i'm SO sick of studying.

but luckily finals are next week, which means no more studying for like 6 months!  Awoot!

FYI...in case anyone still reads this old thing...I'm considering moving to Florida with Hector.  I don't know.  Haven't really thought that much about it, but it sitting in the back of my mind.

Florida or Colorado.  I'm not happy here anymore.  I don't have any friends.  I don't like my school.  I dunno....I'm really just putting off study for another few minutes.....

I thought this whole introspective, figure-out-who-you-are, annoying, life-crisis bullshit would end eventually. I guess I was wrong.....

I like being at home...In my own little apartment with my cats and my stuff and my comfort. They say that is a common quality for cancers.
I like when people want to be here with me.....but it seems like the only people who do already live here (or are my boyfriend.)
I guess I don't really have any friends anymore...and I can understand why. No one's doing the same stuff as me. School is still my number one priority and it doesn't seem like many of my old friends understand that. I never call people back. I've never been very good at that. I'm not very good at showing up places, like bars and parties, but i don't really enjoy just getting all trashed up all the time anymore....
I wish I knew how to be friends with people. All of my friends just go away eventually. It's always happened that way. I don't really know how to do things differently. Someone likes me for a while, then my life changes again, and the people that used to mean SO MUCH to me don't change with me, so they just go away.

I'm not trying to be sad or emo, I just wish that I could figure myself out

But I don't have time for that

I have to study...