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Posted by: zZLaoGyrlZz Original: 11/14/2004 5:21 PM Views: 1 Comments: 12 eProps: 22 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

When people are asked what they want in life, they usually reply w/ "nice car, big house, or more money." But for me...it was different. When I was younger I didnt want any of that. I was lonely, so all I wanted was a best friend. I remember one night when I was about to go to sleep...I just started to pray to anyone or anything that would listen to me. In my mind I had said "please, I dont want anything that I've ever asked for in life. I'll take it all back if you can just give me a best friend." I didnt think my prayers would be answered...but years later...I actually did find someone who I could call a "best friend." I was so happy. I had thought that no matter what happened we would always be best friends. I guess I was being niave, cause everything started to change. We just started to drift further and further apart. It wasnt anyones fault...but I sometimes blame myself for the cause of this. I mean...when your best friend says that he/she is disappointed in you then how would you feel? Well...It makes me feel ashamed w/ myself. I know that I'm not suppose to feel bad unless I felt like I did something wrong, but maybe it's true. I guess I'm not a good friend or best friend.

Yeah...I know...this sounds soooo gay...but still...I rather say it now instead of holding it all inside.

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Hey Sheila, I know u r having a difficult time right now, and I know I’m probably not the right person to talk to about. But sometimes life is not always picture perfect. That will be just too easy. But I know u r a strong person and I know u will get through this. So cheer up and enjoy life because it is way too short to be sad all the time. Take care!

Micah

Posted 11/14/2004 5:49 PM by cHiNeZeXqT - reply

omg..wtf...how the hell did micah hack into my freakin xanga!! wtf!!! blah...but anywayz..babe..you're a good friend to mee..cheer up boo..everyone has their faultz every now and then..and no relationship is perfect..just rememba that..enuff said *mwahZ* i love you

Posted 11/14/2004 8:26 PM by cHiNeZeXqT - reply

Girl it's ok, everything will be ok. You'll get through this. I'm here for ya :heartbeat: all you gotta do is holla. :)

Posted 11/14/2004 9:20 PM by shniggie - reply

WOW! You have so much depth!! i'm SHOCKED SHARKIE! Or should i say, STANKY!!! HAHAHA, i'm just kidding, i'm not shocked at all! But that sucks for yah...I HONESTLY do NOT think you could EVER be a bad friend, not only cuz i've seen how you are with your friends but also based on the fact that you said you used to pray for a best friend...that says a whole lot about who you are ;)

You know what? I used to feel bad about not having friends when i was a kid too, i used to cry about it cuz nobody liked me, HAHAHAH! So guess what i did?? I said, SCREW THEM, who needs friends anyways! HAHAHA, j'k, i'm feeding you with bad advice ;) Friends are important but they always come and go...i suggest getting a teddy bear or a lesbian one-night-stand =P

Hakuna matata,

Caroline =D

Posted 11/14/2004 10:43 PM by chubbiwubby - reply

hey miss THING! what is up! =) aww girl, well i know we were never tight..shoot we prolly saw each other a total of 5 times when i was at GMU and then when i wanted to get to know u better i had to move to this nasty ass side of the country. but i can tell u one thing.. from what i've seen in you i know that you'll make a good friend to anyone! You're smile is contagious and u're always sweet so keep that head up and don't ever think other wise =)

TAKE CARE!

Christine

Posted 11/15/2004 12:50 AM by bebiteeny - reply

The best thing to do is to sit down face to face with that person and to tell them in the eye of what's on your mind. And then listen to what they've got to say and give them a big hug. Well, I feel like Dr. Phil, I'm gonna go away now. :)

Posted 11/15/2004 1:05 AM by FlexAppeal - reply

Hey babe I kno u are goin through sum tough time rite now but life is full of ups and downs...and I bet everythin is gonna go rite again soon! me n rest of the FLAVAs are here for u anytime 24/7!!:heartbeat:

Posted 11/15/2004 4:15 PM by aznswtee5 - reply

Heyyyy i'm soooo sorry hun....but i'm sure the other person is hurt by it very much too, and i think u guys should try and work things out...its cuz u two are really stubborn and got too much pride to say anything? Not unless u've moved on and found someone better than i have no other comments:nono: but i really hope u two can still be atleast friends and talk...you've shared too much to just let go. Sheesh this sounds like a love triangle or something. But i love u both still no matter what.

Posted 11/15/2004 7:03 PM by KaThY00 - reply

wow...sounds stressful...i hope u get thru...i know you will get through...don't be discourage...friendship is a precious thing...don't let it go or else u might regret it...take care c-ya around! bye babe! -hoalai

Posted 11/18/2004 8:36 PM by LiLxPuCcAx - reply