WEll what up kiddos!?!?!?

Im suspended for the next 4 days for skipping and being disruptive in class or some shit like that...this sux major ass you would think i would take this oppertunity to do some community service and i would but when every place you call that you know does that kinda shit says no we dont do it, it sucks...W.E. dude its B.S. and my parents think i havent tried even though i have they still think i havent cuz they think i havent tried hard enough when ive been denied 4 to 5 times and the other places are when im in school....this sux really bad i have less than a month to get this shit done and i can get it done but i need to find a place that does it first...Anyways im out for now theres nothign else to talk about but me and Courtney and you guys dont need details on me and her....

WEll whats up guys?????  Today was the last time the "crew" all saw eachother and was an actuall crew...This is because Chrystina is leaving for the Air Force tomaro...and incase you didnt know thats Courtney's sister soo that going to affect our relationship a little bit too...i say this because i know that im going to have to be here for Courtney now more than ever because she is loosing the most important person in her life basically her main support system soo this is where i have to shine and show her that im actually here for her like i say i am...This is going to be hard on everyone Courtney, Tim,Emmie, Me, Gwenni, Kevie everyone who was close to her...All i can say is best of wishs to Chrystina all of everyones love is with you when your gone and when your not...

But off that depressing subject Friday me Ryan Lucky Adam and Frankie all went out to richie and chilled for a while watched like 2 races before the cops came and broke evreything up and then on Saturday i went to Chryss's going away party nd that didnt turn out to planned by the time evrything was done but for the time being it was good...Then on Sunday me Ryan Adam Ryan's Boyfriend and Courtney went to Capitol to watch the races there and see what the best times Ryan and Adam could get out of their cars before we all start woring on them and Building them up so it was fun...The best part of that day was the Fact that Courtney came with me so i could show her what my life is all about other than her...It was soo much effin fun i cant wait till Capitol opens on fridays...but yea today and tomaro are going to be the pretty much suck ass days ive had just about all  year soo...well im gunna go chill and wait for courtney to call me after they're done goin out to eat and everything...

Chryss best wishs in evrything you do!!!

WEll whats up...theres not alot going on here i just cant sleep right now im soo not tired...  but these past 2 months have been the best months of my life...i have the most perfect girl in the world...nothing could make me happier then i amright now...im on a cloud high in the mountains and its as if theres nothing that could make me come back down to earth like theres nothign that could bother me...i love this girl so much shes the first thing on my mind when i wake up and the lat thig on my mind before i fall asleep at night and shes my everything in between...i finally found the one i've been longing for..the one who gives to me what ive given to her and showen me that love really exsists and that a good g/f is actually out there...not one that takes and doesnt give too much back but equally everything is equal...My dad told me once that you get what you are and since ive stopped doing some things and matured a little bit more i know exactly what he's talking about and thats because Courtney has opened my eyes to a new world...Theres a few good things that come along with courtney besides just her..My parents liek her alot and her parents like me alot we get along so great we can talk about everything even the things that noone know besides me and ryan and now courtney...and i hate to be away from her and when im with her im not thinking abotu anything but her and even if we were just togeather i miss her as soon as she leaves my sight...I know thats kinda crazi but we both feel that way and nothing that happens can change the way we feel....and just the simple fact that we both feel the same way and she gives me everything that ive been looking for in a girl is just well there is no words for it its just soo great...its a state of bliss and nirvana thats all that i can say...

Courtney if your reading this baby i love you soo much you've taken me to a place i've never been before and i wish to remain there with you because you bring so much into my life...

Well whats new with all of you?? nothin too much here i had court today and the only thinig that happened was i got a continuous case, which means i have to do good in school and go everyday and then i have to do anything my parents say so its basically like unmanned probahtion...But yea i also have to do 80 hours of community service by may 1st which i can knock out in about 2 weeks and then i gotta get pissed tested which is fine with me... but yea thats basically all thats happend today besides the fact im with my baby right now havin a good time soo this V-day is somewhat better than last year givin the circumstances of things....well happy V-day ppl!!!!