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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 16:26:19 GMT

Should i quit vball?..coach dosen't play me and everyone on the team has told me i should be playin over this other guy..what u think?

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 02:09:40 GMT

eat...i can't walk!! :( i can't walllllkkkk...arg!....sore as a junk..arg!..and i can't walk...hahaha....arg!....ill tickle u..hahaha......im gonna tickle myself till i cry...hahaha.....goood stuff;)

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 22:43:59 GMT

SKI TRIPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and for all of u who aren't going......( i am laughing because its so unfortunate they didn't go that its funny.haha.lol...)(obviously..haha)...........hahah......hahahahaha.......HAHA......HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....hhahaha.....haha...lol...lolool....haha....umm....to bad?....hahahaha....welll umm.....love all and if the Lord is willing ill see a lot of you soon and we won't get hurt...LOVE....

Monday, November 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 05:22:15 GMT

so we had family church on the applilation trail and it was amazing. the talk was about selflessness. which i had been thinking a lot about. ya see, people who have problems with living for God or being a christian, just can't get out of themselves. The ONLY way to do Gods will and be what God wants u to be is to get yourself out of the way! i mean what makes u so special? why do your needs come before others. are u better in some way? do u think u have all the answers? you will amount to a meaningless life with a meaningless ruiteen filled with meaningsless talk. that will will end with that silence of all your meaningsless things and broken thoughts. you can't do anything, anything u do will end up in desaister. cuz its all for you. well, u can have urself, cuz i now that no one else wants it. if people knew what u thought and what u did in secret no one would want u. or even care about u. so i ask again, why are u so special, tell me what makes u think u can act like u are better, or know more than someone else. i wonder, can we stop thinking about our selves for more that 5 mins. its hard. to over come this selfishness usually takes a lifetime. if u work at it all your life. and i mean every moment of your life. hey, you can worry about your cloths, relationships, car, hair, face, and what people think of u. but as for me, i just let God take care of that. cuz i figure ill just the one who knows all and is all take care of me. you know that some of the best moments of your life is when your not thinking about yourself, but for one tiny moment get sucked into God. In that moment you will feel like u can move moutians. then its gone. and u know that u might never feel that again. unless u work at it again. Who are u anyway? ur just one in 6 billion living. u really don't mean anything. and not of any value to anyone on this earth except ur family and maybe your friends if your lucky. so chace your desires, live your life for u. look after yourself. and die in yourself. if thats what u want.
however, even through all of your wrong doings, and your terrible thoughts, he loves you. even with your worthlessness, he still loves you. even though you never have givin him more than a fraction of your life, he loves you. even though your one in 6 billion he knows everything about you and every hair on your head. and all the thoughts you've ever thought, and loves you like you would never know. i don't understand it and no one will except God, for he is love. so i ask you, will you continue to live your life for yourself. or will you live in the peace, calm and love of Jesus who is the Christ. as for me i choose to serve the Lord. he will lead me to green feilds and lay me to rest in the shade. for i know that i can't do anything and that im nothing but dirt. talkin bout myself again. its rediculous. like it matters what i do, its what u do that matters.

so say to self, get out! i've found someone better.

for with Jesus you can do all things for he strengthens u. power beyond your imagination is waiting for you if you just go get it. with all of you fill with Jesus.

Jesus was the most selfless person in the world ever. ex: women at the well, he just walked all day, tired, hungry, and thristy. yet he misitered to this women and changed her life. even though he was God and have every right to tell to get everything that he needed. yet he did not. love unconditional.

get out yoself and ur problems. love God and others. thats the christian life. thats it. go and live.

sry bout this. hope u could follow. not good at it. just something on my mind. if u'd like to talk bout it...just talk to me.lol. o man. by the way all this, from Gods words, just in case anyone i don't know reads this,lol just in case. cuz everyone i knows will get that fo sho.(probably about ...alot of grammar mistakes) lol. also, talkin bout myself in this too. just in case u wonder. ight.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 00:47:32 GMT

PCC=amazing. best week of my life. 12 baptisms. dosen't get any better than that. i am so proud of everyone who committed their life and i love u all. everyone was such an encouragment to me. i love it. i really loved. the only way i can explain is the harmony of love and committment for each other and most important for God. it was the best song i have ever heard. heaven will be great. it was awesome. most people dream of having a time such as we did. however don't let it end but let this be the beginning of a life dedicated to God and to see each other in heaven. o ya. thats whats its all about. remember hebrews 13:1. thats just how we do. o ya. everyone is always here for anyone who needs help. i miss you all. love you all forever.

Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 04:06:35 GMT

I am updating just for you peoples who have told me to. mostly brit please don't get upset. And thanks for those comments. MANATAWNY. o ya. it will be amazing. and i am looking forward to it. Jordon cames up and i hung out with the yoders and him and bro. it was pretty awesome. Jordon, i miss you. tell your mom thanks for letting you come. later and love you all in christ.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 19:43:14 GMT

JOOOOSSSHHHH. What else can i say except, your awesome. Congrats my friend. I am very proud of you. I'll see you in heaven.

Friday, January 20, 2006

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 22:21:14 GMT

LAN, LAN, LAN. LAN tonight. LAN, LAN, LAN. GIVE ME A CALL. LOCAL AREA NETWORK PARTY, TONIGHT. all right.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 19:44:40 GMT

Here is a lesson from Paul Cantrells collection.

INDICATIONS OF MATURITY

In the same location in Ephesians 4:12-16, Paul also gives indications of what maturity is like.
1. There is a unity and oneness in the faith. "Where there is unity, there is maturity. Where there is disunity, there is immaturity." Unity shows that growth has taken place, that there is stability in the One Faith (Ephesians 4:4-6).
2. Prepared unto every good work. In 2 Timothy 3:17, it indicates that we are "thoroughly equipped for every good work." The Hebrew writer states it this way: "make you complete in every good work to do His will." (13:21).
3. Able to build self up. We become less dependent upon others, and we are even able to help those who are still dependent.
4. Able to speak the truth in love. Expressing truth lovingly shows maturity. Harshness, with an air of superiority, is not only offensive, but certainly does not reflect mature actions.
5. Grow up in all things. Growth is not lop-sided, but balanced. This makes it possible to grow to our full potential in Christ.
6. Every member doing their part. Each member functioning for the good of the whole. Each doing what they can to carry out God's plan. They are well-organized, welded together, and functioning as a unit. Such brings about growth of the body.
7. So we can do the harder things. Some things are harder to do as a Christian than others. Unless we are maturing, we won't do what we should. Maturity has helped us to bring our lives into conformity to all of God's will.
8. Make wise decisions. Hebrews 5:14 states, "those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil." Decisions are critical to our spiritual life and growth. We need to make mature, wise decisions.

CONCLUSION

What a challenge we face—to grow up, become a man, be mature, be perfect! Have you begun your walk yet towards perfection? If so, how well are you progressing toward that ultimate goal of being like God?