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i dont know the reason for posting this blog entry, but I know that i am so bored. For now, I dont know what i want and what I don't want. over the summer, i don't know what i had done and now i'm in skool again. i have no strenght to do anything. now, i am in a laging mode that i dont want to do anything. why? maybe i feel that i alwayz cant get what i want. Just like the dayo wong said in the show: what you like, you cant get it ; what you dont like, you cant lose it. i have no confident to do anything now. seems like everything is not even important to me. Today, i dont even what i want, so dont even bother to ask me how to get what i want. lol........im like blabbing a punch of nonsense crap and the nonsense crap is all i had over last 3 years.......wicky chow, you are such a loser.......where the hack is ur confisnece and ur power????!!!!!! when i can turn back in the real me? the one who's alwayz confident about everything?

well~~ havent been on xanga and write up my plog for one year!!!~~ yea~~ now is the time and see how did i do in the past year~~ wel i dun think i am really happy the past year, but i think i'm ok~~ hey!!!1 i am 18 now, i'm not a boy and i am a man now!!! proud of myself ~~ so mush stress this year but i'm free now~~ i dun need to keep tracing something i can never get and i shouldnt get~~ i think i'm fine now~~ i cant say i'm great but i'm doing ok~~ ya.... that's pretty much for my past year and today is my 18th birthday~~ i hope all of u guyz who supported me in the past year can be happy and do things smoothly~~ ok ~~ happy borthday to me!!!!

one year older~~ 17 la~~ this is a nice day as i expect~~ no much celebration, but i was really happy when the chinese class people sing the birthday song for me~~ i think that's the best birthday gift for me, much better than other present~~ this is a really nice birthday, but i didnt see sandy today~ but anywayz, happe birthday to me la~~thz all the people in chinese class and also people happy about my birthday~~ thank Q guy~~>3< ~~ and also esp. thz kayi's text message~~ u ar so sweet ar~~~