zach_the_man's Xanga

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 01:17:46 GMT

yea its been a couple of months so i thought i would update...just got back from georgia...pretty fun... car ride down there was freakin nuts but i handled it...by sleepin half way there...hehe..ok well im gunna go..oh yea im probably not gunna be on much this month cuz of two a days starting for football...not to mention i have work everyother day...yippe not

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Tue, 30 May 2006 00:53:32 GMT

there i updated...ok i think im done with xanga...sorry, but ill still check in from time to time...lata

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 00:47:49 GMT

i didnt see it coming. i never thought it would happen. i thought all the signs were rite, i guess not. where did i go wrong? why does this have to happen now, a good time in my life. guess i was wrong. just to think that it happened one week ago, just a lil over. i feel sick to my stomach now. it feels horrible, a hundred knives ripping and tearing and shredding at my heart. once again, another hole. one big HUGE hole that wasnt supposed to be there, wasnt supposed to happen. why do i feel like this though, i mean, it was over a long time ago, but it happened last weekend. well wat do i do now with the ring?? do i keep it and wear it or do i keep it and not wear it, or do i throw it away and feel like shit for the rest of my life?? well who cares, i guess she dont. just to think that we got married on march 18 2006 and today march 27 2006 i find out that she is going out with someone. WE WERE MARRIED!!! i guess its over now. well i see her on saturday... wat to do wat to do? i dont kno. i have to go. this is killing me having to write this cuz i never thought this would happen again, never thought it would be like this.
peace out

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 23:54:43 GMT

ok here i updated. new news I GOT MARRIED how bout that ppl didnt see that comin did u??? yea ring and everything. i even got down on one knee and yea the whole thing, no vows though, forgot that. but we plan on goin to mexico for our honeymoon. so that should be fun, i got married on 3/18/2006 at a bowling alley to the love of my life. so mark that down in yur record books. oh yea and my birthday is on 3/22 so u better leave me comments on the 22 or else yur not a good friend of mine, unless i say so. haha well for those ppl who go to my skool, u better put thing mobobbers or wat ever on my locker...unless u dont have time. ok now leave me comments.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 01:19:03 GMT

well heres a story for u to read. boring but xciting. 17 days and counting.... counting to what????

ok, the weekend is over, sunday afternoon, my dad, nikki and i are all in my dads truck driving to the halfway point where my dad drops us off to our mom. everything is goin fine, havin a fun time, then all of a sudden, we see flashing lights ahead cuz there was an accident. so we are behind this one van and the guy freakin slows down to like 40 mph, on a 70mph highway, and the accident was in the merridan.so my dad slows down and shuts off his cruise control and waits for the idiot to speed up again so my dad can pass him. but there was a semi on the other side of us. so my dad finally gets a chance to pass him and wen he does so, he accelerates (duh, thats wat yur supposed to do) well there was a hill and once we got to the top of the hill, my dads truck like started shaking. the engine was shaking, and the truck was losing speed and were like what the heck? im lookin out the back window wo see if we are droppin liquid or engine parts and we finally pull over about another mile down the road and the engine is just totally dead, it wont click. and the weird thing was is b4 that happened, we were talking about auto safety, like speed limits and crap like that.well it was just kinda messed up that were talkin about auto safety and my dads motor dies.so where like a mile away from the exit that were supposed to get off to meet my mom. so that frustrated us, not to mention that both nikki and me have to use the bathroom. so we called my mom and everything and then a cop passes by and i yell at him bcuz he didnt stop to see if we were ok like hes supposed to.but in the end the cop did a u turn and came bak and my mom got there finallyand my dad came home with us soo he could use my moms car to go home and use it for the rest of the week and crap like that.but we stopped at the gas station first so all of us could go to the bathroom. haha. well i just thought it was funny cuz here we are talking about auto safety and then my dads engine dies, hah yur supposed to laugh. thats it the end

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 16:56:17 GMT

hey, well its been a while since i updated. umm..nothin really happened much in skool, except for friday. i got detention from mr hawes for shooting v darts. then on saturday, busy day. got up at like 9 , picked up nikkis bf and then with a full car, headed west for bowling. it actually felt good to get there early.haha. got there and got my stuff ready to bowl, and then everybody started comin. well i bowled ok, im still in surviver. talked to Cat....alot. umm....had fun and i wanted it to last, u kno, b with my friends. but the really bad part was that everytime ryan went up to bowl, i was left all alone with the girls....didnt bother me much, since cat was one of them. haha. after bowling, we went to this one dudes house so my parents could do their tax thingys. fell asleep on the guys floor, and his dog woke me up by licking my hand.then after that, we went to balmoral park...the race track in crete for ppl who dont kno. met my grandpa there, and then we went up to the dinner place they have there, awesome buffet, not alot, but awesome. omg, the freakin dessert table looked sooo freakin good. but i only got one piece of cake. then we went and got a booth so we could watch the races. there were 14 races and we only stayed for 10 i think. i only won once race, and that was the very first race. and the guy i picked, everyone else picked so he was favorite so i only won $3.60. so it sucked, but i had fun, we all did, and then bob and sam came up, theyre getting married in august. theyre kool ppl. and then today im goin up to south bend with my parents. and then im free for the rest of the day. well leave me some comments. lata. although i wish cat woulda been there with me at balmoral

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 23:59:10 GMT

happy valentines day, but its sad for me bcuz im single. i could have a gf here in plymouth but no one seems rite, well anyway, here u go, i found this quiz on my friends site, so i give credit to her.(Cat) respond to it cuz i wanna see wat u girls say about me

Valentines Day Game
This is called the V-DAY GAME
Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people send you saying if your...

