MooOOoood:  but at the same time i am too happy of a person  to be completely bummed... so im  happy too, just not all "Lollypops and Sun Beams"

 Well, today was kinda ...well... not horrible... but not good. School was okay... Sean was being a  [-insert choice word here-]  (he needs to understand that he when he took it upon himself to be apart of a group of actors/actresses and we have a play to preform in near future, that it is a priority to be there and practice instead of outside talking to random ppl about how awesome his car is and picking gay ring tones for his stupid phone!!) Grrrrr And then a particular person is ignoring  me ... saddness, and i have not even talked to him in 4 days or so  And ontop of all that my sister was in a wreck today, and my mom is flipping out because she  just quit smoking and she is super stressed with College and Working soooo much... it seems like she never has time for family anymore... saddness! And im a family girl ... ya' know ?? It bothers me that my family is kinda pulling apart slowly..NO NO NO NO... happy thoughts... we're not pulling  apart, we're just going through a time right now where the roads are a litle bumpy...right? RIGHT! yeah... just not a good day...  but   tom. liz, lisa, grace, krissy and i are going to have sooooo much fun!    BUT .... I STILL MISS RY! and no happy thought can help me forget that for even a split second... crazyy... anyway... Tom. is a new day and like i always say (and always will say) one day closer to "THE DREAM" ... what better reason to 'close my eyes and let the wind carry in "his" lullaby' G'night my  friend(s)... have a rockin night... Gonna catch some zzzzz's. MUAH

Much Love, Abi

Currently Reading Bob Marley: Lyrical Genius By Kwame Dawes see related

MOooD:...Man oh man.. do i not have the strangest of moods? I do.. I'm tellin' ya'! Anyway, I'm STILL on top of the world, and what a beautiful world it is, eh? A-h-h-h-h Lollypops and Lip Peircings!!

 Well, last night I went 2 Nadema's house ( the chick i ghost hunt with..) and her husband did my hair (lol, they are like 20 yrs.old.. i didnt let some 15 yr. old boy play with sisors and imported itallian hair hi-lighting stuff,haha I may be a little ditzy but im not that dumb,well...most of the time.hehe) Yeah he cut a lot off... he told me to trust him and close my eyes... so i did... wow...he cut like 7 inches off! it's still long...past my shoulders ... and i can still do everything that i could wih my longer hair, and just as good... except now it looks, feels, and is more healthy! And then... the fun part... he colored it ...it's got layers now so he put a darker alburn/brown on the bottom few layers and on the top there are like a ton of awesome chunky hi-lights... i was a little alarmed at the length, but all around, he deff. proved to me he's a pro! And after he did mine, he did cayties (which by the way rox... she has like bright un-natural red streaks, and a few light M.Monroe looking streaks on top of  like a dark brown base.. i love it) Nadema and i had time to talk about tracking spirts...dont laugh, im serious... and on behalf of the majority reading  i wouldnt expect you to belive... but i have reason to, and i finally have the chance to have contact, which has ALWAYS been something i have wanted to do!!! It's kinda dangerous..because there are some things you dont want to open doors to.. but... ummm... yeah, i might have to take the chance..? And she did hand writing analizing on me, which isnt "supernatural" for all you non-belivers... it's actually a proven practice used by many doctors... And what she told me was very true... good and bad... It said that i was an independent thinker, I have a TON of intuition (i kinda knew that... but never really thought about it) I am very emotional, I am good with words (thats true, unless im around ryan...) Sensitive to other people's feelings, spontaneous and a tad crazy (umm...yeah!!) I dont like to be told what to do, Blunt, sometimes too much,Secretive.. kind of a mystery to (most) people...,I worry too much, I tend to say/think things like "If i ignore it, it will go away" which in the long run makes things hard for me to get over... that e.. good and, wel, not so good... and today was great! i love my friends and Ryan joined to "i hate liz's b/f club" lol, was have so much fun hehe... gotta run... church ... love ya' ( i think, depending on who you are,lol..) ttyl...muah

much love abi

Currently Playing Heartbreaker By Ryan Adams see related

Mood:...hehe, notice the "clueless" smily! I have the brains/mentality of a freaking valley girl today! haha. Today was rad, but grr at caytie! (IM SUPER PISSED AT MY SISTER!!) Moving on... wow, there is a particular english paper that i cant wait for a particular person to get back! i was thinking about it alllll day! crazziness! latidatidalalalatida! Today was soo fun, man... everyday at MDH is funnier than the last, due to my doofus friends and i,lol...I'm lovin it! (bababababa,hehe)

