zZOOOooooey's Xanga

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 21:00:43 GMT

Experience the question and the answer will come to you

Being spontaneous.

Friday, August 31, 2007

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 02:00:33 GMT

if you really cared, you would try. i can tell that it's not the same. by the tone of your voice, by the questions you don't ask anymore. it makes me wonder...is this even worth it? i think it's better if we just left it the way that it is now instead of pretending, because i think we both know that there's just no point. sooner or later this too shall pass, and we'll both be happier no longer pretending that neither of us can see the elephant that is sitting in the room.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 04:22:03 GMT

i don't ask for much. but sometimes i just need you to be there just because you want to, not because i asked you to.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 23:08:43 GMT

i don't want to have any regrets once may comes around. i want to laugh as much as possible, feel as much as possible, do as much as i can to make things alright, and try as many things possible, so that if i ever come back, i won't feel like i cheated myself out of something that could have been.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 18:29:41 GMT

spaghetti. i really miss my mom's radioactive spaghetti.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 00:02:02 GMT

you know you go to a weird school when you go and do laundry, and then some random guy you don't know sneaks up behind you and tickles you.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 18:41:58 GMT

sometimes you think that the world will stop when something bad happens. but then you realize that the world still keeps going, and that it won't stop--no matter how bad things get.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 21:21:38 GMT

"we can't see each other anymore. i'm ruining your life."

and then she walked away---without looking back..without even wondering what would happen tomorrow..the next day..7 months later..if she should happen to run into him again.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 05:20:08 GMT

sometimes the best thing you can do is to forgive them. even if it means that you'll have no reason to be mad at them anymore, no reason to hold onto everything that happened in the past. it's for the best. you're freeing them, and somehow, that frees you from thinking and agonizing about what could have been.

controlled chaos.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:44:08 GMT

you're trapped, but only because you're making yourself trapped...