i think something is starting and i sorta like it ... and him :)

rose parade here i come!

i am completely exhausted!

UGH!  i feel so out of it most of the time.  basically i go through the motions.  there is so much to do with work, school, and then practicing.  i feel like i am not living up to my expectations even though people are telling me that i am.  i just hope i do well this saturday and get alot of rest prior to it as well.

college is the major point in our lives where we learn TIME MANAGEMENT!!!!

                     <3lizy

this summer ... what can i say about it?  perhaps  it was pretty insane towards the end.

i made the feature twirler position at pasadena city college.  i can't describe how amazing it is.  i have so much to do though.  i don't know how i am going survive until november......

i have alot to live up to; and big shoes to fill.  i hope i exceed expectations :)

         lizy

Hi there.

fourth of july just ended :[

it's been over a month and i've missed this piece of shit.

I'M DONE!  with highschool.  muahaha.  it was a great last week.  now it's just basically going to be work, work, and work for the next three months.  cha-ching!

only one emothional breakdown got to me in this month of my absence.  not fun at all = |  i'm just getting really drained somedays and i ache all over.  i'll withstand it.  i always do.

my eighteenth birthday is coming up on the twenty fourth.  woot!  and pretty soon will be going to the bahamas.  I CAN'T WAIT!  i think the trip will change my light on certain things.  maybe i might even be less bitchy.  hehe.

well ... i guess i should go watch a movie since i can't seem to go to sleep.

see ya later alligator c[:P

<3lizy

i fell.  hard.  i can't even explain it.

i love my friends.  they were there for me through the night and picked me back up.

today was bomb.  i really don't care about homework anymore.  screw it all.  i keep staying up late and falling asleep in all of my classes.  i'm bringing my camera to school tomorrow to preserve all of my memories.  i really can't wait.  i know i might cry and i hate that.

4 days left.  who knew it would come?

yearbooks will be out on friday.  i can't even sum up what i want to say to all my friends in one little section of the yearbook.  it's going to be tough.

i'll miss them.

<3lizy