being sick really sucks...especially when u miss 3 days of skewl and have to make up all the work you miss and tests (which isnt good especially when you neeeed to pass). But when ur sick u see who ur true friends r...looks like i have 2 friends. yippy yay for me. I also lost a lot of weight and even though the doctor says not the lose anymore...i have a goal and im gonna reach it regardless of what anyone says.  I just want skewl to be over  im in a good mood actually and zach is coming over soon <3.  Im now excited to move (in like 3 1/2 weeks). I cant wait till summer and my goal for this summer is to get a tan...ha /:

<33 zach, i love you...happy 8 months (tomorrow) im glad we made it this far even tho stupid shit and stupid bitches and stupid fights and just stupid things got in the way here and there, nothing can make us break up and its time people start realizing it. lovee youuuu <333

eh. my life isnt that exciting. same thing, new day...every day is the same thing. lala laa.

skewl is almost over and i really need to pass...im not sure if im excited about moving anymore cuzz this is my home...and as much as i hate the fact that im the whitest girl who lives in a ghetto neighborhood...its all i knoww!!!! oh well (ill get ovverr it)

D.S.--GroW sOmE dAmN baLLs...and some hair...and hit puberty for Gods sakes hes like 14 years old and still sleeps with his mommy.  ...oops i didnt mean to put that on my xanga (dont fret...no one reads this shit anyway...)

i love zach <33

ugh...well lets see here...the weekend was alright...friday i visited patrick (hope u feel better) then i left his house and taylor came over and then we picked up gabby and met zach at the play, it was ok (nikko was the best).  Then saturday i woke up and i looked in the mirror and decided "HEY MAYBE ILL CUT MY BANGS THIS MORNING" and well i kinda really messed up and so now i have to wear my bangs this odd way that everyone else does (but it looks really stupid on me considering my forehead is the size of montana and africa)-but itll grow back...its kinda funny actually..ha.  Then i went to saturday detention which wasnt that bad actually, except for the fact that i was the only one in uniform!!!! hehe...then went to work and picked up zach at 5 and thennn we rented movies and i got to see taylor for like 10 seconds!!! woohoo. So we watched Stigmata and i fell asleep. uhm then zach decided i was gonna go with to drop him off and he picked me up and took me to the car IN THE RAIN WITH NO SHOES ON! so we dropped him off and when we got home my mommy had to carry me back inside becuzz uhm i was barefoot...and half asleep. (=   uhm so yea.  anyway thats about it...today i dunno what im doing yet...LAtA

((((my mom to perry--"im gonna bust a cap in yo ass", perry to taylor "did you hear that? she said shes gonna bust a cap in my ass!" haha..u wouldnt understand)))))

IM MOVINGGG IN A MONTH AND A HALF!!!!!!!!!!!

school tomorrow... )=

went to philly today with becca, mom,zach<3, and the padre.  Went to south street...saw some odd looking people, then went to dave and busters where i got this HUGE SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS..i mean HUGE...like its as big as me (...well i just called myself huge..but ya noe what i mean). yea its only awesome.  Then went out to eat and came home. Im exhausted and i dont wanna go to skewl.

(((((((((youve got to be trusted by the people that you lie to, so that when they turn their back on you, youll get the chance to put the knife in....)))))))))))

ZaCh<33 ily