessons with you AT ALL. but..somehow we're always close. and always will be. IMPERIAL GODDESSS! HAHAH so ging la. oh wells. im going to miss you. esp those awesome windsurfing times just lying on that board and drifting into the sea. you're someone that has ALWAYS stood there...known you pretty well since yr.9 dude! hahaha yes and MIN too :) hahaa she's up next. ANYHOWS WE MUST WINDSURF AGAIN THIS SUMMER AND MEET UP WITH ROY BEFORE. btw, we match hahahah esp the colours ;) LOVES YOU LOADS LIANNE LEUNG LING YAN! aiii so many gd memories with you...hhahaa okay ill stop it.

LUCINDA!! math buddy...aii so sry i moved places hahahah but then yeah..it was great getting to know you and i will miss you tonnes! btw, your math improved so much hahaahaha proud of you laa. ging. oh wells thanks for those times in math and out of math, on msn talking to me :) i really needed it and i THANK YOU <3

JODY HUNNIBUNS. another important person in my life. hmm its always so strange..when we start talking it just never stops...haha we talk about ANYTHING. yes, even though it doesn't seem like we're THAT close..theres always this special connection with you and me! and we still share that secret..during the mocks ;) hahahaha yup. proud of this hot chick and you look gorgeous with blue eyes! hahahahah love you tonnes. keep the smile going and thanks for eveyrthing!! <3 THANK YOU FOR INVITING ME TO YOUR PARTY. IT WAS ESSENTIAL TO WHAT I HAVE NOW!!! MUAH*

ANGEL! hahahaha sor por who isss the best person on earth to tell her everything :) hahaha. thanks for everything angeel! you are an angel. and i hope you will remb me as your mascara friend ahhahaahah. yes yes keep those lashes out dear and stay hot! hmm, i just want to say tht i realy admire you for what you are..hahah i duno wht im saying..but in terms of life. and how you see it :) hahaha and i will always remb the gorgeous cake that i baked for you on ur bday :)

MIN CHONG ZIII KIUU HAHAHAHA. yeah u're somewhat very important to me. you were the one that stood with me when i was the weakest of all times in SC. and i really appreciate it. from GCSE PRS and ENGLISH, i just wanted to say it was great with you...and KINGSLEY ofcrouse. i still remb those photo cards we took and times when you slept over and times when debbie you and lianne used to come over to my place. oh those memories :) yeah keep in touch and i'll come visit you in LSE hotttttiee!!

GRACE AND KAREN...hahaha these who are so funny when they are together. sooo...philosophy, bio and art...everything togehter with you two!! haha karen, you have always been one special person who has always listened to me ever since yr.10 hahahahaha yup...and still will remb those times when we hung with lyl and hidi...hahaha!! and grace, its been so cool listening to jaychou with you and yup ur crazy cuz u can even write the lyricss!! hahahahaha, i love you both :)

CARMUT AND MICHELLE!! hahahahaha its been nice getting to kno both of you..esp during bballll gammes and bio for michlle and YOU TWO ARE SO TALENTED IN ART! gosh its crazy hahaha. anyways, just wanted to mention you two because you guys have somewhat beeen great to me allll alonggg hehehehehe :) thanks for everything, the partys, invites...and fun fun fun :)

LYL AND ZARAAA! hahaha both of you have been so kind and caring to meeee XD esp lill hahaha and zara. ok im jsut repeating myself. just wanted to thank you for all those times when you guys have cared. hahahaha esp my locker and bai san buddy and lyl who is MY FOOOTBALL BUDDY! i still remb the BBQ and bday parties that zara hadd hahaha all those fun fun memories. will sure miss both of you. GD LUCK IN LSE AND UT respectively. hahahaha LOVES YOU :)

and to others thats i just can't b bothered to put pics up for...im really happy i met all of you and for you to help me...in all ways even if u don't think you did. i mean it. every one of you, those from my teaching group .6 in which i never really did connect to..i thank you guys too because without you guys i wouldn't have met all these other AWESOME friends. hahahahaha. there has definately been tough times, arguements, bitch fights...yelling...troublemaking hahaha all from me but i guess i have changed for the better....and that was retarded yr 7 and 8 and 9 harhar :)

to those non-yr.13 friends such as chelsea, viola, jenny, calvin, bernice, chia..i hope you guys do cherish all the days you have left in SC because i really wish i had another week!! yup yup. i love you all too!

