| do u think u would write in xanga if no one saw what u wrote wouldnt that be called a diary or a journal i honestly wouldnt write in here if no one one read them im gonna do a stream of consciousness lol i miss enlgish last year, i wish i had the good english this year despite everyone saying its boring, i wonder what woulda happened if i took more ap classes, i should really do my psych review so i might be able to go to open swim tomorrow, i wonders whos goin to open swim, man ill have math homework, i hope she was busy, i hope shell acknowledge that, i hope this break will be diferent, (these next parts of my stream of conciousness are to be censored because K.A. asked me too), i saw alot of ppl at the mall, she likes him alot, i wonder y they rnt goin out yet, does he really like her?, hes a nice guy, id hang out w/ him, havnt hung out w/ johan in a long time, he was w/ ashley the other night, i wonder how thats gonna work out in the future, i realize alot of my stream of consciousness is worring about the future, should stop that, did i spell conscious right, i like this stream of conscioussness idea, props to neibauer, hows he doin, hes a good guy, do i really think that about her?, the "beep" rnt so bad, i just edited that lol, i didnt realy laugh when i wrote "lol", this is getting kinda long, but i like it, its clearing my mind, but i feel somethin clouding up the back of it lol, i actually kinda giggled there cause that sounds goofy, "clouding up my mind", wtf lol, i like this song thats playing right now, reminds me of freshmen year, i remember more of freshmen year than sophemore, i regret that, i dont want regrets, how long should this be, i see mr. jenson around alot, hes a good guy and a good teacher, im sad he left, im sad ill get a shitty english teacher this year, if someone reads this whole thing u deserve a hug, what if someone thinks i just want hugs lol, what do i care, thats kinda gay sounding "deserving a hug", my cat is annoying but it likes me, i can apply that to real life, ppl r gonna wonder if some of these things r connected or if im making a general statment w/o names, im bad at typing, i fuck up alot, i said fuck in my head, do i have a dirty mind?, im typing fast though, ive typed this whole thing in like 3 min, ive almost taken up the whole box, the song is ending now, it reminds me of the beginning of romeo and julliet, modest mouse has some weird songs, my itunes is on shuffle, y does my cat like sitting on that radio, i hate that my sister doesnt clean up, i want my mom to come back, ppl r gonna read that and feel bad for me, i want to erase it, im not gonna becasue i doubt theyll read that far, and its a stream of consiousness so i cant, otherwise it would be not a true one, turtle, bryce said he had a turtle, it ran away when he went to hockey, i had a frog once, it ran away too, then my parents told me they let it go when i was older, i always wondered how it got out of a closed jar, thats when we had the cat w/ leukemia, did i spell that write, i want to be intelligent, lol who doesnt lol, i write lol w/o laughing alot, my cats dingler thinger on their collar dings alot, some ppl think its funny when i say "dinger thinger", i put that comma after the quotations, thats grammatically incorrect, wow i really like this stream of conscousness things, ben folds is on now, theres a song called zac and sarah by him lol, rachel reminded me the other day, i like her, shes cool, as a friend though, i wrote that for ppl that might actually read this, i heard she drinks, thats not cool, im gonna stop now cause johan imed me and broke my stream of conscousness i commend u if u read that i dont remember half of it already o well have fun ppl that made me feel better but better from what i dont no lol --zac |
