Hola amigoes!! well this month has been pretty crazy once agen... hey yooh no wot i noticed i updated today last month lol i think ill keep this up ill update once a month lol... well uhm i lost mah fone agen.... thats the 4th one since august >.<'... anywho mah grades are shet so now i gotta haul ass this quarter...looks like no fun for meeh ... uhmmm today i went to ward and got mah winterfan outfit its soo awesome... i cant believe mah mom picked it out...its sooo...seksi!! lol...afterwards i went to stadium mall kuz leighton was going to introduce meeh to his boss so i could get a job...omg!! i had to take this test thingy and it was soo freakin hard it was like about animals and how to take kare of them and stuff... i didnt kno anything!! oh man today was so freaky!! i was shopping and mah mom had to go take out money so she left the store and wen i was about to leave the store this guy in his thirty's stopped meeh and introduced himself and asked meeh if i wanted to go for a cup of coffee. i was like uhhh im busy and hes like maybe sum other time? and i was like uhhh i dont kno and hes like do u hav a gud memory i kan giv you mah number i was like uhhh no sry bai and i walked away... all i could think was "HOLY SHET WHAT A FREAK" im like half his age... aiya... wow only one month to winterfan im sooo excited its mah first one EVER!! yayness!! well this times next month ill tell yooh all about it!!

question for the day: when you fall for sumone that supposedly has strong feelings for you and you confess your feelings to that special sumone, i mean fall so hard that living without them would make life not worth living, wouldn't you think that special sumone would show compassion and some affection back no matter the "circumstances"???

heylo ladies and gentomen hope all of you are doin grrrreat and if you aint dont worry things will get better... omg these past kuppo weeks hav been KUUUURRRR-AZZIE!! last week was exams and i bombed half of them >.< and soo like im gettin like a 2.0 and it was all gud kuz u only need a 2.0 to play softball but den im failing english and "supposedly" you kant be failing any "main" courses sooo uhh yea im on probation but i wont tell dem till laters and yea last week friday i accidently dropped my fone down the elevator shaft >.< that was stoopid of meeh but yea mah parents bought meeh a new fone today oooohh yea i got a hair cut yesterday its layyyurredd i derno its kyoote i guess not sexy anymore lol well im still heart broken but imma follow wot everyone keeps tellin meeh and ill move on... oh that reminds meeh mah psychiatrist seys im normal... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! nah jes playin but yea he jes told meeh i shouldnt hide my emotions and to tell ppo wen i feel overwhelmed... o.0 i guess he was right...k well ill ttyl luv ya bai

hey guys wots up?! well this quarter went by super duper fast!! duncha agree?! loads of stuff has happened but im way too lazy to explain... all i know is dat mah room is finally CLEAN!!! in the 4 years ive lived here its finally CLEAN! it "only" took like 3 or 4 days... (-.-') well gotta study tomorrows last day for exams!! gud luck everybody!!

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idk anymore

why is love so damn complicated?!