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| ...Hey guys,
I know it's been a while since I've last written but things have been pretty hectic in my life. SOOOO many different things have been going on and I am soooo overwhelmed and lost.
EVERY LITTLE THING
I saw her yesterday
And I never felt a feeling like the one I felt today
And now she's taking over me
I've never met anyone like you
Cause I never could find the words to write you
She's been on my mind (she's working overtime)
She's got perfect reasons
Says she loves to talk to Jesus
I think I believe her when she says
Life can be so simple if we'd all just learn to pray
She's got every little thing I wanted
And it still feels just like the day it started
I'll say goodbye to the broken-hearted
And I could never express the way I felt before tonight
She sits there all alone
She's reading from a chapter that she sometimes calls her own
And now she's taken over me
This girl I once rejected
Has now become the girl of my dreams
She's got every little thing I wanted
And it still feels just like the day it started
I'll say goodbye to the broken-hearted
And I could never express the way I felt before tonight
She's not an ordinary girl
I can see it in her eyes
I'm just an ordinary boy
God must have heard my prayers last night
She's been on my mind (she's working overtime)
She's got perfect reasons, says she loves to talk to Jesus
I think I believe her when she says
Life can be so simple if we'd all just learn to pray
Every little thing I wanted
And it still feels just like the day it started
So say goodbye to the broken-hearted
And I could never express the way I felt before tonight
She's not an ordinary girl
I can see it in her eyes
I'm just an ordinary boy
God must have heard my prayers last night
I NEED YOU TO LOVE ME
Why, why are You still here with me,
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run
And hide myself there
But its here I see the truth
I don't deserve You
But I need You to love me,
And I, I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me
I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
Cuz You're a God who has all things
And still You want me
And I need You to love me,
And I, I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been
Oh, oh
And I need You to love me, yeah
I need You to love me, yea-ee-yea
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me...yeah
I need you to...
Oh, oh... oh, oh...
Love me...love me...
These are two songs I heard on my way to school this morning. I have heard both of them a million times but for some reason they really touched my heart this morning and I had to post them. I probably won't be posting on here for a while. I need to find the direction in which God wants me to go and that my require me to spend my time else where but I don't really know at this point. So guys just pray for me. And to those of you who have been with me through thick and think all I can say is THANKS!!!!!! You don't know how much it means to me.
God Bless,
Zach
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| life + things = unfairSooo all I have to say is that right now I am really pissed, upset, and discouraged. Why is it that just when you think things are going to work out the way you want them to they go the opposite way and make you want to punch a hole in the wall. My life has been like that the last few days.
AND another thing. Why the do parents/everyone else think that they can still tell you what to do. I mean come on most of us are coming up to the age of 21 where we want our independence. We are becoming our own person and don't want to be molded after our parents or what is society thinks is acceptable any more. We want to do our own things and make our own choices. If we make a bad choice we learn from the mistake and go on with our business. Am I the only one that feels this way? Is it wrong for me to feel this way because I don't think so. | | |
| me oh my...So...we have had yearbook retreat and yearbook training and both went amazingly well. I think our staff is very dedicated and they all seem to get along with each other (hopefully that won't change). We have set our deadlines for the year and already have our staff working on assignments for our first deadline. So all in all yearbook is going great!!!
Life is going okay....I of course am back at Olivet and I am NOT wanting to start classes at all!!!! I won't lie I am def missing my friends back home. It's strange after being with them for so long just not seeing them. You wouln't think it would be a big deal I mean this isn't the first time I have been the first one to leave home to head off to school, but I still miss them A LOT!!!! I am also a bit frustrated with different aspects of my life that I really don't care to talk about here...lol. Oh well, I guess there's not much I cando about it. I hope everyone has a great weekend.
God Bless,
Zach | | |
| New Year...Well a new school year is starting and I must say I am excited about it. I am not excited about starting classes again BUT I am excited to get started with yearbook and to see all my friends again. Jayme, Abby, and I have already been working on getting things together for our retreat which is next Thursday and things have been a little hectic but not bad. I have a really good feeling about yearbook this year (hopefully it won't fail me). We seem to have a good staff that I feel seems way more dedicated than last years but we'll see.
I guess I might need to give an update on how my life is going since it has been so long since I last posted. It really hasn't been to exciting. Right after school was done me and three of my closests friends from high school went to New Orleans to pick up Faith (my best friend since I don't even know when). That was an interesting yet fun trip. I also went to Atlanta at the end of July to visit Bekah. One of my best friends from school. I had a blast and it was good just to relax after working all summer. I helped my preacher back home with his landscaping business and it was not as much fun as I had hoped. Yes, I learned a lot of new things but I had to wait on him for HOURS. He was almost ALWAYS 30 min if not more and a couple times I waited for over TWO HOURS for him to show which really pushed my buttons. I was at home this summer instead of Olivet. It was nice to be home and have my freedom and being able to go out with friends and see my family. It was tough to leave and come back to school because I don't get to see them very much throughout the school year. I guess over all it was a great summer. | | |
| Yearbook YAY!!!!!!So this is going to be all about the Yearbook....
First, we are FINALLY getting paid, although I don't know how much I am getting paid.
Second, We are having our first staff meeting tonight YAY!!!!!!! I'm really excited to see how things go and to meet the staff (even though I know most of them) I'll update this after the meeting and let you all know how it went!!!! | | |
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