well... i've been working and bzy cuase of work n i've been really tired it's super crazy. that's all i gotta sya n the rest of this week i'm subbing except on friday i'm going to vegas till the 16th so yeh. i'lll take pics of vegas

well... it's finals week. and let's see last week i had a Christmas Sing performance on saturday. i also had KC and etc. so yeh. it was ok last KC of the year. hmm... what else... went out to eat on monday and had secret santa so that was pretty cool. lots of good memories. won't be coming back to sjsu state so yeh. i found out that another roommate of mine isn't coming back either so that's sad. well... it's ok cause i can still hang out w/ her and stuff when she visits her dad so that's awesome hmm.. what else my roommate jessica left on tuesday. i didn't have to take a final on tuesday so that was awesome. but i still gotta take a final on friday for stupid chem that doesn't really matter. so that sucks i still need to start packing somethings which i will. hahaha!! there's not much to update but i'll update more one day

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have you ever felt like everything is going away or everyone is leaving? yeh i felt that after grad but that was another type of feeling. it's funny i cleaned out everything in my room xcept for the clothes i need. and i look on my wall it is realyl bare and empty it's so sad. i feel like everything or everyone is leaving. i know that ppl back home are still going to be there but only for a few months or few weeks or w/e., 2 other roommates of mine are going back home and so am i, but now i feel it. it's like eevryone is leaving. and it's sad.it's winter break and everyone is going back home.pretty sad.i can't believe it. it's really sad. ppl i tlk to are gone u know. i miss ppl who aren't here and i know they're doing something good, but it's tough not knowing how they are and stuff. these past few weeks have been pretty tough i must say. finding out some interseting news and getting stuff in the mail and hearing that ppl are leaving even though i'm leaving but more ppl in my suite are leaving. my roommate left on tuesday and now it's so depressing and sad in here. it's so empty and sad. it makes me want to cry. that's how sad it is. it's pretty empty. i'd feel more comfortable if there were things here but it's so empty that it's just sad. it's very sad.

well... so on sunday i found out that benson and erica are going back to Thailand for 3 1/2 months. sounds  long but it's not that long i know.They left 12:15am today. i said bye to her on-line which was weird but yeh. i was a bit sad when she left, but i know that they're doing something for God. they're going out there and helping people out and reaching out to them. benson and erica are doing God's work which is a goood thing. i'll be praying for them no matter what. and i'll keep in touch with them too as they're in Thailand. it'll be hard not to see them on sunday or call up erica to tlk or w/e. lol. but it's ok. hopefully eevryone else can pray for them as well.

2m i've got a midterm for a class that won't count when i go back to sfsu n city. great isn't it. n then on saturday i've got afinal that doesn't count again. man i'm wasting my first semester right now. all the classes i'm taking is no point. won't work at sfsu n city. the only class that does matter is public speaking. isn't that great. woo hoo!! seirosu i feel like i'm wasting my time n life here. yeh i've met really great ppl i had fun in the dorm, but it's like im just taking classes because i just am it's not for anything. but it's also cauwe i'm changing my major so i guess that's another reason why it doesn't count. but still it's like a waste of time. sucks big time. i swear. should've known that i wanted to go into teaching and then go under PE intead of going straight into kinesiology. that totally sucks. but now i don't even know if i really wanna do PE anymore. iono... sorta sucks cause i don't know if i wanna do PE or like grade school. if it was grade school i would wanna do 3rd or 4th. and PE would be for MS or HS. so yeh. iono. we'll see what God has in stored for me