and lastly how could i forget my lover yihang? don't be deceived by his immaturity and jerk-like-ness because beneath it all he is an awesome boyfriend. ok, maybe i can't compare him with anyone else, and i don't know what is an awesome boyfriend, i just know he does care and i do care about him. hahaha. yeah you've meant a lot to me for the past 2 months and even though i seem to b a horrible mean girlfriend who has no idea what she is doing, you always seem to help me and guide me during times when i need help and someone to listen to. i seriously did not kno tht it could be this deep and strong in such a short peroid of time. and anyhows, it is very sad to think that we will have to part in the coming 3 months :) thank you baby for everything you have done for me, from making me smile, hugs or even just holding my hand, it means a lot. i will never forget all those times when we had tears, smiles, laughs...and i just hope it won't stop...keep that watergun stitch coming...and yup, im really glad to have met you and to have you.  haha its so sad to type this already. u must add oil with revision and get 3X points hahah the X is for you to decide laaa.. hahahaha! LOVES YOU LOADS LALALALALALALALALA. be a gd boy and work hard..then we can play tonnes later heheheheh! <3 missing you already. lets try and keep all of this going :)

karlie: i know it mayb very hard for you to read all these xangas with all these emotional outbursts, i just wanted you to know that you also played a BIG ROLE. you will always also be someone that i love forever and ever and our friendship will NEVER end. despite being the worst best friend in the world, not exactly a hardworking friend, i really want you to know that yr.12 would have never been the same without you..and don't feel unhappy or anything because you will always have me. and i will always be there for you..no matter what.

from all those sports days, swimming galas, school fairs, school assemblies, cas weeks XINING, HKAYP SILVER, choir, orchestra, livewire...i really wish i had it all again. shatincollege will never leave me. although im going to hold my head up high and stare straight into that blurry path in front of me, i will still hold onto that piece where i found true friendships and love that will help me through all other obstacles in my life. it will never stop and i will never forget. im sure in 10 years time, those that have spent long enough in shatincollege will reflect upon those days where they were with their beloved friends and no matter how sad or unhappy they are, they will smile, a smile that is content and full of gratitude.

I LOVE YOU ALL SHATINCOLLEGE PEOPLE OF CLASS 06'. AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SMILE*

DON'T WORRY I WILL BE BACK WITH PROM PICCCIESSS HARHARHAR ROOOARR!

MUCH LOVE...YVONNE :)

due to special circumstances..i have decided to update my xanga..only because of KARLIE MY LOVER  haha.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

start of a new year :) hope everyday in 2006' will be made the best it can possibly be. i've learnt a lot this year thanks to all my friends or people that i haven't talked to at all. best friends or friends that have stood by me when i was down or even just said hi to me during the corridor or just a smile..made such a difference. and i thank you. truely.

i am less depressing and unhappy. i am less sensitive to little things. i am less moody. well, less emotional in general. haha. this is given and taught to my by all my close friends.

now im ready for a new start. oh yeah. got to make the best out of the last few months of SC life. can't think about what will happen in the future. but bring it!

for this year..i only have 3 simple resolutions:

1) stay healthy and happy

2) try best at IB and get what i deserve..as in how much i work :P

3) cherish family and friends more than ever.

its simple? yeah why make life complicated to do things you can't hold?

anyways, im not going to make it propable, but instead go around propping people haha. so far, so good. let's keep it this way :)

HAPPY 2006. and may all your wishes. hopes. happiness come along smoothly :)

just here to say to a girl that means a lot to me..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANA. HAHAHAHAHAHA 17 la.  

lets keep it low. and un-personal.

three words. ok maybe 5.

thank you. n i love you! haha. rap it up with a pretty pic of us.eh?

IM SUCH A RETARD!

hope to get to see you soon la. even tho i just talked to you for hours on the phone hahaha. 31st :)

i've thought through. i've gona live through this. haha this movie..you have to watch. you learn..so much about LOVE that you realise..the "game" never intends anything :) thanks janice angel for watching it with me

and ofcourse..who doesn't cry in a melancholic, tragic..touching love movie?

ha, i haven't felt so good in weeks! all that inner anger, unhappiness let out. its time to be selfish. impatient. and un-giving. because i haven't been for a long time. only joking. i will still be nice haha!