w0rds can explain how i feel rite noww... it's as if im juss tryin' to pretend nothing is happenin n this is just all a "bigdream". But, I kno I in reality, this is really happening. . u cared bout me so much u didnt evn wanna tll me about this really sad thing.. I told u I was gonna be strong & that I can handle what ever you was gonna tll me. I wanted to be strong for you. cuhz i love you. & if U are sad i wanna be there to try to get chu smilin' again but I just started tearin up. tearin up soo bad. . . The thing you told me, wasn't what i expected you would tll me. I nvr thot it would be about that. I nvr evr wanna lose u. u mean to much to mee n now i regret not tllin' u how i used to feel in the past.i juss hid it. well now u know. they say the ppl the closest to u , r the ones that hurt u the most. & its tru & thats y im hurtin' now. You're sucha good person. seriously. one of the only ppl that i know truly care aboutr me. you aint juss a friend, but a very good friend. we've beeeeeen thru so much together. . . you've been ther for me n i have done the saym for you. I kno that this mite not happen, but theirs a chance it will. Life is too short, & is unexpected. IT takes away the innnocent n the good & yet the ones that deserve too go away are still here. i love u & always will. if ur not here a part of me wont be either.ull always b in my heart & our memoriez will stay too. you'lllllll nvr be f0rgottennnnnnnn. . .................. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUU.
yayyy spring break :] There is so many things i wannna doo... --- lakewood mall --- cerritos mall --- iceskating --- take pictures wit gf --- pike --- bonfire --- m0vies --- party ---------------------- the thing that sucks is none of that is really planned. :/ & i hate plannin stuff. LOL. im lazy. :]
buht shoo i knoo the malll stuff // m0vies// pictures thats all funna happen f'shure :] but if any other mess is gettin' planned im down to chill. haha
buht blah im mad cuhz theirs so much hwww & mess to doo :[ x 8 page smo - dbq essay x bio spring break hw - japanese worksheeeeeets & redos. - Japanesed cpr project [[ mmm' needa make a movie a horror film ]] gonna be fun :] x tae bo report - stretchh for dance - extra credit for math [[read & book report]] & most imp0rtantly start studying for the ap us history testttttt!
"Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories .." "Love is just a word until u can find sUmone special who can give it a meaning. "
ohkaes alla of a sudden i just realized... that i needa start workin' harder n bring up my grades. . . i really despise the fact that in pace its as if one week is so hard . then easy then hard. its some bs.
well this is juss a reminder to mee..
monday// tuesday ;; history test chapters 25-27 monday afterschool;; math review tuesday afterschool;; history review tuesday//wednesday;; chapter ten math test wednesday;; step aerobics test wednesday afterschool;; japanese test wednesday//thursday;; english test thursday//friday;; bio test thursday afterschool; history review
hahaha today was a fun day. m0rnin' i woke up @ eightish' cuhz my mother was like lets go to the l'wood mall. n she thot the mall opened at eight n wen we got there it was still closed so we ewnt to mickey deez n ate food. & then we left the mall at like one. n thenn we went to go get a hair cut n omg we waited for like three hours to get this ugly hair cut that i hateeeeeeeeee so much. the only fun stuff was i ran into kristina loyola n we juss talked for like two hours. hahaha. while she was waitin' for her hairlights. n thenn after that i went home n took another shower . n then ading jazzy came ovr omg. it was so funny cuhz my mom wouldnt let me go. n so we were juss talkin' at first n then we washed a car n then my dad sayd he would take me n so we went shoppin' n we got to see nemo yaya i was so happy to see him. hes soo tall. n then we went on a secret mission to gamestop. hahaha. n we saw marty, andrew, and bryant there. n we bought sum jamba juie n went back to the car n we dropped off jazzy, and i ewnt home to do hw. yay. it was such a fun day. . . lately i havnet been homeeeeee for a long time. hahaha. n ooooooh. lookie wattttt my noseeee sent me..
haha can u finddd me? ill give u a hint, im wearing blueeeeee & i walk slow. LOL
