xanga is done! forever! its all done! i think ixanga is just a monster eating my life away! well just think about it all were doing is wasting our lives trying to learn everything about everyone else. man im done! just like xanga!

Currently Playing What It Is to Burn By Finch what it is to burn see related

so today was fun and so was last night i was over at ay's and we hung out till like 4 it was fun we talked about all kinds of stuff and we slept in this one room and it was like so cold that night but then in the morning it was like eighty degrees dont u just hate that? but oh well then today me and kyler raked leaves and stuff and we jumped in the leaf pile and that was cool. but while we were doing it i was listening to my mp3 player and i heard like so many awesome songs. but yea i kinda went crazy on lyrics today but oh well:

Open up my eyes,
Flooded with daylight.
Another sleepless night turns color black and white.

With all the things I've said,
There is just regret.
Repeating in my head.

Hands into a fist,
Static in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face with lonliness.

What did I expect?
Did I see forever
in you?

I never wanted it to hurt
more than it should.
I hope your satisfied,
I never could.

Time to close my eyes
Forget about this mess.
Tried to fix this tragic loss of innocence.

But how can I forget,
The things I haven't done.
When everything is dead?

With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
With my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?
with my hands around your neck
who will stop me now?

WHO WILL STOP ME!? (WHO WILL STOP ME NOW!?)

Can't you see that you left me
here on my own.
Give me one good reason why I should let go now....

man thats a good one

I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same
Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame
Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said
“Love is like a role that we play.”

But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
It’s getting away from you again
While you’re chasin’ ghosts

I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same
Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame
Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said
“Love is like a role that we play.”

But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
It’s getting away from you again
While you’re chasin’ ghosts

Just bend the pieces ‘till they fit
Like they were made for it
But, they weren’t meant for this
No, they weren’t meant for this

Just bend the pieces ‘till they fit
Like they were made for it
But, they weren’t meant for this

Chasin’ the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
It’s getting away, away, away, away from you again

Chasin’ the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
It’s getting away from you again
While you’re chasin’ ghosts

oh another good one

Worms of the earth, rise in numbers
A silent night brings them upon us
Rising from the soil to torment the living
Torment the living

Gentlemen, our faith is wounded
And yes, we are wounded too
They’ve come out from the swamp
But we, we stand on both legs

They will roll over and over and over again
And another lonely pacifist lying in the sun
There is no ground control... MAYDAY!

Breathe not a word of this
Quiet, quiet confidence
The time has come to face this
We all must bear witness

The world will roll over and over and over again
And another lonely pacifist dying in the sun
I will not watch this
I will not watch this all come down

Careful boy, careful...
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster!

Hey girl, you’ve got a smart way about you
that makes me wish that
that I was smart enough for you.

Hey girl, you’ve got a fine laugh,
and I think that I could get used to that.
And you’re already used to laughing at me.

So what if your friends think I’m crazy, well
I wasn’t trying to impress those girls anyway.
They’re all theory, no action,
and where I’m from we live
like it’s the latest attraction.

Hey girl, you’ve got a short fuse,
and I’ve got designs on lighting you up,
and setting you off,
and watching you burn for me.

The world lives for the weekend
Well, I'll watch as my weeks
bleed right into them
Without a line to divide what is theirs
and what is mine

So what if your friends think I’m crazy, well
I wasn’t trying to impress those girls anyway.
They’re all theory, no action,
and where I’m from we live
like it’s the latest attraction.

And go on, go on, your cruel intentions
Won't solve your problems,
everyone’s gotta get bottom
bottomed out in the long run
and those are the times you need love.

wow all kinds of lyrics....

so tell me whats the price to pay for glory?

Currently Playing So Impossible By Dashboard Confessional So impossible see related

band is fun. really really fun. we had practice again and it was good. we have some crazy songs like this one arabian one. its pretty crazy. but yea i played ddr agai today im getting better. someday im gonna be like the chinese people who play it. cuz they are just awesome. but its gonna take hours and hours of training and years of dedication. but im gonna do it. well thats all for now but heres some new lyrics i know theyre dashboard but theyre good

So she says
"Everyone's going to the party,
won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend?
I'd be so pleased to see you
out of the classroom wearing the smile that I'll bring you.
I was hoping to learn a few things like..
Do you do you like dishing the dirt
on the whole class &
talking the big smack &
playing the fool &
wearing all of the latest fashions
or bucking the new trends
wearing your old threads.
If you like coffee in the evening.
These are a few things that I'd like to know
that I'd like to know"

So I said...
"I've been scheduled to work but I'll call in
and my friend isn't busy
he'd be happy to join me
and maybe my friend
and your friend
will hit it off or maybe we will?"

I'm dying to know
do you do you like dreaming of things
so impossible or only the practical
or ever the wild or waiting through all your bad bad days
just to end them with
someone you care about
and do you like making out
and long drives and brown eyes
and guys that just
don't quite fit in
yeah do you like them
So yes, I'll see you there

ill see you there. peace

well hello there i trust everyone had a merry christmas as i did. and i hope everyone got everything they wanted even though most of you didnt. but thats okits not about recieving right? its about giving well at least to a point but everyone likes gifts. yea i got this awesome ddr game its like the coolest thing ever. i just got done playing it and im like sweating. what a workout. but yea i went to texarkana to see jacob and he was doing ok for all of you out there who were wonderin. i had somelaughs in texarkana to many to put down on this iste and that was only the first day. but yea i noticed that its really hard not to say texarkana when you have to use it u cant use like a pronoun in place of it u just have to say it you just wanna scream it out wih every ounce of your being...not really but kinda. but yea today was a fun day i went and saw my uncle preach at Witcher and that was cool but they called him Dr. brett selby and for some reason when they said that i started laughing i dont know why i think its just cuz i always call him uncle brett not doctor. but oh well. thats all for now but i leave you with some new favorite lyrics  

Man to man is so unjust, children:
Ya don't know who to trust.
Your worst enemy could be your best friend,
And your best friend your worse enemy.

Some will eat and drink with you,
Then behind them su-su 'pon you.
Only your friend know your secrets,
So only he could reveal it.
And who the cap fit, let them wear it!
Who the cap fit, let them wear it!
Said I throw me corn, me no call no fowl;
I saying, "Cook-cook-cook, cluk-cluk-cluk."

Some will hate you, pretend they love you now,
Then behind they try to eliminate you.
But who Jah bless, no one curse;
Thank God, we're past the worse.
Hypocrites and parasites
Will come up and take a bite.
And if your night should turn to day,
A lot of people would run away.
And who the stock fit let them wear it!
Who the (cap fit) let them (wear it)!

And then a-gonna throw me corn,
And then a-gonna call no fowl,
And then a-gonna "Cook-cook-cook, cluk-cluk-cluk."
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[Instrumental break]
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Some will eat and drink with you,
Then behind them su-su 'pon you, yeah!
And if night should turn to day, now,
A lot of people would run away, yeah!
And who the cap fit, let them wear it!
Who the cap fit, let them wear it!
Throw me corn, me no call no fowl;
A-saying: "Cook-cook-cook, cluk-cluk-cluk."
... : "Cook-cook-cook, cluk-cluk-cluk."
Throw me corn (cook-cook-cook);
Me call no fowl (cluk-cluk-cluk)