~[A] OK
~~[B] Pretty/Cute
~~~[C] Hottie
~~~~[D] Gorgeous
~~~~~[E] Amazingly Beautiful
~~~~~~[F] Take you home in a second
~~~~~~~[G] I'd marry you right now
~~~~~~~~[H] Id Hit it
~~~~~~~~~[I] All of the above
~~~~~~~~~~[J] None of the above

~Dont be scared to repost this or your too afraid to see what ppl REALLY think of you~ V-DAY GAME

well dont forget to read my old post. the one post b4 this and then leave me a comment on this post to let me kno wat u think about it. happy v day. have fun and leave me some comments.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 23:41:26 GMT

i have a story for u guys to hear..on superbowl sunday, a girl called this guy. theyve been friends for a while and dated a couple times b4 too. well, this guy loved this girl soo much that he talked to her and her best friend during the second and third quarter and the half time show. during the superbowl.since everyone was bugging him, he went into his parents bathroom. and he talked to this girl and her best friend. every time he heard her voice he felt like he was in heaven, and everytime she gave the phone to her friend, he fell but was caught b4 he could hit earth again. and finally during halfway through the third quarter, he built up the courage to finally ask out this girl. she paused for a minute then sed yes. that had done it, he was in heaven and was never gunna fall down bak to earth ever again. well they made up this crazy idea that they would last for four years and never break up inbetween those four years. and finally he had to go. so happy as ever, he went bak to the game. on monday he talked to her on the computer and then left. tuesday the same thing. everytime telling he told her that he loved her, that they would be together forever. well on wednesday he didnt go online so he didnt talk to her. and on that same day, she went to the movies with her best friend. her best friend brought her boyfriend, and her bf brought a friend. well his friend sat next to the girl who had been taken for three days. and she talked to him and she turned her head toward him. and she was soo beautiful that he kissed her. she didnt mean for it to happen, but it did. and the rest in history. well that did the poor soul in. however, he didnt kno this so and thursday, he brought the picture she gave to him of her to show all the ppl at his skool and to tell them that she was soo awesome. well he didnt kno what was in store for him that nite. so on thursday nite. they talk again. and he notices that she doesnt seem the same. so he asks her wats wrong, she resonds nothing. he called her a liar and she sed so...i dont kno how to tell u. and he asked her if it was over. she sed no. well he had to go eat dinner and then wen he got bak, she told him the story. that she went to the movies and this guy kissed her. he responded with " now do u believe me that yur beautiful " well after a while of talking she told him that there was something else. she told him that she liked that same guy a lot and that he could be there for her. well this guy who she was dating was crushed. he didnt kno how to respond except by saying that he understood.which he did. he lived 130 miles away. there was no way he could be there for her. and that was it. it was over. she kept apologizing and he couldnt understand why she kept apologizing wen it was his fault that he couldnt b there for her. after that , he thought " from 4 years, to 4 days " from sunday to thursday. he counted it officially from monday february 6 to february 9. thats four days if u think about it. monday to thursday.

well here is that poor guy... once again... heart broken, but hes used to it. so once again..single and living. if u wanna guess who the girl is, go ahead. well thats basically it. rough nite..dont u think? well leave me a comment, and dont feel bad about it. any one!!!

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 00:41:28 GMT

ok i just feel like writing this cuz its kinda true. why do girls have to be soo hard to understand. i mean, i kno wat i want from a girl but im just not sure if its rite for me. i want a girl who isnt picky but knos what she wants. i want a girl who will stay on the phone for an extra minute or two just so i can hear her voice once more before she has to go. i want a girl that will give me a picture of her for me to alwyas have and cherish. i want and want and want but i cant get. if this makes any sense to any of u, know u kno how i feel. so why are girls soo hard to understand? isnt there any one girl out there that is rite for me? and if u do, tell them to give me a call. well thats it..i think, well anyway, this isnt directed out to anyone so yur all safe, i just wanted to get this off my shoulders. leave some comments. i think i mite make a myspace..idk yet

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 00:16:33 GMT

umm..wow..long time since i last updated.not a lot has happened but enough to make and entry. well last week i got my first ever thursday skool. big pimpin. its really stupid. you have to sit in a room for two hours after skool and stay busy the whole time. yippe! not. then i went to my dads house on friday. didnt feel too good wen i got home from skool and it took us a while to get to my dads house cuz we had to keep pulling over so i could......well u kno...... yea. felt like crap and then on saturday i was feeling better so i went to bowling..actually i demanded to go to bowling. i only get to go twice a month basically. even though i couldnt see straight i still went. as soon as i walk in the door my name is being called over the intercom saying that i have to go up to the front counter and i got up there just to find out that i got bowling awards, that i left at my dads house by the way.umm..well i bowled worth crap so i went and talked to ppl...cat tori and steph to be exact..most of the time. so i talked to them in between frames and everything. ok, two weeks ago wen i was last there i got cat to say something she never says, i got her to say sorry. well this week she gave me a picture of her!!!!! totally caught me by surprise..and im really happy too.so now i feel bad bcuz i missed her birthday and now she gives me a picture of her and i dont have anything for her. well then b4 she left, she told me to call her later that nite!!!! once again...caught me by surprise... well i called her and im not gunna talk about that... but she sed she would call me back and she never did..so im gunna have a talk with her on how to dial ppls numbers to call them bak. but then i came home on sunday and watched some football....steelers won, i wanted denver, but seattle won i didnt reallly care about that game. i got on the computer and did some hw for today and then i went to bed..thats it. umm..talked to tori and steph b4 i went to bed too... umm...got cat a picture of me in return. thats it.

why am i feeling all of these mixed emotions about her...should i risk it again..or is it not a risk?? well idk yet, but im tempted