 Anyway... (NOT 'anyways' *cough cough* Gracie) Today was great! i almost got my tounge cut off for yawning 1st period,lol!2nd period i  like directed a little skit/dance thing to this poem by Emily D... it was soooo funny, we turned a serious metophorical poem into a funny skit that looked like something from Chicago! ( "yes...Yes...YES!!..OH YES" lol insider... lets just say i really get into poetry!) 3rd period, my loser of a muasical arts teacher told me i had the 'voice of an angel' HAHAHAHA... thats great! Thanks Mr. Shimkus, i needed a good laugh, although you were serious, you then helped me realize what a complete loser you were... but no worries... i still love you... oh wait...i never liked you in the 1st place...nvm. 4th period was fun, i got to sit my clint and yell things to gracie from the oppisite direction... fun fun! Mrs.McLucas is sooo funny... scary... but funny! Anyway, yeah... my life is soo wonderful...Krissy, Liz, Gracie, and Lisa are the best friends a girl could ever have...MDH still doesnt know what happend to it when we arrived as the most awesome feshman alive! And Ry...wow... enough said... you know how i feel... although it is fun to remind you every now and then... as for now.. God knows how many ppl are reading, lol...and for that reason... i will move on to MY DADDY! I JUST LOVE HIM SOOO SOOO MUCH! He's the coolest dad ever! I'm such a daddy's girl,lol... (Miss you, Daddy!) And My mom... is...well... my mom! lol... she's so funny/odd... im much like her! lol... which by me saying that you all know now that she must ROCK,lol,jk about me... but she really does...  And yeah.. my big brother.. my role model...my sister...grrr....(lol) And God... wow.... he is just rokin' my world...lol...He reminds me everyday how blessed i am by showing me the ppl i mentioned above and more! even if its only my imagination showing me a the face of someone i love through a foggy window...that in reality is practically a country away in distance... its still a reminder of the dreams that will all in time be a reality! And an inspiration to wake up and face the day, knowing that it is one day closer to that future reality i hold so close in my heart!! Wow... IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD! Care to join me?

       MuCh LoVe, Abi

Mood:    ... I woke up this morning laughing my butt off... nothing was really funny..im just so happy!! I have been like prancing around, randomly walking up to Mom, grabbing her face, and kissing her on the cheek...dancing (to my mom and dads old record, they had the most awesome band back in the day..) and getting ready for church...

  Last night was sooooooooo AWESOME!! The crew and I ( the only ones who matter that were at there,lol... liz,  krissy, and  i) went to the movies and saw "W/out a paddle" and a few other things... we had sooo much fun. I was still over joyed from the last time i talked to ryan and my day had been super awesome ... so yeah it is safe to say we had a MAJOR BLAST.." Lollypops and Lip Piercings" lol... remember girls... man imma dork! (insider) And then i came home, signed on, and i talked to ryan for a while online, it was great... and then i called him ... then it was reallllly GREAT! ( haha, dont yo wish i would tell you why.. and what happend.... aw. sux for you... ) But i assure you... nothing short of INSPIRING! hehe. I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY! (thanks ry) Well, I need to get ready...i get to sing today ... oh joy.( note the sarcasim) So, i will ttyl/ttyls?? Who knows who you'll randomly run into in a coffie shop ( cough cough) or a grocery store! HEY, AND REMEMBER GUYZ... DONT WASTE THE DAY! THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER SEPT.12, 2004! aND WHEN IT'S OVER... IT'S OVER...ONE DAY CLOSER TO THE THING YOU HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR/WANTING/ AND STRIVING FOR ....keep that in mind!

gotta run my little sugar plums!

          ~*~ Lollypops and Lip Piercings~*~

                           Much Love, Abi