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Friday, November 14, 2008

  • alright, update on life. i have a lot to catch up on, so here we go!

    first semester of college is almost over and it went by so quickly. i almost have all a's. that is something i never thought i would say, especially in college, haha.

    ive made some more new friends. yes, ive made friends, mostly from epic. im glad i've met some good people. they are pretty much all korean!

    (first picture is with the afters! and second pic is after i cut emily's hair. i cut a girl's hair! she was brave. last pic is at the bowling alley to celebrate joanns 19th birthday)

    in about a half a year, i will have a total of 4 nephews/nieces. can you believe that? we are rapidly expanding the hsueh dynasty here in america. i think i may be the only person my age who has this many nephews and nieces. sabrina and pei are both currently pregnant, but i dont know if they are boy or girls yet.
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    (little hsueh babies. can you believe that they're only a month apart? look at the size differences!)

    ive been getting pretty involved with epic, which is the asian branch off of campus crusade. it's the first year its on our campus and it is relatively small. god has blessed me with lots of opportunities to lead and serve. for example, ryan and i started leading worship a couple weeks ago and now a couple other people are stepping out to help serve! i will also be helping to facilitate a small group next semester for guys where we will read and discuss the book "wild at heart" by john eldridge, and the girls group will be reading the book captivating, by john eldridge as well. im excited and really looking forward to it! i want to start now, but unfortunatly, with mid terms, finals, and christmas break coming up, a lot of things can change. so we've decided that it's best to wait and start fresh next semester.

    i've been attending two churches almost regularly...at least when im not in austin or back in houstin. alamo stone, which meets on saturdays, is affiliated with our campus crusade. so me, along with the rest of the asian group have been going there. occasionaly we go to gracepoint on sundays which is really good too. im so tired of church hopping!

    lately, i've really scared about the future - more now than ever. like going to ut, switching environments and having to completely readjust my academic and social habits. im starting to like the way things are here and i am dreading change. at the same time, im excited about going to ut. im also really scared about the major i want to do. i want to do graphic design (like pam beasley), but i hear its really hard to get into, so ive been looking at advertising as an alternative.

    thats it for now. i have a paper due in a week where i can write about ANYTHING. i hate these kind of papers. i have absolutely no idea what to write. its a definition essay which means we define a word and then write about it. i think i will write about "church".

Saturday, October 25, 2008

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    Me and My Gang
    By Rascal Flatts
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    im back in houston for the first time since school started, and it feels so weird! although utsa is only three hours away, its like i am looking at this home city from an outsiders perspective for the first time. i dont feel like i belong here anymore, im just another tourist in a big city. going to church was even weirder. ive always considered church to be my second home, but tonight it was just another church. at the same time, the change is refreshing. im starting to appreciate what i have here at my real home more than ever...like china town, my house, my room, my dog (hes sleeping right next to me right now), parents cooking, washing clothes for FREE, church community, etc. going to hcc reminded me how important church community is. although i am beginning to consider myself part of a community at utsa, it would never be able to grow into something as intimate as the one in hcc. nothing against san antonio, just that ive spent almost my whole life here and thats a lot of bonding time.

    alright talk to YOU later

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

  • For all you austinites that will be in town this weekend, my brother's (francis) second movie will be featured at the Asian American Film fest on Saturday. It'll be at the Alamo Drafthouse Village Sat @ 6pm (http://www.aaaff.org/schedule.php#25). Check it out!

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    Where were you seven years ago, in the autumn of 2000? In New York, the club kids were at Twilo and young lawyers and bankers were dancing to throw-back swing. Greenspan warned of irrational exuberance but no one was listening. The dot-com boom was at fever pitch and we thought it was going to last forever.

    This is the time and place of our upcoming movie, “PRETTY TO THINK SO”. The second film by Francis Hsueh & Steven Hahn. Executive Producer, Michael Zee.

    PRETTY TO THINK SO is a story about newfound love and the past which haunts us. From the corporate world of white-shoe law firms to the streets of Chinatown and the Bronx, PRETTY TO THINK SO takes us on a journey to a place where romantic passion and human frailty violently collide.

    We invite you to a sneak preview of the film’s website at www.prettytothinkso.com where you will find more information about the film, stills, and a trailer




Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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    Look to You
    By Hillsong United
    till i see you
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    All i need is you

    Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone--to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

    But God, to a Christian says, "No, not until you are satisfied and fulfilled and content with living loved by Me alone. I love you, my child, and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me--exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires and longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing--one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you--just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest thing--keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I am. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you. You must wait.

    Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look at the things others have gotten or that I've given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away to Me, or you'll miss what I want to show you.

    And then, when you are ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any would ever dream. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, I am working even this very minute to have both of you ready at the same time. Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me and this is perfect love.

    And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love that I offer you with Myself. Know that I love you utterly. I am God Almighty. Believe and be satisfied.


    there is something about that message that comforts me every time. everytime i read that i feel renewed, refreshed, and focused. but why is it so hard to apply it to my life. why is it so hard to accept that fact that all i need is you. i wish it were easier to say, "you know, i dont need to worry about trying to make this happen because if it is in your will, then you will make it work." maybe it's the fact that i cant physically see you or maybe its because i feel like my near future depends on everything i do now. i dont know, but i wish i could just give it all up to you. the christian walk is slow, but i wish it werent this slow. i wish i could just fastforward 3 years from now and say to myself, "wow, god, i would have never imagined you putting me here. im so glad i went through every one of those trials because now i truly understand what it means to be faithful. thank you." don't we all wish that? i wish i could believe that i dont need to focus on this one aspect of my life, because i need to focus first on my relationship with god and god alone.  by focusing on my relationship with christ, everything will fall into place...it will fall into place right? why is that is so hard to imagine?  father i wish i had the faith to believe it. i wish i could apply that mentality to every aspect of my life. i wish i could say, god, i dont need to think about this relationship because i know that you have a greater plan for me.

    well..whatever that plan is, i know it'll be greater than the one i have. i pray that i can walk by faith so i can see your plan and forget mine.

Saturday, September 06, 2008

  • since i havent blogged in a while, and i finished my first week of college, i thought now would be the perfect time to write something. i really dont have too much to say about my first week...except that my neighbors like to party until 5am on the weekends and play their music as loud as they can. im getting my speakers tomorrow so maybe i can drown our their music with mine.

    God has blessed me in so many ways these past couple weeks. from meeting new people, to getting to class, i know that God's hand is part of it all. i was so scared that i was going to get teachers who could care less about their students, but thanks to rate my professor (and God!), i have liked all of my teachers so far.  having kevin as a roommate has also been great. i was really worried that we would get frustrated with each other within a week, but so far so good. its been awesome having such a close friend as a roommate, we ct pretty much every night...hahaha jk. ct is cabin talk for all you noobs out there (so who do you like???) haha...jk. i really miss everyone from houston. i miss hcc and hanging out at friday fellowship then going to taphouse. but since you guys arent here, ive replaced you all. jk..but ive made some new friends that are pretty cool too. all of the friends ive been making have been either vietnamese or filipino. what the heck, where are the chinese? oh wait, theyre all in austin! but despite making new friends, part of me still feels like im in high school simply because so many high school friends are here...which has its ups and downs.

    ive been really debating which fellowship i want to plug myself into. ive been hanging out with intervarsity a lot, but i still want to keep my options open. small groups are starting next week, and im a little worried because i feel like ive only been exposed to iv. but iv has been great so far. they've been having socials like every day and yesterday we had a scavenger hunt in downtown. that was so tiring, but fun.

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