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z1man89
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Name: z
Gender: Male
Interests: sports, music, outdoors, dogs, computers, computer games.
Expertise: Cossacks
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Construction
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Member Since:
3/3/2005
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| Should i quit vball?..coach dosen't play me and everyone on the team
has told me i should be playin over this other guy..what u think?
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| eat...i can't walk!! :( i can't walllllkkkk...arg!....sore as a
junk..arg!..and i can't walk...hahaha....arg!....ill tickle
u..hahaha......im gonna tickle myself till i cry...hahaha.....goood
stuff;)
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| SKI TRIPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and for all of u who aren't
going......( i am laughing because its so unfortunate they didn't go
that its
funny.haha.lol...)(obviously..haha)...........hahah......hahahahaha.......HAHA......HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....hhahaha.....haha...lol...lolool....haha....umm....to
bad?....hahahaha....welll umm.....love all and if the Lord is willing
ill see a lot of you soon and we won't get hurt...LOVE....
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| so we had family church on the applilation trail and it was amazing.
the talk was about selflessness. which i had been thinking a lot about.
ya see, people who have problems with living for God or being a
christian, just can't get out of themselves. The ONLY way to do Gods
will and be what God wants u to be is to get yourself out of the way! i
mean what makes u so special? why do your needs come before others. are
u better in some way? do u think u have all the answers? you will
amount to a meaningless life with a meaningless ruiteen filled with
meaningsless talk. that will will end with that silence of all your
meaningsless things and broken thoughts. you can't do anything,
anything u do will end up in desaister. cuz its all for you. well, u
can have urself, cuz i now that no one else wants it. if people knew
what u thought and what u did in secret no one would want u. or even
care about u. so i ask again, why are u so special, tell me what makes
u think u can act like u are better, or know more than someone else. i
wonder, can we stop thinking about our selves for more that 5 mins. its
hard. to over come this selfishness usually takes a lifetime. if u work
at it all your life. and i mean every moment of your life. hey, you can
worry about your cloths, relationships, car, hair, face, and what
people think of u. but as for me, i just let God take care of that. cuz
i figure ill just the one who knows all and is all take care of me. you
know that some of the best moments of your life is when your not
thinking about yourself, but for one tiny moment get sucked into God.
In that moment you will feel like u can move moutians. then its gone.
and u know that u might never feel that again. unless u work at it
again. Who are u anyway? ur just one in 6 billion living. u really
don't mean anything. and not of any value to anyone on this earth
except ur family and maybe your friends if your lucky. so chace your
desires, live your life for u. look after yourself. and die in
yourself. if thats what u want.
however, even through all of your wrong doings, and your terrible
thoughts, he loves you. even with your worthlessness, he still
loves you. even though you never have givin him more than a fraction of
your life, he loves you. even though your one in 6 billion he knows
everything about you and every hair on your head. and all the thoughts
you've ever thought, and loves you like you would never know. i don't
understand it and no one will except God, for he is love. so i ask you,
will you continue to live your life for yourself. or will you live in
the peace, calm and love of Jesus who is the Christ. as for me i
choose to serve the Lord. he will lead me to green feilds
and lay me to rest in the shade. for i know that i can't do anything
and that im nothing but dirt. talkin bout myself again. its
rediculous. like it matters what i do, its what u do that matters.
so say to self, get out! i've found someone better.
for with Jesus you can do all things for he strengthens u. power beyond
your imagination is waiting for you if you just go get it. with all of
you fill with Jesus.
Jesus was the most selfless person in the world ever. ex: women at the
well, he just walked all day, tired, hungry, and thristy. yet he
misitered to this women and changed her life. even though he was God
and have every right to tell to get everything that he needed. yet he
did not. love unconditional.
get out yoself and ur problems. love God and others. thats the christian life. thats it. go and live.
sry bout this. hope u could follow. not good at it. just something on
my mind. if u'd like to talk bout it...just talk to me.lol. o man. by
the way all this, from Gods words, just in case anyone i don't
know reads this,lol just in case. cuz everyone i knows will get that fo
sho.(probably about ...alot of grammar mistakes) lol. also,
talkin bout myself in this too. just in case u wonder. ight.
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| PCC=amazing. best week of my life. 12 baptisms. dosen't get any better
than that. i am so proud of everyone who committed their life and i
love u all. everyone was such an encouragment to me. i love it. i
really loved. the only way i can explain is the harmony of love and
committment for each other and most important for God. it was the best
song i have ever heard. heaven will be great. it was awesome. most
people dream of having a time such as we did. however don't let it end
but let this be the beginning of a life dedicated to God and to see
each other in heaven. o ya. thats whats its all about. remember hebrews
13:1. thats just how we do. o ya. everyone is always here for anyone
who needs help. i miss you all. love you all forever.
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